How to reverse the beautiful and strong miserable person setting in the Conan forum

Want to die?

If you ask Kazawa Edamitsu about this idea now, Kazawa Zhiguang's answer will be to deny this answer without hesitation.

And in his opinion, his current life already makes him very happy, at least he doesn't have so many troubles or even pains to solve.

in case……

If you ask him in the past, he will nod and agree without hesitation. Death is not very terrible to him.

Time is also very vague to him, he doesn't care about anyone or even things.

He is just a lonely ghost who has lived in this world for a long time. Compared with monsters, lonely ghosts seem to be more suitable for him.

No relatives, no family, no friends, and no one else beside him except his husband.

Even if someone is really by his side, but the person by his side is short-lived, at least before the main story begins.

But even so, he couldn't forget his past events, even if his memory was very confused.

Even when the memory became very confused, what happened in the past was already engraved in his bones, and he thought of the treatment he encountered in the past.

At this moment, he lowered his head, and his face showed a trace of bewilderment, but then he accepted the result of the current situation.

He sat on the edge of the bed shaking his legs and tilting his head, as if he looked like a child full of troubles.

The man stretched out his hand and placed it where his heart was.

"They knew about this, but they didn't do anything unnecessary. After all, they were very afraid that I would leave them in the future."

"As long as I'm by their side, as long as I'm by their side, they can protect me, and even treat me a thousand times better. Everyone cares about my emotions."

"Everyone is also concerned about my situation."

……

Said like this, then he took out a pack of cigarettes from his pocket, took one last look at Kazawa Zhiguang on the bed and threw it directly.

"Rye's cigarettes, this time it's not spicy. After all, since I used to steal cigarettes from other people's pockets, they didn't stop me."

"I just silently changed the cigarettes to non-spicy ones. To be honest, my cigarettes are fruit flavored. They really put in a lot of effort."

After saying that, Lu Zezhiguang picked up the cigarette and laughed, "For fruit-flavored cigarettes, they can really try their best to make me happy."

After saying this, Kazawa Emitaka lit a cigarette and put it in his mouth.

"Because I feel bored, or because I want to leave this world. That's why you came here to take a look. Is my situation now?"

"Maybe you want to get a certain answer from me now. After all, sometimes the only person who can persuade you is yourself."

After Lu Zezhiguang finished speaking like this, the man just nodded, and then he lowered his eyes.

"I can't count the wounds on my body. From the self-abuse-like behavior at the beginning to the numbness now, this appearance reminds me of the past, even a very long time ago."

"But my memory of that time has gradually become blurred, so I want to ask you. After all, asking yourself will be more reliable than asking others."

"And I know you won't refuse. I won't let him exist if it threatens his body."

The man and Lu Zezhiguang looked at each other, and they both saw it clearly in each other's eyes.

In the end, Shikazawa Zhiguang looked away, he didn't want to face the man in front of him for another second.

——After all, he in the future is an unlucky thing! °°

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"That's why you're acting so weird because you're bored."

"That's right, I had this idea from the very beginning, but I suppressed it, but recently my anxiety is getting bigger and bigger."

"I can already foresee what I will definitely experience in the future, so I have to leave a way out for myself."

"If I really didn't make it through, then I would always take care of you in the past and say hello to you, so as to prevent you from going down this old path."

"At the same time, it also prevents you from becoming a complete lunatic later on."

The man had just finished speaking like this, before Shikazawa Zhiguang could finish his mouth, he smoked a cigarette and shook the cigarette in his hand again.

It doesn't matter that way.

He thought of the people who followed him.

"But even if you become a complete lunatic, they will stay by your side."

——Fatal dependence is a life aimed at a person, which will gradually make them addicted, and finally make them more and more unable to get rid of.

Rather than saying that this is a one-way iron chain that binds them, it is better to say that this is an iron cage that binds them.

They will be forever and ever in this life, trapped in a cage called "Kasawa Edahikari".

……

After the man finished speaking, the atmosphere in the room changed subtly.

Not only that, Lu Zezhiguang also had nothing to say, he didn't know what to say at this time to ease the current atmosphere.

He is not good at comforting people at this time, let alone comforting his future self.

It was enough for him to calm down his own emotions now, and he also had to spend time trying to appease this future self, which made him very unhappy and hated.

——In that case, I'm afraid it will damage his lifespan!
The atmosphere froze at this moment, and it took a long time for Lu Zezhiguang to speak slowly, "That's right, I forgot, I don't feel pain myself."

"It hurts, after all, your future pain sense is recovering bit by bit,"

As soon as the man finished speaking like this, Lu Zezhiguang raised his head, his eyes full of inquiry.

Then he got off the bed, although his steps were very small, but he still came to the man, and he glanced at the man who was taller than himself by an unknown amount.

Then he stretched out his hand with a bad face, and pointed to the man to squat down. Although the man was helpless, he obediently obeyed.

As soon as he squatted down, Lu Zezhiguang grabbed him by the collar in front of him.

"You in the future are really a fool, I don't know what to say."

However, the man was very lifeless, instead he just squinted his eyes, and the corners of his mouth raised slightly.

His expression was full of jokes: "Don't forget, Xiao Guangguang, you are also a nonsense person, you have no right to call me nonsense at this time."

Hearing these words, Lu Ze Zhiguang couldn't express his anger, he clicked his mouth "tsk", then he sighed and looked at the marks on his body.

In the end, he stretched out his hand and stroked it, "Do they know about this?"

"They don't know that's the only thing that I can hide from them in the future, where they become too sensitive."

"Once I make a slight move, they will notice it, not to mention that Mr. Future can say that he has completely set all his eyes on me."

Speaking of this, the man is a little helpless.

He stretched out his hand to brush his bangs.

"Under such circumstances, if I want to hide one thing, it is not very easy."

However, Lu Zezhiguang sneered after hearing this, "I don't know you yet? If you really want to hide something."

"Even the husband doesn't know at all. After all, if you insist on living longer than anyone else, it's me!"

"After all, Mr. came to me after I lived for a while. As for the situation and even what happened during that period, you and I know it well."