How to reverse the beautiful and strong miserable person setting in the Conan forum

When Lu Zezhiguang opened his eyes again, what he saw was the familiar environment in front of him.

He lowered his head to look at the embarrassment of his body, and then at the pistol he was holding in his hand. Lu Zezhiguang used his brain to think for a few minutes before he came back to his senses.

He finally thought of what was going on now.

He even guessed what the truth was.

When Lu Zezhiguang knew all the truth, he wanted to smile, but the moment he grinned.

He suddenly felt the pain in his face.

——He forgot, he couldn't make a smile at all at this moment.

——Both sides of his lips were cut by knives, and the scars would be very painful when moved.

Lu Zezhiguang leaned him against the wall, then he closed his eyes, he sorted out and he knew the truth.

Then, he suddenly felt that it was too ridiculous.

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From beginning to end, it was just a dream of Shikazawa Zhiguang.

There is no immortality, no life in the organization, and no life for him as the young master of the Luze Group.

Even those things that have been happening for a long time are nothing more than bubbles.

At this time, Lu Zezhiguang realized that the original unreasonable reason was this.

As long as it is in a dream, then no matter how unreasonable the time becomes reasonable in the future, it's just because of his dream that he will wake up later.

So all the unreasonable things swarmed in, and he couldn't breathe under the pressure.

That's why he had a sudden emotional breakdown.

This is the reason why everything is obviously very good, but suddenly there is an accident.

That's why he's suddenly so vulnerable,

That's because it's just a dream!

He is about to wake up from this dream, and those good things will naturally leave him.

After thinking about it like this, he remembered what his husband said. If he knew the truth, he would definitely collapse.

——If he knew the truth, he might not break down, he would just smile wryly, and laugh at himself.

Lu Zezhiguang leaned against the wall, feeling the blood loss in his body, he was still half an hour away from his husband's arrival at this time.

Half an hour later, his husband will come to his brain, and then he will say such a familiar sentence-whether or not to bind.

And now Lu Zezhiguang has killed all the people who should be killed, and the position he is sitting at this moment is a position that fills him with despair.

——The factory where he was kidnapped for more than ten years.

The smell of blood and stench filled the air, and corpses were lying around him in disorder.

Lu Zezhiguang didn't have to look down at all, he knew that he must be in a mess.

He leaned against the wall, looked at the sun that had not yet risen directly in front of him, and tilted his head.

Then he began to think about the beauty of that dream.

——The so-called going back to the past is just a way for him to wake up from a dream.

The so-called unreasonable is just because his dream was originally unreasonable.

——In the dream he was liked by everyone, it was because no one spoiled him in real life.

——There was a brother in the dream, but after waking up from the dream, he didn't have any relatives.

——In the dream, there are friends who accompany him, but after waking up, there is no friend who is by his side.

——In the dream, he likes to eat sweets very much, but after waking up, he can't eat anything at all.

——In the dream, he didn’t have to worry about anything, he wasn’t afraid of anything, even he was good at fighting, but after waking up from the dream, he couldn’t fight, and he was afraid of many things.

He is like an ordinary child, he is afraid of many things that normal people are afraid of.

He was afraid of spiders, scary little animals, and the appearance of a human head being shot in front of him.

He is afraid of too many things.

……

Kaze Zhiguang just leaned against the wall and thought like this, and then suddenly laughed out loud.

He felt that his brain was very confused at this moment. If it was a dream, then this dream was a little too real.

But he was also very thankful that it was a dream, at least in this way he didn't destroy the future of those people.

He hadn't broken into everyone's life, his husband hadn't arrived, and everything could be redeemed.

Thinking like this, Lu Zezhiguang suddenly had a very ridiculous idea in his heart.

——If he hadn't broken into everyone's life from the very beginning, wouldn't everyone's future trajectory not be changed because of him?

If there is no him in everyone's life, is everyone's life very beautiful?

Is it that as long as there is no him, everyone's pain will disappear.

He thought like this, and then he looked at the rising sun in front of him.

It is estimated that there are still 15 minutes before the sun shines on him.

After 15 minutes, he can experience the warm feeling.

……

Lu Zezhiguang was thinking about everything in his mind, and at the same time he felt the pain in his body, which was numbing his nerves little by little.

He hadn't felt such pain for a long time, and he couldn't count the number of wounds on his body.

He even felt that his heart was being pinched fiercely, he had difficulty breathing, and only felt that exhaustion was suppressing his consciousness.

It seemed that the next second he closed his eyes, he would fall asleep forever.

Lu Zezhiguang, he could feel that he was walking towards death bit by bit.

Really embarrassing.

It's just a dream.

Lu Zezhiguang can be sure that this is a dream, because he really has a feeling of dying at this moment.

He is just an ordinary boy, and Kazawa Emitaka also remembered many forgotten things at this time.

—Today is his birthday.

——Today is the 18th year since he came to this world.

The moment the sun rises, he may be able to say happy birthday to himself.

Thinking about it this way, he didn't seem to celebrate his birthday once in his dream, and he never even ate a birthday cake.

All the cakes he ate were small cakes.

In his dream, even his birthday has become a luxury, Kazawa Zhiguang thought like this, and then he moved his fingers holding the pistol.

The sun is gradually rising.

Lu Zezhiguang knew that he had to make a decision at this time, and he couldn't wait until his husband arrived.

Maybe if he didn't exist, his husband would find another boy suitable for binding, and then that boy would call him sir gently.

Be gentle with everyone even in the future.

——Lu Zezhiguang thought he was not a gentle person.

He is too despicable, he can fool everyone, he is like a cunning fox.

He can cut off a human head without changing his face, and then walk away.

Now everything around is the corpses he has solved. Under such circumstances, how can he say that he is a good person.

How to tell that he is an innocent person.

He's very gentle. He's already sick of saying these words.

Lu Zezhiguang thought of this, slowly raised his arm, and finally aimed at his temple.

The pain in his arm, the heaviness in his brain told him he had no time.

Thinking of it, he seemed to say in the dream that he would no longer be a little liar.

But... this seems to be the only way to solve all problems.

As long as he is dead, all difficulties will be solved.

He's not even a liar.

Thinking of Lu Zezhiguang, he narrowed his eyes with a smile, and finally at the moment when the sun shone on him.

The moment when the warmth covered him.

Gunshots sounded.

——The boy died at the moment when the sun rose, and also on his birthday.

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