The personal master of the female president
Chapter 536 The feeling of first love
There was a locked drawer next to Lin Feng's bed, and there was a yellowed diary in the drawer.
The diary records many things about his childhood.
At that time, Lin Feng still had the habit of writing about his life, and that diary recorded the things between Lin Feng and Li Qiling.
In other words, that diary was written about his feelings for Li Qiling.
No one knew about that diary, even Su Lan failed to open that drawer many times.
Lin Feng can't remember the scene of meeting Li Qiling clearly, after all, he was still young at that time.
However, it was true that he hated Li Qiling.
For Lin Feng at that time, Li Qiling was too cute. Although he was still young, he could clearly see that he was a beauty.
She suddenly appeared at the Lin family, and Lin Feng was worried that she would take away his favor at home. This was a very normal reaction.
So at first, Lin Feng really hated Li Qiling.It's just that hate isn't really disgusting.
Until the winter when Lin Feng was ten years old, Lin Feng took Li Qiling out, but left Li Qiling to play with other friends, and did not return home until late at night.
He originally thought that Li Qiling had already gone back, but when he went back, he saw Li Qiling standing there alone waiting for him on the deserted road.
Her pretty face was flushed red from the cold, and her body was shivering from the cold.
However, when she saw Lin Feng appearing, the smile on her face was the most beautiful scene Lin Feng had ever seen in her life.
At that time, Lin Feng's heart trembled, and it was also at that time that Li Qiling left the deepest impression in his heart.
As for exactly when Lin Feng fell in love with Li Qiling, he himself can't remember clearly.
They have known each other for 20 years, maybe it was an inadvertent scene, or maybe it was a sudden burst of emotional fermentation.
Anyway, Lin Feng fell in love with Li Qiling.
I like to tease her, I like to talk to her, it's cute to see her angry.
At that time, didn't boys always use this method to attract her attention to the girl they liked?
Unfortunately, Li Qiling is not an ordinary girl.
It was also from that time that Li Qiling, who had had enough of being bullied by Lin Feng, showed a monstrous talent for martial arts.
When Lin Feng was beaten to the ground by Li Qiling for the first time, the little Lin Feng hadn't realized that the end was coming.
He didn't realize that for a long time to come, he would live under such a shadow.
But, so what?
Lin Feng still kept troubling Li Qiling, harassed her, and said bad things about her, just to get her attention.
Even if he was beaten, Lin Feng felt happy.
How to say that sentence, when you like someone, you will be humbled to the dust.
As expected, Li Qiling was not lenient, as long as Lin Feng provoked her, she would fight him without hesitation.
Even if he didn't mess with her, Li Qiling, who was in a bad mood, would still find a reason to beat Lin Feng up.
On the surface, Lin Feng said that he hated Li Qiling deeply, but in fact he was very happy in his heart. Li Qiling beat him up, and he was even happier...Let's just say, Lin Feng is a bit of a bitch by nature.
Lin Feng never told anyone about this matter, it was a secret hidden in his heart.
However, whether Lin Shuai, Su Terun, Song Rong and the others knew it was not certain.
They are not fools, how could they not see anything.
Especially Lin Shuai, he grew up with Lin Feng and Li Qiling, even though he stayed in Shaolin Temple for many years.
However, there are some things that will jump out of their eyes even if they don't say it.
Perhaps, from the beginning to the end, only Lin Feng deceived himself into thinking that no one else knew.
One thing that no one knew was how happy Lin Feng was when he found out that Li Qiling was married to his fingertips.
When he heard the news, Lin Feng was chatting with those gangsters.
When the news came, Lin Feng was dumbfounded on the spot, and smashed the piece of jade that was said to be worth tens of millions of dollars in his hand.
Those young masters who knew about Lin Feng's enmity with Li Qiling thought that Lin Feng had been frightened into a fool, and all came to congratulate Lin Feng with glee.
Only Lin Feng himself knew that he was not frightened, only pleasantly surprised.
How could he not be surprised, how could he not be happy?
……
Lin Feng looked at Li Qiling, and when he said this, his heart was very peaceful.
Just like Li Qiling, he was explaining a very common thing.
Of course, he is not completely calm.
At least his heart was beating faster.
He looked into Li Qiling's eyes. When he said this, Li Qiling was obviously a little surprised.
Then, he kept staring at Lin Feng, as if he wanted to prove the truth of his words.
Lin Feng shrugged his shoulders: "When you asked me this question before, I was actually hesitating whether I should tell you. Thinking about it later, I should have told you. After all, this secret has been hidden in my heart for so many years. I want you to know, but I haven't found a chance... We don't get along when we meet, and we fight every now and then, how dare I tell you..."
Lin Feng glanced at Li Qiling, feeling very relaxed. When he said these words, it seemed that the thoughts that had been suppressed in his heart for many years came out.
Looking at Li Qiling again, his eyes were a little unscrupulous.
After knowing each other for 20 years and getting along with her day and night, it was the first time that Lin Feng stared at her so unscrupulously.
She is so beautiful, so elegant, and when she is not hitting herself, she is so quiet...
This ridiculously beautiful woman also likes herself?
Li Qiling looked at Lin Feng and said, "So, you have liked me for a long time?"
"Yes!" Lin Feng nodded, a long time ago.
"So, you didn't say it before, even when I said it, you still didn't say it, are you watching my joke?" Li Qiling stared at Lin Feng with a bit of a bad look.
Lin Feng was shocked, I'll go, what's going on?
Can this also be blamed on yourself?
