My 27-year-old alluring female president

After hanging up the phone, I still lit a cigarette as always, enjoying the brief nicotine numbness brought by the cigarette.

Life, always funny, plays us all the time, sometimes gives us a piece of candy, sometimes gives us a slap.

Chen Yi just wants to go back, she seems to only see my resoluteness to let her go to America, but she can't see my red eyes now.The past that I have been thinking about day and night, now seems to be slowly blurring each other, we still haven't fulfilled the original promise, you and I are both wrongdoers who broke our promises.

Now I can no longer control my relationship with Chen Yi. In fact, to put it another way, we are just the most familiar strangers. Whether there is any element of love depends on Chen Yi's heart.

I had no choice but to send a text message to Cheng Lin. The content of the text message was: Cheng Lin, Chen Yi is going back. You know her situation. She doesn’t know anything now. I hope you don’t hurt her and give her a Complete way home.That's all I beg of you!

I smiled helplessly, everything is so ridiculous, now I actually need to talk to Cheng Lin humbly, begging him not to hurt Chen Yi, let her go home!

Cheng Lin's reply was as simple as four words: I see!

I don't know why Cheng Lin agreed. Maybe it's because he has no time to take care of my affairs now. Annie's move may have caught him off guard.

I lay down and fell asleep without knowing it. When I woke up, it was already evening, and the empty room made me feel a little sad for no reason. I was obviously a married person.

It's so ridiculous, it seems that the flowers of life are about to wither, and I just think of watering them. I know that there are too many things to be indifferent, and it makes many things complicated and difficult.But character, how can I explain it?How should I face it?
After I simply washed up, I sat on the balcony drinking tea, staring blankly at the feasting lights outside. It seems that I am no longer qualified to participate in the carnival of this world.

At this moment, my cell phone rang. I was a little surprised by the caller. It was Guan Min who called.

"What's wrong? Call me at this time?"

Guan Min remained habitually silent, and after a few seconds, she said slowly, "Xinyi, have you eaten yet?"

I froze for a moment, it seemed like it had been a long time since I had such a conversation. After we separated, we always had something to talk about, and we wouldn't have any contact if we had nothing to do, let alone ask the other party if they had eaten politely.

"Not yet, it's still early."

"I'm getting married soon, can I come to Suzhou? It's in Suzhou!"

"Won't be going back just yet. Sorry!"

"Are you afraid of Chenglin? You can rest assured that now, Chenglin is gone. After so many years, someone has reported them. Otherwise, your current investigation can be promoted by the two sisters Annie alone?"

"How's it going now?"

"I don't know the details, but I know that even if they are not eradicated, they will be very honest, let alone hurt us."

"I can't bet on this matter. You know, I can no longer accept that friend and family member being hurt again."

Suddenly Guan Min raised the decibel and shouted to me: "For me, can't you gamble?"

Yes, Guan Min has done so much for me, why can't I take a gamble?We are obviously not strangers, but now, we are strangers than strangers.Our previous relationship was separated by something called the passage of time.

"I'm going to go, I'm leaving tomorrow."

"I'll ask Wang Qian to pick you up!"

"No, I still remember the way I used to be."

Guan Min was silent for another few seconds before she said slowly: "You don't have to force it, we are just friends, if you are too busy, you don't have to take a lot of trouble to come back."

"Not busy, Cheng Lin is like this, it's time for me to go back."

"Ok, I will wait for you!"

After finishing speaking, Guan Min hung up the phone, and I put the phone down too.What else can I avoid!Anyway, no matter how careful I am, happiness will never come to me.

Maybe it's never that person who traps each other, but that memory, right?

I lit a cigarette and it burned out. I went back to the room to pack my luggage. When I looked at the wedding photo of Chen Yi and I in the living room, I sighed helplessly. It would be great if we could leave earlier.In this way, our child will be born, and some people will call me daddy, and Chen Yi will also call me husband.Only now, we are like strangers!
After packing my luggage, I walked towards the guitar, picked it up silently, slowly opened the zipper, and took out the damn USB drive.

Maybe this secret, only Cheng Lin and I know, is what turned us against each other and made our relationship for many years ridiculous, very ridiculous!
I picked up the guitar, and a melody appeared in my mind, "Pain That Can Breathe".I picked up the guitar strings and sang "My smile is fake, my soul seems to be floating, it's good that you are here."

I couldn't bear it anymore, and the pain that had been accumulated for too long vented out at once, holding the guitar and crying bitterly.I really never thought that my life would become like this. Others looked at me glamorously, but who knew what kind of life I was living in my heart, and what disgusting life I was living?

The next day, An An came to my house early in the morning and rang the doorbell. When I opened the door, I found her hugging An Yi.

As soon as I entered the door, An Yi took my hand and said with disgust: "Uncle, you are so sloppy, look at your beard, you don't even want to shave it."

I was stunned for a moment, and said with a smile: "What do you know, you little kid, this is a symbol of a man. You don't have a beard, right? So you are not a man!"

"You lied, my mother said I was the most handsome man in the world!"

"Your mother fooled you!"

An An looked at me with disgust, then smiled helplessly, and said to me: "Brother, why are you going back?"

"I'll go back with you, but I'll go to Suzhou first!"

"Suzhou? Go to Mr. Guan's wedding?"

I nodded, and then I went into the bathroom, showered, and shaved.

I went out and asked the little boy An Yi: "Have you made breakfast for you, lazy mother?"

"no!"

An An looked at me with embarrassment, and said shamelessly, "Brother, please!"

I smiled and shook my head, then went to the kitchen, took out three sirloin steaks, and started making breakfast.

When I was halfway through, I suddenly asked An An: "An An, do you have something to hide from me?"