How to reverse the beautiful and strong miserable person setting in the Conan forum

Gin remained silent, and he looked at Shikazawa Zhiguang who was sitting on him, obviously something was wrong.

Not only that, he could feel that Shikazawa's body was trembling, even if it was very subtle, but it was on the extremely sensitive body of Gin.

He could feel his brother was afraid.

——What are you afraid of?

Gin didn't know what his brother had been through in the past, and he didn't even take the initiative to speak up.

——It is very impolite to ask about what happened to a person in the past.

——If that person’s past events were precisely desperate and painful, then he shouldn’t even ask!
Gin doesn't know how to say comforting words, but that doesn't mean his brain is stupid.

"Gin Jiu, this is the last time I will give you advice, don't regard mine as more important than your life."

"As long as you don't act like this, then you won't die."

"Because if there is no one who cares, there will be no weaknesses, no weaknesses."

Lu Ze Zhiguang said the last sentence almost without any tone. As soon as he said it, Qin Jiu subconsciously thought of the time when he met his brother for the first time.

At that time, his brother didn't care about anyone, and he didn't have any emotions. At that time, he wondered if his brother was a robot.

He entered the organization, and then his brother became his guarantor, and he never saw his brother smile at him once.

But he still saw his brother smile.

It was after his first successful killing mission, and his brother finally smiled at him, but it wasn't a happy smile.

——That would be a very exhausting one, however.And had to smile comfortingly.

At this time, Shikazawa Zhiguang finally understood what Renye Karasuma meant.

You are right.

He seemed to really care about someone.

He seems really different from before.

He obviously didn't take these people to heart, but why should he care about them again and again?

To care about their life and death, to care about their death in front of him, to care about so many things.

He is really sick!

I'm hopelessly sick!

terminally ill!

……

Thinking of this, Lu Ze Zhiguang raised his head, let the tears flow down, and opened his eyes again, the golden eyes became so lifeless.

The tenderness of the past is so lifeless at this moment.

The iron chains of the past once again entangled Shikazawa Emitaka, this time dragging Shikazawa Zhiguang into an even more desperate abyss.

Lu Zezhiguang did not struggle, the iron chains he let drag him back into the abyss of pain again.

He even felt that a person like him should end up like that all his life.

What's the matter with him now?

He obviously had the opportunity to stand under the sun, but he was not used to it, the sun scatters on him.

What's more, he couldn't feel the sunshine, what it looked like when it fell on him.

He doesn't like the sun so much now, Lu Zezhiguang thought like this, and he took another look at the worried face of Gin under him.

He smiled, then slowly lay down, letting Gin hold his body.

"Next time if I get emotional again, take my arm off."

After Lu Ze Zhiguang said this, Qin Jiu's body shook, and he shook his head and hastily denied it.

I want Kazawa Zhiguang to throw this idea out of his mind.

"Brother, I wouldn't do such a thing, and it's good for my brother to vent it out."

"It's really fatal."

"You say a dirty person like me, how can I have the life I have now?"

"I killed too many people, logically speaking, my future should not be like this."

"That policeman was right to hate me, and that policeman was right to let me die first. The hatred in that policeman's eyes is the normal reaction of a person on the verge of death."

Said like this.

Then he hugged Qin Jiu's body tightly, he let the tears flow from his eyes, and his body twitched.

Gin hugged in distress.

At this moment, there is only the sound of Luze Zhiguang crying in the room, from the small choking to the later depression.

Gin waited for a long time, but Lu Zezhiguang refused to cry properly.

——Karazawa Emitsu is punishing himself.

—He wanted to make himself miserable for the rest of his life.

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When Kudo Shinichi came to the organization and wanted to discuss with someone about the information he had obtained.

When passing by the gin lounge, he saw Gin leaning against the door of the lounge smoking a cigarette.

Gin was shirtless, with a cigarette in his hand, and the most serious thing on his body was the bandage wrapped around his abdomen.

But Kudo Shinichi could see the wound on his abdomen, and it should have healed a lot. Thinking of this, he took another look at the rest room with the closed door.

I understood something in an instant.

After walking over, the two looked at each other and there was no more words. When Kudo Shinichi came to the door of the rest room, he lowered his steps.

Gin spoke out at this time.

"He fell asleep in it, just cried, and said a lot of things, I think there should be the information you want."

"My brother is talking about the past bit by bit."

"Thank you, he doesn't know."

"I don't know. If he knew that you, a detective, were investigating that policeman's past, he might beat you up hard."

"He won't beat me, he doesn't want to, and I'm afraid of pain. Compared to you calming him down in such a special way, I'll just coax him gently on the bed in a maid outfit."

Gin snorted, and then he took out a cigarette from his pocket and handed it over.

Kudo Shinichi didn't refuse, he took out one and took another look at Gin's condition.

There were bite marks on his neck, and even what he saw on his upper body already had a lot of teeth bite marks.

"Bite, it doesn't hurt."

"And if biting me brings some relief, then I'd be more than happy to let my brother keep biting me."

……

After Gin finished speaking like this, he took a look at Kudo Shinichi's attire. It seemed that Kudo Shinichi was coming to the organization on business.

Thinking of this, he frowned.

"Who are you going to organize to find?"

"I'll organize to find you."

"Next, you have to accompany me to find the policeman. I have something to ask him. I suspect that the identity of the policeman is wrong."

"And instead of waiting for him to tell me what happened in the past, it's better for us to take the initiative. His cry for help is the only reason he has left."

"We can't sit and wait for him to put his hand on ours, we have to take the initiative to pull his hand over and forcibly pull him back."

"That way we won't lose him."

Kudo Shinichi said like this, he suppressed the chaos in his heart, and there was only the calm emotion in his eyes.

But Gin knew that on such a calm surface, there were dark and turbulent waves behind it.

When he thought that the person standing in front of him was the criminal consultant of the organization, Gin felt it was funny.

He grinned.

"Are you going to kill that cop?"

Kudo Shinichi didn't retreat or panic, he just showed a harmless expression.

Then the voice sounded suspicious.

"Sometimes, surprises tend to come faster and be more convincing."