I really don't want to be a star

The lights in the night scene are blurred, and the lights of various colors of green, green, and purple are scattered and staggered. The slow tone of light music cultivates an ambiguous atmosphere, shining among the chatting young men and women.

Yefeng Bar is one of the rare bars in H City. The owner was a North Piao singer when he was young. He saved some money to open a bar when he was young, fulfilling his dream of being a North Piao singer when he was young.

Because the style is good and the location is good, it usually attracts many young men and women to talk about their concerns and chat, and the business is generally good.

Su Zijin has also sung here for a few years, and it is only thanks to the care of the owner Wang Zhen that he has gained a foothold in City H.

As soon as Su Zijin opened the door, he saw Li Feng at the bar and walked over.

"Where's Brother Hao? Why don't you see him coming to the venue today?"

Su Zijin shouted at the bartender Li Feng.

"Brother Hao, I went home a few days ago. By the way, Su Zi seems to have left something in the background, saying that he will give it to you.

There are people coming and going in the bar these years, few of them can stay for a long time, I thought Brother Hao could stay for a long time, but I didn't expect..."

The bottle of blue whiskey tossed up and down in Li Feng's hands, and Su Zijin waved his hand in reply.

"Okay, I'll go backstage first."

Compared with the gorgeous lights at the front desk reflecting the goblets filled with Lafite and the ambiguous tones between the toasts, the backstage was a little deserted.

Alas, Brother Hao, I didn't hold on in the end.

Brother Hao in Su Zijin's memory is an uncle in his 40s who likes to play rock and roll.

When Su Zijin first came to Yefeng, Brother Hao sang here for several years.When we meet and drink together occasionally, we also know something about each other.

Brother Hao's family conditions are not good. When he was in his twenties, he was rebellious, and he would come out to hang out with a guitar.

Over the years, I lived in an underground bridge hole, and I also sold and sang in the subway. I once formed a band in a small northern city, and it was brilliant for a while.

According to him, there are two things that he can't let go of in his life, one is long hair, and the other is the guitar.

I often say that I am in my twenties, and I only have more than 200 yuan in my pocket, so I dare to come out to mess around. You don’t know that I was...

Su Zijin walked into the backstage. Except for some dusty and out-of-service audio equipment and some sundries, there was only a guitar on the tape of the 90s and [-]s of the last century.

It should be said that people who listen to tapes have long since disappeared, but Brother Hao always brings them with him.

He said that he listened to this when he was a child, and he left the house as soon as his head got hot, and he knew nothing but singing in the past [-] years, and he was eliminated from this world together with the tape in a flash.

Su Zijin looked at the slightly old-fashioned photos on the tape and Brother Hao's guitar, feeling a little lost.

"Suzi, it's your turn! There are a lot of guests today, so go up and play for a while."

A few rock players in the aisle backstage, wearing black jackets and Su Zijin waved their hands.

"Okay, today I'll let you see how many glasses of wine I can win."

"Okay, it's not the first day, everyone knows the basics, why are you yelling at me?"

The leader put a string of earrings on his ear, reached out to pat Su Zijin on the back, and made a rock gesture with his head.

"Suzi, I'll see you later, don't be bald, it's not good."

There is a rule in Yefeng Bar, if the audience thinks that the singer on stage sings well, they can order a drink for him.

Of course, it's not real wine. The singer in this wine takes [-]% of the price, which can be regarded as a bounty.

Su Zijin usually has a lot of girls here to reward her because of her good looks and similar singing skills, so she was lucky not to starve to death these years.

But today seems different!
Su Zijin stepped onto the stage and looked at the sea of ​​people in the lower hall. When the lights dimmed, Su Zijin was the only one in the whole world.

The regular customers in the audience naturally knew that this was a change of singer!

As the light focused on Su Zijin, the entire Yefeng Bar seemed to quiet down, and everyone's eyes were focused on one point.

At this time, at this place, Su Zijin is the king of the audience!
Su Zijin was half-sitting on the chair, with the guitar on his lap, and slightly lowered his head to face Mai in front of him.

"Hi everyone, tonight I will give you a song that you have never heard before: "The Road to Ordinary" is for those of you who have never been ordinary."

The voice sounded, and there was not much to say.Su Zijin plucked the strings of the guitar with his fingers, as if he had played it in a fleeting time, and the singing sounded.

"Wandering on the road

Are you leaving ViaVia..."

With the sound of Su Zijin's voice, the first-class singing skills made the audience immediately prick up their ears like fried hair, and suddenly felt different.

It seems that there is something unspeakable in this young man's voice...

what is ithave no choice?Still sad?
Or ordinary?

Are we willing to be ordinary?
Who has never crossed the mountains and seas when young, but has no choice but to deal with the suffering in the world, wiped away tears, picked up the collapse, and gradually saw the world clearly.

But do we really see the world clearly?
Maybe it's us who changed the world...

Gradually, the sound in the whole venue seemed to disappear slowly, only Su Zijin's singing could be heard.

"fragile pride
That was me too
boiling, restless

Where are you going ViaVia..."

Su Zijin lowered his head and fiddled with the strings. In his mind, the way Brother Hao hugged his shoulders and talked when he was drinking last time.

