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Is Shikazawa Emitaka gentle?

If this question was asked to the people around Shikazawa Zhiguang, they would admit it directly without hesitation.

- Shikazawa Emitaka is synonymous with tenderness.

They couldn't find a trace of violence in Shikazawa Zhiguang at all, they were well protected by Kazawa Zhiguang, and they inherited the tenderness and sincerity from Kazawa Zhiguang.

When Lu Zezhiguang treated them, he almost dug out his true heart, even if Lu Zezhiguang turned into the most annoying appearance.

But he still treats them with a sincere attitude and a gentle look.

Even though they wanted to be cruel to them, they saw the struggle and pain from under Shikazawa's eyes.

It is enough to be fierce to them, why is it so painful?
They don't understand.

Night fell, and the moon hung high.

There are no extra stars in the sky. It seems that the weather tomorrow will not be a good one.

Lu Zezhiguang walked out of the master bedroom after putting Mao Lilan and Suzuki Sonoko to sleep.

What I saw was Bourbon who was busy sitting in the living room, and Kudo Shinichi who was wearing a maid outfit and blowing the air on the balcony.

He didn't think that Mao Lilan would really let Kudo Shinichi dress up as a maid, so he smiled at this thought.

But even so, the laughter was still very low, and he didn't want to wake up the two girls who had just been put to sleep at this time.

The sound of chuckling made Bourbon look up, and what he saw was Shikazawa Emitaka taking off his coat and only wearing a black bottoming shirt.

The hair is combed behind, which looks no different from home clothes.

"Coaxed to sleep?"

When Bourbon asked like this, Lu Zezhiguang nodded: "I put them to sleep, I wanted the two girls to go back."

"I didn't expect them to be afraid that I would do something dangerous after they left. They wished they could just sleep here."

"There is no way but to give up the master bedroom to them. Anyway, it's okay for people like me not to sleep at night."

After Lu Zezhiguang finished speaking, he looked at the black cat lying on the table, and shook his head.

Then he put his finger on the corner of his mouth and made a silent gesture.

Signaling the black cat not to speak at this time, Shikazawa Zhiguang raised his feet and walked towards the balcony in a second.

……

When he came to the balcony to look at the scenery outside, he set his eyes on Kudo Shinichi next to him.

He looked at Kudo Shinichi who only had a thin maid uniform, without other coats, shivering a little in the cold wind.

Seeing this, he smiled, and put the coat he just brought from the sofa on Kudo Shinichi's body.

"Are you really going to wear it if I tell you to wear it? Obviously you know that it doesn't appeal to me much if you dress like this now."

"Even if a child gets a new toy, he will only play with it for a while, and will not continue to play with it."

"I'm not too interested in any of you now."

Lu Ze Zhiguang said like this, leaning against the edge of the balcony to blow the cold wind, his hair brushed his cheeks.

Kudo Shinichi gathered the coat on his body, and looked at Kazawa Emitaka next to him.

For a moment, he felt that Lu Zezhiguang in front of him seemed to disappear in front of him in the next second.

Why did it become so insecure?

Even if they have reached this point, can they still not give them a sense of security?

Kudo Shinichi couldn't help doubting himself in his heart.

Finally he bravely stepped forward.

"What are you thinking about?"

"I was thinking that it would be nice to have a cigarette at this time, but I seem to have quit smoking. This decision is really stupid."

Shikazawa Emitaka was talking like this, and then he looked at Kudo Shinichi's worried eyes, with that kind of attention.

He reached out and patted Kudo Shinichi's hair, "Don't look at me with such eyes, I'm not as fragile as you think."

"I'm a little devil now, you shouldn't look at me like this."

"That's enough, young master. Don't say such things anymore. You know that we don't want to listen to such words, but you still say that, young master."

"No matter what the young master becomes, we will never leave his side. The young master has done so many things for us, and we always have to do something in return."

Kudo Shinichi said like this, he pursed his lips, and seemed to be testing cautiously, Kazawa Eemitsu's attitude.

Shikazawa Zhiguang was stunned by the movement of rubbing his head, watching Kudo Shinichi's eyes gradually become so firm after he finished speaking.

At that moment, Lu Zezhiguang did not speak, he remained silent, then he turned around and lay down on the balcony, his eyes narrowed slightly.

Letting the cool wind hit his face, even though he couldn't feel it was a gust of cool wind, he still felt so comfortable.

……

"Do you know Shinichi? I am not an unreasonable existence, and you are also unreasonable."

"But in such an irrational world, the two of us who are irrational will become reasonable existences."

This sentence sounds contradictory, and even a little confusing, but Kudo Shinichi knows it.

When Lu Zezhiguang said these words, his tone was so melancholy, and even had a hazy feeling.

Kudo Shinichi lay beside him and nodded.

"Why? To give yourself an unreasonable definition, in my opinion, the existence of the young master is reasonable."

"Unreasonable, not only my existence is unreasonable, but your existence is also unreasonable."

"I did too many unreasonable things, so my fate is reasonable."

The words that Kazawa Zhiguang muttered to himself became more and more strange, which made Kudo Shinichi next to him frown.

The black cat who had just jumped off the table, when he came not far behind Lu Ze Zhiguang, he froze in place when he heard this sentence.

His eyes looked at the figure of Kazawa Zhiguang in front of him, and he didn't know what he was thinking in his eyes.

He should step forward at this time to prevent the young master from continuing to speak, but he has not continued to think about it.

Lu Zezhiguang looked up at the moon in the sky, and the next second he reached out and took off the earrings on his ears.

It was an earring given to him by his husband.

What is the function of this earring?
——It was just his line of defense.

Thinking about it, Lu Ze Zhiguang threw the earrings down in front of him.

"Suddenly I miss my husband a little bit. Usually at this time, if there is something wrong with me. Sir, he can always detect something wrong with me in the first time."

"Sometimes I feel that my husband is like my mother and my father. My parents become one and become my husband."

"Isn't it strange you say, isn't it unreasonable to have such thoughts about a person?"

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Shikazawa Zhiguang turned his head and asked Kudo Shinichi, but he didn't know that his appearance at this moment was no different from a sense of brokenness.

Kudo Shinichi looked more and more distressed, until he stretched out his hand, and then hooked Shikazawa Eemitsu's little finger.

"Young master is not surprising, and it is not surprising to have such thoughts."

and so.

Please don't think so, young master.