I'm really not a superman in Marvel

"Ugh..."

Screams of despair and pain echoed in a dark and gloomy basement.

The ceiling of the basement is very low, and people who step into this place will have a sense of restraint and depression.

There is only one lamp here, and it is on alone. If you walk five meters under the lamp, the weak light will be powerless against the darkness.

The floor was as cool and damp as the air, tinged with moss and decay.

And that sound, like the wail of a ghost in hell, came from an old, dirty iron frame bed.

Beside the bed, several women were naked with disheveled hair.

They didn't respond to what happened in bed, they just cried or laughed with glassy eyes.

And on the bed, a woman with a pretty face and a hot figure was being ravaged by a man with her half-length torn clothes hanging on her body.

Her delicate makeup had already been washed away by the incessant tears, her whole face was twisted into a ball, and her eyes gradually fell into madness.

And it's not hard to see that man's femininity and beauty from his brows and eyes, but his expression is strangely excited, and he is ravaging the woman with pleasure.

Besides, there was a special woman standing beside the bed.

She was young, fully dressed, and fixed her eyes on the man on the bed, with unforgettable hatred and deep guilt and uneasiness in her eyes.

As time passed, the screams of the woman on the bed became lower and lower, and finally stopped abruptly.

It was as if this woman couldn't bear such torture and passed out completely.

The man continued, then stopped.

It seemed that because there was no response, he felt a little dull.

After getting up with a displeased face, he kicked the shattered woman off the bed, like kicking away a bunch of garbage.

Then, he looked at the young girl beside the bed, with a disgusting smirk on his face and said:
"Jessica, do you want it?"

Hearing this, Jessica had an undisguised hatred and disgust on her face, and said in a cold tone:

"I want? Yes, I want to kill you!"

The man's face quickly became gloomy after these words, he snorted coldly, and said disdainfully:
"You can keep trying."

Jessica didn't refute, but stared fiercely at the guy she wished she could cut into pieces.

Of course she tried, she tried a week ago when she was first controlled, but unfortunately it didn't work.

This self-proclaimed Zebdia Kilgrave can control others with a single word, even Jessica, who has a strange strength and can fly, cannot be spared.

When she was controlled to come to this basement and saw several unsightly and mentally disturbed women next to the bed, she realized with horror what kind of pervert she had encountered.

She thought that she would also be attacked by this guy, so she seized the opportunity to speak and shot Kilgrave.

It's a pity that although she has great strength, her speed is too slow. Kilgrave only used a word, and she lost control of her body.

Fortunately, this Kilgrave doesn't seem to want to rape her; unfortunately, she has an even more difficult experience to face.

Kilgrave asked Jessica to cooperate with him in capturing the women and sending them to his magic lair.Even when he was violent, he controlled Jessica to watch from the sidelines.

This is the second woman that Jessica got here today. Watching this woman who was sent to the Devil's Lair by herself gradually collapse, her mentality gradually began to collapse.

Unforgivable self-blame and uncontrollable shame repeatedly washed her fragile and kind heart, because this woman's bad luck was brought about by her Jessica.

It was because Kilgrave said that if she would give herself voluntarily, then he would let everyone here go, and he would never do such a thing again.

Of course Jessica scoffed at his promise at first and didn't even think about it, but now...

Looking at the women who looked like beasts here, her psychological defense began to be broken by the ever-expanding self-blame and guilt.

You are a superhero!Jessica!

She cried out silently in her heart.

You should save them, not be this pervert's assistant, and join him in violence against innocent people!

Be braver!you can do it!

No, I can't do it!

Think about why you decided to be a superhero in the first place!

Think Superboy!

If it was him, he would definitely make sacrifices to help others, right?

……

This kind of ideological struggle happens in Jessica's mind every moment, and she struggles and hesitates between the two choices of sacrifice and persistence.

In the beginning, inspired by the popular superhero in New York—Superboy and persuaded by her girlfriends, Jessica finally made up her mind to put on a uniform and start her own superhero activities.

In the past, she always thought that her abilities were a curse, because the day she gained them, she lost everything that was most important in her life.

But the appearance of Superboy changed her mind.

When she saw on a news show that a superhero who was as young as herself defeated a gray-green monster that suddenly appeared and saved the citizens, she finally found out what she was supposed to do.

Because she is as young as Superboy, as powerful and able to fly.

Later, Jessica secretly collected all the information she could find about Superboy.

In her mind, the image of Superboy gradually plumped up.

Superboy's first appearance probably dates back to before the gray-green monster appeared.

It was once revealed by everyone in the army that Superboy first appeared in a laboratory under General Ross who created the monster.

