Doomsday: I, a top killer, became a lolita.

Everything in front of me is still full of unreal feeling.

It was still the familiar apartment, in the Ark base.

The electric piano I bought, the empty dining table, the snacks in the corner, and the baseball cap that Ji Mengyao gave her.

The sun is shining in, and today is a calm and sunny day.

There are no corpses around, no oppressive high-level mutant zombies.

Ning Yu's mind was wandering, and she suddenly realized one thing:

Shen Yiyue, who returned to this moment for the first time, was probably in the same mood as her.

but now
"Sister Ning Yu?"

Seeing Ning Yu in a daze, Shen Qianqian couldn't help calling her again.

Ning Yu looked at Shen Qianqian's cute face clutching her stomach, and reached out to touch Shen Qianqian's head.

"Hey, let's have dinner later, I'll call your sister first."

"Great!"

Shen Qianqian cheered.

"Can I steal a small cake first?"

Her eyes wandered, looking at the small cakes that were bought and placed in the pile of snacks over there.

The inside is filled with egg yolk, and the outside is a soft and fluffy brown cake, sealed in a plastic bag, which is extraordinarily attractive in the morning sun.

"Of course."

Ning Yu knew that Shen Yiyue was quite strict with her younger sister. Snacks were generally not allowed before meals, but today was a special case.

Seeing Shen Qianqian running over to open the small cake immediately, Ning Yu smiled, turned and walked towards Shen Yiyue's room.

Her room door was still closed, Ning Yu knew that she had already gotten up.

Originally, his hand was already on the doorknob, but suddenly he seemed to think of something.

She deliberately paused in front of the door for a while before twisting the doorknob.

The quilt in the room was still messy, but Shen Yiyue was already sitting at the desk, writing something quickly with a pen.

"What are you writing?"

Ning Yu stood at the door, gently leaning against the door, and asked Shen Yiyue.

Her heart was actually beating violently at this moment.

In that gray and foggy space, I saw Shen Yiyue's every effort, saw her cry, saw her despair, how much I wanted to hug her tightly immediately.

But when he actually saw Shen Yiyue, this impulse was suppressed by himself.

She was afraid that she would scare Shen Yiyue by doing this.

"I'm not writing a diary, Xiao Yu, you are not allowed to peek, this is a girl's secret!"

Shen Yiyue buried her head in writing, and joked with Ning Yu in a relaxed tone.

But it was this kind of tone, this way of pretending nothing happened, that was about to defeat Ning Yu.

She couldn't help but stepped forward.

Hearing the sound of footsteps, Shen Yiyue wrote faster and faster, and before Ning Yu walked in front of her, she put the cap on the pen and closed the diary.

Pretending to be finished:

"Ah, is it time to eat? I've finished writing!"

"Xiao Yu, you're so close, it's not like you really want to steal."

Shen Yiyue turned her face, she knew that Ning Yu had come to her side, she put the diary into the desk while talking.

I was afraid that Ning Yu would pay attention to this diary.

But just seeing Ning Yu's expression, Shen Yiyue's words stopped.

Ning Yu obviously didn't show any expression, but her eyes were already red, and two lines of tears silently flowed from her eyes to her cheeks.

Shen Yiyue has never seen Ning Yu cry, she knows that a tough and strong person like Ning Yu may only think that crying is a sign of weakness.

But the Ning Yu she saw now, did indeed shed tears.

Obviously he couldn't see her sad look, but he was immediately infected by Ning Yu's emotions.

"Xiaoyu you"

Shen Yiyue felt panicked, she couldn't think of any reason to make Ning Yu cry.

Ning Yu looked at Shen Yiyue who was sitting on the chair, with imperceptible dark circles on her face, she probably wrote that 'diary' almost all night.

It's true, I just went back and didn't even rest for a moment.

"You stupid."

Ning Yu stretched out her hand, embraced her without rejection, and held her tightly in her arms.

"Eh?"

Shen Yiyue still wanted to play dumb until this moment.

"I say Sisyphus is a fool."

"Obviously every time you push to the top of the mountain, the stone will roll down."

"Still pushing it back again and again."

"Won't you be tired? Won't you be sad? Won't you feel lonely?"

Ning Yu wiped away her tears to prevent them from dripping on Shen Yiyue's body, but she saw Shen Yiyue's pretty face raised.

The relaxed expression on her face has completely disappeared, and it has become extremely complicated.

Ning Yu spread out one hand and picked up a book from the desk, the bookmark was still placed in front, and she didn't have time to start reading.

The words "Plague" are written on the cover.

"This should have been "Snow Country"."

After hearing this sentence, Shen Yiyue finally realized what happened, but she still couldn't believe it.

"You remember it all?"

She didn't know how Ning Yu had the memory of the previous recall, and at this moment her body trembled, and her eyes dangled.

"Yes, all. I know everything about what you've done for me."

Ning Yu lowered her head and looked at her with teary eyes.

"me."

Shen Yiyue's lips trembled, and she wanted to say something, but all her suppressed emotions blocked her throat and turned into a whimper.

All the grievances, all the unwillingness, all the loneliness, and the willpower consumed every time I come back.

She was still holding on forcibly, but she felt that she was about to collapse in the next second.

Hearing Ning Yu's words now, it seems that there is finally a place to release.

In an instant, it all melted away.

She lay down in Ning Yu's arms, crying loudly like a child, her voice was very obvious even through Ning Yu's clothes.

"I know why you don't tell 'me' everything."

Ning Yu ran her palm along her smooth black hair, and gently stroked the back of her head.

"Because. Because"

Shen Yiyue snatched the right to speak while choking on sobs.

"If I said Xiaoyu would choose to sacrifice herself every time"

"I don't know. What to do."

Hot tears had already soaked Ning Yu's newly changed clothes in the morning.

"Okay, okay, I know, I'm not good or I'm not good"

Ning Yu coaxed Shen Yiyue, who was aggrieved loudly, and Ning Yu, who had seen all the memory fragments, how could she not know.

Those selves who have no memory in different parallel lines just make decisions that they will definitely make.

Ning Yu approached Shen Yiyue's ear, and said softly:
"Now you are not alone."

"I'm right by your side."

"Tell me all your grievances, tell me all your sorrows."

"I'm not going to make that kind of arbitrary decision again."

"Let me push the stone with you, stupid Sisyphus."

Shen Yiyue blinked her eyes, and suddenly patted Ning Yu angrily, her face was covered with rain.

"You are Sisyphus! You call me an idiot! Smelly Xiaoyu!"