Doomsday: Gain the Destiny panel at the beginning

[Advanced Ritual: Forget]

[Introduction: In the midst of forgetting time and time again, can you still firmly remember who you are?It is the gentle land addicted to color, the unforgettable eyes of the beloved, the struggle in the foul-smelling sewage, and the fall into the endless abyss...]

[Everyone envies wealth, everyone envies longevity, everyone envies being able to see in reincarnation...]

[This is a section of mysterious life, a wonderful piece, when they are interspersed in your mind, can you still remember who you are in it? 】

This is the only introduction word, and it is also the last memory that Lin Yun can retain after entering the advanced ceremony.

When Lin Jun woke up again, he was in a western-style manor. He was the eight-year-old son of the family, named Lin Han Dale. His father was a pastor and his mother was a teacher. dead brother.

On the desk at home, there was a photo of my elder brother, a handsome young man who died of a rare disease, and this elder brother was called Lin Jun Dale.

Different from my handsome elder brother, my younger brother was born ugly. Compared with Zhuyu, he was not very popular with his parents.

Therefore, Xiao Linhan has been withdrawn since he was a child, and he likes to hide in the house and read books, especially painting. This can be regarded as inheriting the relatively good education of the family, which makes his parents feel a little relieved.

And Xiao Linhan didn't dare to disobey his parents so much. After all, his parents' favorite child was not himself, and he didn't want to hear one day: If it wasn't your brother who died, but you who were heartbroken.

It wasn't until the birth of the beautiful younger sister that Lin Han was even less valued by the family.

From time to time, Lin Han would feel jealous in his heart, looking at the photo on the desk, he would say to his elder brother Lin Yun: How nice it would be if I were you!
As an adult, Lin Han was quickly kicked out of the house by his parents, and came to a bustling city. He borrowed his former hobby of painting and became a salesman of paintings.

It seemed that I finally got rid of the dislike of my parents and finally gained freedom. Soon, I had someone I liked, that is, the landlord's daughter.

This is a girl like a cuckoo bird. Lin Han couldn't wait to confess his love very quickly, but the reply he got was: "I'm sorry, Mr. Lin Han, I'm already engaged, and I love my fiancé very much!"

While I can't get the happiness of family, can't I also get the happiness of love?

Soon, Lin Han met the fiancé of the landlord's daughter. He was a handsome aristocratic man, with the same handsome appearance as his brother, and a prominent family.

At this moment, a sense of inferiority welled up in my heart.

In the long-term pain, he decided to become a pastor to serve the Lord, but this time, he had to ask his father, but he was mercilessly ridiculed by his father in the reply: ugly people are not suitable to be amiable pastors Yeah, sending you to seminary is just a waste of resources...

Lin Han looked at the letter in silence.

No longer having extravagant expectations for the pastor and family, Lin Han began to work hard to become a freelance painter again, but the paintings he painted were not understood by the world!

again and again!
The world is always hitting Lin Han in different situations.

Telling him, you are just a pest in this world, you can't get anything!

Don't deserve anything either!
……

At this moment, in that mysterious place, under the small red tree, a water-blue sphere was wrapped in its rhizome, wisps of red mist hung down, but a big hand was stretched out on it, and a red thread hung down from the middle finger, This red line passed through the red mist, and I don't know where it was connected.

However, on the red line, there are some words written: ugly, inferiority!

There was a faint sneer: "The hateful pest has killed one of my dead seeds again. This time, I will use your advanced ceremony to destroy your entire mind and will!"

On that big hand, the other four fingers were also written: cowardly, selfish, twisted, paranoid and other words!
The indifferent voice continued to sound: "Through the advanced ceremony, add all these seasonings to your will!"

"I will also let you walk out of the advanced ceremony alive, but at that time, you will completely become a bedbug!"

"I don't know what it would be like for your friends around you to see you like this at that time!"

The red line that represents inferiority complex keeps flashing red light!

……

In the mental hospital, Lin Han looked at the dark sky in despair.

In repeated nightmares, he was disgusted by his parents and sent to a mental hospital.

He looked down at the reflection in the small puddle, that face was ugly, it was such an ugly face, it was this barren body that made him unloved all his life.

He has tried his best, sweated and tears, and dug out his bones and blood, but he can't touch the things that others can easily obtain.

Is this life?

If it is such a life, what is the meaning of it?

Lin Han thought of committing suicide. He rushed out of the mental hospital, came to a wheat field, and took out the revolver he had prepared.

At the moment when the revolver was pointed at his head, Lin Han thought of his elder brother Lin Jun, the family member who died of illness when he was just born.

I really have a completely different life from him!
With the sound of gunshots, Lin Jun woke up in the darkness. The memory in his mind was divided into two evenly. life spent as an identity.

Lin Yun's memory is strong and confident, while Lin Han is ugly and humble.

"What does this advanced ceremony mean?" Lin Yun suppressed Lin Han's memory.

Suddenly an indifferent voice sounded next to my ear: "This is the first reincarnation, and the next one is the second!"

After the words fell, Lin Yun only felt that the memories belonging to Lin Yun and Lin Han in his mind were crazily pulled away, and immediately received new memories, becoming a new person.

At the same time, a thin red thread named "Cowardice" in the sky fell down and connected to Lin Jun's body.

In a long and timid life, Lin Jun woke up again.

But this time, his memory was evenly split into three parts, one part was Lin Yun, the other part was Lin Han, and the other part was the cowardly Lin Xiu.

Lin Jun frowned, as if there were three wills in her mind, and these three wills were mixed together.

Lin Han's inferiority complex and Lin Xiu's cowardice combined to fight against the original Lin Jun!

On Lin Yun's forehead, drops of cold sweat also began to drip.

"There's something wrong with this advanced ceremony!"

Just as Lin Yun's thoughts sounded, the indifferent voice just now appeared in his mind: "Next, it's the third time!"

Someone is manipulating his advanced ceremony? !Such thoughts flashed through Lin Yun's mind.

However, as soon as this thought came up, all his memories were taken away, and his whole soul was thrown into the third cycle of reincarnation.