Doomsday: I, a top killer, became a lolita.

When the two passed by the tourist distribution center, Ning Yu jumped out of the car and rushed in to get the map.

Shen Yiyue walked around outside, sneaking around the zombies.

After Ning Yu got the map and jumped up again, he continued to drive.

The sun had already set in front of them, and the two seemed to be girls chasing the sun, sailing towards the sunset together.

The next thing is to find a place to stay tonight.

Ning Yu checked the ammunition, there are still more than 70 rounds, which are quite durable, and when he wakes up tomorrow morning, there will be another 150 rounds.

The remaining ammunition can be used to teach Shen Yiyue how to use a gun tonight.

Ning Yu spotted a high-floor apartment from the map.

Most of the people living in this small apartment with exquisite decoration and modern style are lonely people who live alone.

At the same time, they are basically office workers. On the day of the apocalypse, they should still be social animals in 996, not in the apartment, so Ning Yu chose this place.

This kind of convenience food is usually available at home, and the two of them can use local ingredients to eat without wasting stock.

The rumbling motorcycle drove into the underground parking lot of the apartment, and there were almost no cars below, so it seemed that the occupancy rate of the apartment was not high.

There are not many zombies following behind.

The speed of the motorcycle was too fast, and some zombies suddenly lost their way while walking.

Only a small number of agile zombies followed, and the two killed them all after getting out of the car.

The city has had a power outage, so there is no way to use the elevator.

After the two locked their motorcycles, they could only walk up the stairs on foot.

It was Ning Yu's idea that the two simply climbed to the 12th floor, the highest floor.

After some searching on the 12th floor, Ning Yu unlocked and found a room with a sense of life, and the two walked in immediately.

The setting sun has left only a thin orange light, and the night sky has begun to reveal the color of black and gray.

The faint light shone into the apartment room, through the thin window screens, and fell on the sideboard in the room, which contained some red wine collected by the original owner.

The dining table is covered with a blue tablecloth, and there are some common tableware.

There are soft pillows on the sofa, and a striped carpet is carefully laid under the tea table in front of the sofa.

Overall a clean and comfortable house.

Shen Yiyue, a curious ghost, has already sneaked over to look at the red wine in the cabinet, and then ate Ning Yu's loli knife from behind:

"Don't drink, you have to hurry tomorrow."

Shen Yiyue stuck out her tongue mischievously:
"Hey~~ I'll just take a look, don't open it."

She subconsciously went to turn on the TV, and then suddenly remembered that the power had been cut off, and it was lonely.

While there was still a little light, both of them went to take a shower first.

Ning Yu finished washing first, and she searched the food in the house: she found some sparkling water, as well as some snacks such as chocolate and dried fruit.

She lifted the floor-to-ceiling window screens in the living room, put one side away, then moved a stool over and placed it on the balcony.

He took all the food and drink to the balcony, then sat on the stool and put his white legs on the balcony railing.

Just after taking a shower, I feel refreshed, with a gentle breeze blowing, looking at the row upon row of buildings in the distance, sandwiched between the night and the afterglow of the setting sun.

She started tasting with sparkling water and snacks in hand.

It's so uncomfortable.

Shen Yiyue also came out of the shower after that, and seeing the happy look of the silver-haired little loli, she started to imitate herself.

Bringing a small stool, like Ning Yu, she arrogantly placed her white and tender long legs on the railing, and began to eat.

After a while.

Night has completely fallen.

"what are you thinking about?"

Ning Yu had just taken a sip of lemon sparkling water, feeling the sour-sweet and refreshing feeling in her throat, when she suddenly saw Shen Yiyue who seemed to be in deep thought.

"Ah, I'm thinking about my sister during the day."

Shen Yiyue reacted suddenly, tore open a bag of nuts with her hands, and put a raisin into her mouth.

"Huh? Are you still thinking about that 'would it work' question?"

Ning Yu asked again.

"No. I know the answer to that. It's another matter. I have a feeling that I can't express."

Shen Yiyue paused, then continued:

"I was thinking that she had finally mustered up the courage to escape from the hotel and run to a safe place with food and water."