Therefore, many people speculate that Superboy is some kind of laboratory or accidental product.

Jessica is convinced of this statement, because Superboy is different from Iron Man. He has always been a loner and doesn't like to talk to people.

This means that Superboy's life experience may be the same as her Jessica.

An unexpected disaster robs Superboy of everything and gives him superpowers to fly and escape.

But Superboy has done better than Jessica. He has defeated the lime green monster, defeated the Iron Legion, and even taught a terrible iron mecha in Mexico, saving many lives.

and I?
The more she learned about Superboy, the more ashamed Jessica felt.

Because she has been hiding her superpowers, and even ashamed of them, afraid of seeing other people's strange eyes, let alone this ability to help others.

What about Superboy?
He is also so young and looks so immature, but he has saved so many people.

I have to learn from him too!

In this way, Jessica, inspired by Superboy, finally made up her mind to start superhero activities under the persuasion of Trish, the sister of an adopted family.

In the beginning, because of her powerful abilities, Jessica was very relaxed and happy to deal with some small thieves in Hell's Kitchen, which also gave her a sense of accomplishment as a hero.

But what she didn't expect was that she, who had just debuted, would encounter a super pervert like Ziren who was hard to deal with.

With just one sentence, Jessica became the purple man's puppet.

The purple man is a pervert with extreme psychological distortion. He has no legal ethics in his mind at all, and enjoys the sense of control obsessed with controlling others.

But after meeting Jessica, a special superpower, he developed a stronger desire to control.

The Purple Man doesn't want to be stronger with Jessica, he wants to master Jessica more advancedly, more deeply, spiritually.

He wants Jessica to accept his morbid love, obey him from the bottom of his heart, and wants to put his soul that has no place to rest on Jessica.

So the purple man took Jessica to arrest those innocent women, and raped and tortured them in front of Jessica.

He knew that the kind and simple Jessica would one day be defeated by his stupid remorse and guilt, and would become his lover willingly.

The purple man, who knows this well, waited patiently for this day, like an old hunter waiting for the prey to come to his door.

The purple man knew that this moment was the best time to launch an offensive against Jessica.

He put away his impatience and anxiety, walked to Jessica with a false smile, stroked Jessica's delicate skin and said softly:
"Do you really have the heart to see them suffer because of you?"

The purple man's voice is very charming, like a devil tempting humans to sell their souls.

Enduring the strong resentment caused by being touched by the purple man, Jessica glared at the purple man bitterly and said:
"You did all of this! You pervert, lunatic!"

"Is it?"

The purple man's smile was meaningful. He reached out and squeezed Jessica's pretty face, forcing Jessica to look at him, and then said word by word:

"Does it really have nothing to do with you? Huh?"

Facing the oppressive questioning from the purple man, Jessica fell silent.

Seeing this, the purple man was overjoyed, he knew that Jessica was beginning to waver.

"You can save them, and you should."

He put his head close to Jessica's ear, and continued to attack Jessica's psychology in a soft voice.

"Aren't you a hero?"

As he spoke, the purple man pointed to the row of women beside the bed and said:

"Look how pitiful they are!"

Jessica had no choice but to shift her eyes to those people. She had never dared to face these poor people.

Because Jessica could indeed save them.

But in exchange, she will sacrifice herself to the devil.

This is not an easy choice for anyone.

According to Ziren, the first of them came here for nearly a month, and the earlier ones have all died.

The purple man's torture caused them to have a mental breakdown long ago, and each of them fell into madness.

They were all naked, relying on instinct to survive by eating the leftovers that fell on the ground.

Perhaps such beasts, the walking dead are beyond salvation.

Jessica sometimes comforts herself like this.

But the purple people will continue to persecute other people, turning one normal person after another into such a ghost.

How long can I last?
Is such persistence useful?

Maybe……

Giving in earlier can prevent more people from falling into the claws of this pervert.

"What do you think?"

The purple man's voice sounded again, and Jessica felt that some persistence was being gradually disintegrated by him.

"Are you going to continue with me on the next one? A superhero?"

"No!"

Jessica's hot tears rolled down her face, and she couldn't hold it any longer.

"Let them go!"

"Oh?"

The purple man's eyes lit up.

"You figured it out?"

He stroked Jessica's cheek excitedly, feeling a sick sense of accomplishment.

But Jessica didn't resist, but shed tears helplessly and desperately.

Just when the purple man was about to hug Jessica to bed, a series of hasty bells rang.

The purple man was taken aback.

This is the sound of the electronic doorbell on the basement. Who came to the door?

"Who?"

He answered the call from the door.

"Kilgrave? You're screwed."