In the middle of the night, the quiet light of the desk lamp reflected Ze Lan's beautiful side face.Zelan stared at a certain corner of the room, with a slight smile on the corner of his mouth, lost in thought.

She seemed to be still immersed in the huge emotional storm just now, and hadn't woken up.

A few hours ago, Zhang Xiaoyu's bold and passionate confession still rings in my ears.Thinking of his sincere and focused appearance, Zelan felt very happy and sweet at the moment.However, Zelan was really frightened at the time, because everything happened suddenly, which caught her off guard.She didn't have any mental preparations.

Now, when only Zelan was left alone, she could finally calm down and organize her thoughts.

Zhang Xiaoyu was serious, and he was not joking with himself. After repeated thinking, Ze Lan was finally able to confirm this point.

Being able to be confessed by the domineering president shows that she is still very attractive, which naturally makes Zelan very happy. She also wants to accept Zhang Xiaoyu's confession, let go of all worries, and be with him.

However, if there are a thousand willing voices in my heart, there will be 1 reasons for opposition.

In normal work, Zelan has always been vigorous and decisive, decisive and straightforward, with both grandeur and delicacy, and she has the demeanor of a strong woman.But for some reason, Ze Lan became so indecisive when facing Zhang Xiaoyu's confession.

Her heart was extremely chaotic, and no matter how she thought about it, she still couldn't figure it out.

To accept, or to reject, that is really the question.

Zelan staged a trade-off of pros and cons in his heart.

If I reject Zhang Xiaoyu's confession, there are several possibilities as follows:

1. I will lose my executive position in Z&L Entertainment, and I may face the possibility of being kicked out by Zhang Xiaoyu. This means that Zelan’s hard work in the entertainment company before will be in vain. Her annual salary is as high as 500 million And the 1% stake will also disappear.

[-]. I will lose such an excellent and intimate friend like Zhang Xiaoyu. In my future life, I may never find another friend of the opposite sex like Zhang Xiaoyu who can talk about everything and is worthy of my [-]% trust.

3. On the downside, in addition to leaving Z&L Entertainment, Zelan may also be blocked by the entire entertainment and business circles, because Zhang Xiaoyu is very popular now, with friends all over the world, as long as he makes a few phone calls, even if Zelan wants to find another It is estimated that the difficulty of a decent job is also extremely high.Could it be that Zelan needs to go back to a year ago and become the administrative commissioner with a monthly salary of only a few thousand yuan?

So, since the price of rejecting Zhang Xiaoyu is so heavy, why not just accept Zhang Xiaoyu's confession?
On the surface, this is naturally an extremely optimistic and ideal choice. If you accept Zhang Xiaoyu's confession and marry into a wealthy family, you will be worth tens of billions without any effort, and enjoy the envy of countless women. Jade food, the scenery and the scenery are naturally not a problem.

If it's another girl, I don't even need to think about it, I can make a decision right away.

However, after thinking about it, Zelan couldn't convince himself to make up his mind to do such a multiple-choice question that a fool would easily complete.

She believes in Zhang Xiaoyu, but she believes in her own heart even more.

At this moment, her inner voice was not so sure.For Zhang Xiaoyu's sudden confession, she always held some doubts and guards.

At first, she thought it might be because a domineering CEO like Zhang Xiaoyu just likes to act on the occasion. He said casually that he lied to you tonight when he said he liked you, and turned around at dawn the next day and became a complete stranger.

Moreover, there are so many women around Zhang Xiaoyu, and they shuttle among thousands of flowers every day, and it is unavoidable to be attracted to them. Even if Zhang Xiaoyu can control himself, those women who are planning will still come up with all kinds of weird ways to seduce him.If he is really with Zhang Xiaoyu, he must have a heart beyond ordinary people, and be mentally prepared to deal with all kinds of rivals in love.

Zelan is not willing to be such an innocent little sheep who is slaughtered.She can't do it, and she's not like some women who want to make money. She has more than 1000 million deposits now. For money, it's not like this.

Later, after careful consideration, Zelan felt that it was because of the inferiority complex she had had since she was a child.Although my own conditions are pretty good in the eyes of outsiders, the people are beautiful, the money is rich, and the work is good.But such a condition is not worth mentioning in front of the super domineering president Zhang Xiaoyu.

Ze Lan deeply understands that everything she owns is given by Zhang Xiaoyu.If it wasn't for him, my current monthly salary is only over 3000. If it weren't for him, I wouldn't be able to afford a Porsche and live in a 200-square-meter duplex.If it wasn't for him, how could she have the opportunity to be a female executive of an entertainment company that countless women envy?Let the popular first-line star singers call themselves Sister Lan affectionately?
Zhang Xiaoyu is such an excellent man, she stands in front of him, she has to look up at him, to be her woman?Heh, every cell in her body feels that this is an unattainable thing.

However, Zelan's character has been very self-reliant since she was a child, and her self-esteem is much stronger than that of ordinary girls. She is not willing to be a canary being raised by others.One of her favorite poems is "To the Oak Tree" by Shu Ting. Her ideal love is the love between oak trees and kapok.Standing on the same land, watch the same sky, help each other in the same boat, face the storms and waves of life together, and grow together.

However, the current situation is that no matter how hard she tries, she can't stand on the same level as Zhang Xiaoyu.

Some men are destined to be looked up to.

If they are not equal, if two people are not evenly matched, if they are not equal, they will not have the kind of love that Zelan has always wanted.

Yes, the love that Zelan wants is a simple, reliable, beautiful, and tacit love, not a rich material life that is envied by the world.

Zelan, who has always been very popular and easy-going, and has never had any temper, has shown a paranoid and stubbornness that is different from ordinary people when it comes to dealing with her feelings.

If she can't convince her heart, she will never force herself.

That night, she lay on the bed with her eyes open, thinking about everything about herself and Zhang Xiaoyu, and stayed up all night.

At dawn the next day, she finally made up her mind.

She still couldn't persuade her heart to accept Zhang Xiaoyu's feelings.

Although it was a pity, and a bit regretful, it was indeed the truest voice in her heart.

It's not because she doesn't like Zhang Xiaoyu, but Ze Lan feels in her bones that she is not worthy of Zhang Xiaoyu's love.As for why this happened, Zelan himself couldn't tell.

Many people are like this, they are so confident on weekdays, once they are in front of the person who touches their heartstrings, they seem to become worthless in an instant.

This is the truest feeling in Zelan's heart at the moment.

And she is also very clear that once she explicitly rejects Zhang Xiaoyu, what kind of irreparable consequences will be caused to herself.

Since it was her own decision, she was willing to bear the corresponding consequences.

Zelan has even made the decision to resign.

The purpose of resigning is to avoid all kinds of embarrassment caused by seeing Zhang Xiaoyu in the company in the future. Her work experience as an executive in Z&L Entertainment can easily help her find another satisfactory job.She believed in Zhang Xiaoyu's character, so she wouldn't block her everywhere because of grudges after she left the company.At this point, she believed in Zhang Xiaoyu's character more than anyone else.

After leaving Zhang Xiaoyu, Ze Lan will naturally feel extremely lost for a long time.

But, isn't life like this, the road you choose will be walked to the end, and the scars you caused, just wait for it to heal slowly in time.

It was dawn, and the first ray of sunlight in the morning penetrated the curtains. Ze Lan smiled, picked up her mobile phone, opened the dialog box of Zhang Xiaoyu's WeChat, and typed a few concise lines:

Xiaoyu, after thinking about it all night, I still can't convince myself to accept your feelings, I'm sorry, I'm really sorry.

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