"Sounds like it would be a very hopeful story."

"But I didn't expect to suffer such inhuman treatment in the end, and it became a living tragedy."

"I always feel that everything is impermanent. If it wasn't for the light rain, what would happen to me?"

Ning Yu didn't say anything after hearing the words, she lit a candle, and seemed to be planning to read the book "The Outsider".

Taking a sip of sparkling water, Ning Yu didn't look at her, but said slowly:
"Have you ever heard of the absurd?"

"Huh? Absurd? What do you mean?"

Of course Shen Yiyue knew the meaning of this word, but she didn't understand why Ning Yu said this suddenly, and turned her head to look at her.

Ning Yu opened the corner of the page, but didn't intend to read it, but looked up at the moon that had already appeared:
"It's the absurdity of life."

"You thought she was finally going to have hope, to develop an inspiring story, and then something tragic like that happened."

"Isn't this absurd? It's full of unexpected twists and turns, but it really happened."

Shen Yiyue understood but didn't seem to understand. She chewed the nuts in her mouth and asked:

"Then what is Xiao Yu trying to say?"

Ning Yu raised the "Outsider" in his hand and said:
"For example, the author of this book, I have read his biography."

"The last page of the biography was still talking about his winning the Nobel Prize for Literature and what kind of revolution he participated in. It was a glorious moment exuding the beauty of burning life."

"But on the next page, he suddenly died in a car accident, and his glorious life came to an abrupt end."

"For another example, you were supposed to spend a normal reading day, but the end of the world suddenly broke out, and you almost died."

"You and your loved ones are suddenly separated like this, and life and death are unknown."

Ning Yu's amber eyes were full of indifference, like the surface of a calm lake, she spoke again:
"So I want to say that life is inherently impermanent and absurd."

"All beautiful stories and wishes are wishful thinking woven out of our language."

"Life is the opposite of a story. Without language modification, it cannot be beautified. It is a series of phenomena."

Shen Yiyue felt even more confused, she asked:

"A series of phenomena?"

Ning Yu nodded, and suddenly closed the page:

"It is we who use language to beautify or uglify pure phenomena into stories that meet our expectations in our minds."

"Like 'He didn't cry at his mother's funeral, so he must be a heartless person'."

"It's like 'that woman who escaped from the hotel has been reborn, so this must be a sign that everything is going to be alright'."

"It's all just our imagination. We use logic to judge reality. We add self-righteous imagination to the pure phenomenon we see."

"However, reality often responds to you with absurdity, which makes you bruised."

Shen Yiyue felt that these words were very cold and ruthless, which made people feel inexplicably uneasy, but she always felt that they were very correct.

This time she thought for a long time, and felt that the evening wind seemed to have cooled down a bit, so she paused and said:

"But... Xiaoyu, if life is so absurd, isn't it very hopeless to live?"

"One second was joy, and the next second there might be disaster."

"Efforts may not necessarily pay off, and you may fail in the end even if you see the hope of success."

When Ning Yu heard this, she smiled at her:

"No, on the contrary. Only when we realize the absurdity should we fight against it."

"Give a big middle finger to this fucking life."

"Even if the final result is a failure, it is a death without reconciliation, not a willing death."

"Don't you think that's true courage?"

Shen Yiyue was a little stunned, and began to seriously think about the meaning of these words.

Only then did Ning Yu realize that she seemed to have said too much, she said a bunch of inexplicable words, she showed a slightly apologetic look:

"Sorry, I told you such irrelevant nonsense."

Shen Yiyue shook her head lightly, there was something shining in her watery eyes.

"No, I think Xiao Yu's words just now made me feel a lot more at ease."

She suddenly raised a big middle finger to the night sky, and then laughed smirkly with a 'puchi', a vigorous and relaxed smile.

Ning Yu was taken aback, and laughed softly after being with her for a long time.

The laughter of the two girls echoed in the night sky, which was particularly abrupt.

The zombies downstairs raised their heads one after another.

Want to see which fool dares to laugh out loud here.

Was the laughter mocking them, or something?