My 27-year-old alluring female president

On the way to the KTV, Chen Yi secretly asked me: "Xinyi, when you were there, did you really have many female fans?"

"It's okay. I didn't have a job at that time, and I was alone in Suzhou. In order to make a living, I had to sell my voice."

"Then did you mingle with those girls?"

"How is it possible! I'm a showman but not a person. I'm very clean, okay?"

"Let's just trust you. I'll have to listen to our new young master's voice in a while."

"Guaranteed to capture your heart."

"Cut, I'm not an 18-year-old idiot, how can I be captured so easily by you."

I smiled and walked to KTV, I found that there is a lot of space, rich people are good, they can experience the best material life.

The waiter turned on the TV for us, but I found that the way the waiter looked at me was a little strange, which is normal. I walked into the KTV alone with so many girls, and it was really hard not to believe in that direction.

Chen Yi served them a lot of beer and a pot of milk for An An. At this moment, An An booed, "Brother Xinyi! Sing! Sing!"

I walked to the karaoke station with a smile and ordered "The Earth" by beyond. I like this song very much. This is a music work by the Chinese Hong Kong rock band Beyond. Kuang Pei co-arranged and Huang Guanzhong sang a very classic song.

The reason why I like this song is because "Earth" is the most successful song from Beyond's debut to 1988. It also established Beyond's position in the Hong Kong music scene and became Beyond's famous song at the same time.

"The Great Earth" mainly reflects cross-strait relations, expresses beyond's patriotism, and also expresses beyond's love for the motherland.From another point of view, this song also expresses a certain degree of fatherly love implicitly, because fatherly love is as thick as soil, so the lyrics also use "when I look at my father's smile at this moment, I don't know it. Word".All in all, beyond is a great love written in this song.

I performed this song affectionately. After singing, An'an applauded first, and then everyone applauded too.Chen Yi smiled and said, "Do you still speak Cantonese?"

"There is no problem with basic communication. I have several classmates from Guangdong, and it will become a little bit over time."

"I also like beyond, especially Huang Jiaju."

"He's supposed to be the reason I fell in love with music."

Then I started urging them to sing, so that I could chat with Chen Yi, brag, and promote our relationship.Chen Yi continued to ask me: "Xinyi, you should know an instrument, right?"

"Guitar, and bass. Cheng Lin and I formed a band when we were in college, and sang in the playground of Soochow University."

At this time, Chen Yi seemed to think of something, and then said awkwardly: "Just when I was about to graduate, I was still preparing for the postgraduate entrance examination, and then I often heard people singing in the playground, and I couldn't calm down. I posted a confession wall Accused."

I smiled helplessly and said, "You are the only one who dares to love! At that time, I was often reported! We sang in the dormitory, and was scolded by the dormitory auntie. When we went to the playground, we were scolded by the people on the confession wall."

"Hahaha, who made you disturb the people so much!"

"Oh, hot-blooded man, he must have been crazy when he was young."

In this way, I sang a lot and drank a lot of beer at the same time. Soon it was two o'clock in the morning, and when the time came, we walked out of the KTV.An An didn't drink, so she sent Chen Siqing and Lin Ran to Tailong B&B together. Mina found a substitute driver and left soon, only Chen Yi and I were left.

I drank a little too much, sat on the chair and couldn't vomit, so I just sat there quietly.

Chen Yi asked very intimately: "Are you uncomfortable?"

"Well, kind of."

"I'm going to buy you some yogurt, you wait for me here obediently, don't run around."

After I finished speaking, I left. When I heard the phrase "you wait here obediently, don't run around", I was completely stunned, and I smiled helplessly. There was once such a woman who said that to me, But she has become another wife.

But the ending is like this, we have nothing to do, but you can't forget the beautiful process because of this, many times the ending is not satisfactory, but as long as you remember the good times, but you no longer miss it, then you are worthy of that time.It's also a signal to really let go.

Emotionally, I will always have low self-esteem, and there is nothing I can do about it, because my separation from Lin Xi is due to my own incompetence.It's a trauma that makes me weak when I should be fighting for it, it's unconscious, and I can't change it.

While waiting, I took out a cigarette and lit it.I think I have also begun to look away. I used to always feel that I would rather be wrong than miss, but now I feel that it is okay to be wrong or miss, these are not important, I don’t have much time to be sad all the time.

Chen Yi came back with the yogurt, she inserted the straw for me very thoughtfully, and handed it to me.I took it and said, "Thank you!"

"Thank you dog head, this is what a girlfriend should do."

"Wrong, wrong, I will pay more attention next time."

"Xinyi, let's not talk about this, how do you go back?"

"My mother is sleeping at this point, I don't want to disturb them, so I'll open a room to sleep in."

"then what do I do?"

"Shall I call you a Didi?"

"Okay, my car is here. You can drive back to pick me up for work tomorrow."

"OK, got it."

After seeing off Chen Yi, I slowly sat on a chair by the side of the road, looking at the few people on the street, it turns out that this world can be so quiet.

I walked into the New Oriental Hotel and opened a room for myself. As soon as I got to the room and saw the toilet, I reacted immediately. I vomited heartbreakingly on the toilet until there was nothing to vomit. Only then settled down.

I stumbled to the bedside table, picked up the paper, wiped my mouth, and lit a cigarette wearily.I asked myself suspiciously: "Obviously my life is getting better and better, why do I always have a feeling that I can't live with myself?"

I don't have the answer to this question. Maybe there will always be regrets in a person's life, and then it becomes difficult to express.Time will fade away, but it will always be a scab.In this cranky thinking, I fell asleep.