"Su Zi, I've been here for 20 years. If you want to talk about singing skills, I think I'm pretty good, but why can't I get ahead!"

Brother Hao pointed to the singer on the TV, his eyes were red.

"I also want to play on a big stage like them for a while, but no one wants me to do chores. Su Zi, there was a girl a few days ago, not very old, in her twenties, she said she liked me.

But I refused, I'm a stinky singer, I can't give people happiness, we can't ruin people's life, right?

Besides, I'm so old, I don't deserve it. "

Su Zijin kept thinking about Brother Hao's sentence "I don't deserve it!"His chest felt tight, as if a fire was burning.

He thought of the girl who confessed to him when he graduated from high school, she said she liked him.

Su Zijin refused.

Because at that time he had just become an intern of Huahe Entertainment Company, his future was bleak, and he didn't know what he was going to do.

Like Brother Hao, he also had those three words at the time.

I do not deserve!
But are we really so ordinary?
"Mysteriously silent

Are you really listening to the story? "

When the final epilogue fell, the guitar sound suddenly stopped, and Su Zijin asked herself in a low voice.

Am I really so ordinary?

The next moment, the light of the audience shone on Su Zijin's body, and Su Zijin looked up at the flickering lights.

No!We have never been ordinary!

We are all people who live affectionately in this ruthless world by ourselves...

How can we be ordinary?

The guitar starts and the music continues.

"I have crossed mountains and seas!

Also through the crowds!
Everything I ever had!
In a blink of an eye, it was like smoke!
I was disappointed and lost all directions

Until you see the ordinary is the only answer"

Is mundane really our answer?
No, never!

Su Zijin raised his head and roared like a lion on the prairie. The whole audience seemed to feel the power in the young man's voice on the stage at this moment.

Some people in the audience seemed to think of themselves.

When I was young, my parents always pointed to other people’s children’s report cards and picked and picked on myself. When I grew up, I was admitted to a mediocre university. Marry a girl I don't love, have a child, and spend my whole life in exchange for a house...

But is this really what we want?
Go forward, or go backward?

Do you have an answer in your heart?
Su Zijin stood up abruptly. He scanned the audience, and all eyes were on him.

At this moment, the lights in the arena are bright, and the attention of the crowd is like stars.

Su Zijin looked up at the ceiling.

Before he knew it, it had been four years since he was an intern at Huahe!
In four years, he went from an intern to a budding star, to being hidden and becoming a bar singer.

In the past four years, he has experienced ups and downs that many people have never experienced in a lifetime.

For four years, he gave up and got drunk.

A person has seen the sunrise, and a person has a birthday.

Fast-forward four years, and he never knew where he should go. Backward is his hometown, and forward is his ideal.

He wandered between the two, looking at himself for countless days and nights, and asked a question.

Is this the only way to live?

But in our life, who was not lonely when we were young?
I used to be like you, like him, like that wild grass and wild flowers!
Somehow this is the only way I have to go

This is the way to go, I am still young, I should have unlimited possibilities, the future is more than that.

Even if the front is unattainable, so what?

No one will make an album for me, I can save my own money to make it.I don't believe it anymore, there is no place for me in this world!
I am not satisfied!
Life is only a few dozen years, who said that there are no real dragons in poor families?
Su Zijin on the stage seemed to be in extreme emotion, with veins clinging to his arms and tears welling up in the corners of his eyes.

The road blown by the wind is still far away
Where did your story go...

The end of the song lasted for a long time on the stage and then fell. When the song stopped, Su Zijin had already lost his strength, his voice was hoarse with mixed particles, and his back was wet with sweat.

Looking around, countless people in the audience looked at him, some seemed to be elites in the workplace, and some were students, but they saw that there seemed to be something else shining in Su Zijin's eyes.

It is called a dream.

Those things that are covered by the trivialities of life, wrapped in the misery of society, and gradually forgotten by adults-dreams!
It is believed firmly at the youngest age, and it is shining in the endless night sky.

Su Zijin's song ended, and the audience applauded thunderously.

The lights condensed all over the body, Su Zijin looked at everything as if this was what I wanted, Su Zijin bowed and stepped down from the stage.

After a while, the girls in front of the cabinet saw that Su Zijin's eyes were full of stars, and a girl pointed at Su Zijin and walked over, whispering excitedly.

"Look, look, that little brother from the stage just now came down. He's so handsome! I like him so much!"

Behind him was a girl who catered to her, her eyes were full of stars.

"The song just now sounds good, and it's really handsome. What do I want him to do wx?"

Another girl beside her said with a blank look.

"Superficial, I'm not the kind of person who is superficial. There seems to be a story in this boy's voice, and I can hear it."

The girl watched the brownish-yellow liquid in her wine glass swaying along the wall of the glass, staring deeply at the glass.

Thinking of the light in Su Zijin's eyes just now, he couldn't help smiling.

"I love a person, not because of his handsome appearance, nor because of his wealth, but because of his interesting souls!"

"Come on, you're just greedy for his body!"

She heard it and looked back.

"You're right, there's no way around it, the good-looking skins are all the same, but I just like my sister, what can you do to me?"