Seeing Li Qiling's unfriendly eyes, Lin Feng wiped off his cold sweat: "I wasn't sure before... I thought you were joking with me... You know, I'm very inferior..."
Li Qiling sneered and said, "Are you sure?"
"It's absolutely true!" Lin Feng said quickly.
"But I don't believe it!" Li Qiling stared at him coldly: "Do you think I will believe your nonsense? It's not that you don't know me, I will never lie to others. You already know it, but still Pretend nothing happened, do you think I don't know what's in your heart?"
Lin Feng broke out in cold sweat, and said with a dry smile, "Misunderstanding...it's all a misunderstanding..."
Li Qiling didn't have a chance to explain to Lin Feng, so he kicked him in the chest, causing Lin Feng to take two big steps back in pain, and fell to the ground.
Li Qiling's strength was just right, and it didn't make Lin Feng's old injury relapse.
Li Qiling stared at him coldly: "Do you have any last words to say?"
Li Qiling looked down at Lin Feng condescendingly, exuding a chill all over his body, like a proud queen.
Lin Feng smiled wryly, as if resigned to his fate and waiting for death, he stepped back, closed his eyes and said, "Come on, I won't resist anymore!"
I closed my eyes and didn't notice any reaction for a long time.
Lin Feng cautiously opened one eye, only to find that Li Qiling was still staring at him, but the coldness on his face was a little less.
Lin Feng sighed, recalling everything from before to now in his mind.
"Actually, you don't know, I've always had low self-esteem!"
Li Qiling was slightly taken aback, staring at Lin Feng, not understanding what she was going to say.
"Because I can't beat you, I've never been able to beat you. I've always been unconvinced. Why can't I be a big man and you can't beat a woman? Why should I be beaten by you all the time? I am the heir of Lin's Tai Chi , I am the most promising young man in the Jianghu, but why can’t I beat you? It was okay at the beginning, I still have the fighting spirit, I think that as long as I work hard, I will definitely be able to beat you. After that, I gave up , I don’t think I can beat you in my life. You know, men are sensitive and fragile. It may be that since then, when I face you, I feel a little inferior. "
"I can't even beat you, how can I have the face to go out?...Although they all say that I have no face, but I think... there should be a little bit. Even now, when I face you, I still have some face. Low self-esteem, it may be the shadow of the past. So, when you said you liked me, I didn't believe it, I didn't believe it at all. How could such a thing happen, how could the white swan like me? I always thought you were You lied to me, you are so good, how could you possibly like me..."
Lin Feng took a deep breath to calm himself down.
Looking at Li Qiling again, she found that she had squatted down and sat beside him at some point.
She looked into Lin Feng's eyes very sincerely, without any shyness or evasion.
"I like you, I didn't lie to you."
"I believe in you!" Lin Feng said excitedly.
Is this another confession?
For Lin Feng, this was something that he never dreamed of.
unexpected surprise!
Just when Lin Feng hadn't been pleasantly surprised for a long time, Li Qiling's complexion suddenly turned cold.
She stretched out her slender hand and grabbed the collar of Lin Feng's chest, staring at him fiercely: "Say, do you like me?"
There were a few touches of rosiness on Li Qiling's pretty face, and the deliberately fierce look was very cute.
This was the first time Lin Feng saw Li Qiling showing such an expression, and he was stunned for a while.
Swallowing hard, Lin Feng nodded solemnly: "I like it."
After getting the answer he wanted, Li Qiling let go of Lin Feng in satisfaction.
Clapping his palms, he stood up and said, "I'm going back!"
"Wait for me!" Lin Feng quickly got up and followed Li Qiling's footsteps.
Walking side by side with Li Qiling, Li Qiling didn't look at Lin Feng, but after Lin Feng knew what Li Qiling wanted, he became more courageous.
He grabbed Li Qiling's little hand naturally, and Li Qiling blushed a little, and glared at him, but didn't withdraw his hand.
Lin Feng smirked, this was a scene he had imagined countless times before, and it was finally completed.
He held Li Qiling's little hand like an ordinary couple.
From a distance, it looks so good.
For Lin Feng at this moment, the whole world is beautiful.
The sky is so blue, the river is so clear, Li Qiling is so beautiful, and I am so handsome...
Lin Feng thought about this feeling carefully.
Could it be that this is the feeling of first love?
The diary records many things about his childhood.
At that time, Lin Feng still had the habit of writing about his life, and that diary recorded the things between Lin Feng and Li Qiling.
In other words, that diary was written about his feelings for Li Qiling.
No one knew about that diary, even Su Lan failed to open that drawer many times.
Lin Feng can't remember the scene of meeting Li Qiling clearly, after all, he was still young at that time.
However, it was true that he hated Li Qiling.
For Lin Feng at that time, Li Qiling was too cute. Although he was still young, he could clearly see that he was a beauty.
She suddenly appeared at the Lin family, and Lin Feng was worried that she would take away his favor at home. This was a very normal reaction.
So at first, Lin Feng really hated Li Qiling.It's just that hate isn't really disgusting.
Until the winter when Lin Feng was ten years old, Lin Feng took Li Qiling out, but left Li Qiling to play with other friends, and did not return home until late at night.
He originally thought that Li Qiling had already gone back, but when he went back, he saw Li Qiling standing there alone waiting for him on the deserted road.
Her pretty face was flushed red from the cold, and her body was shivering from the cold.
However, when she saw Lin Feng appearing, the smile on her face was the most beautiful scene Lin Feng had ever seen in her life.
At that time, Lin Feng's heart trembled, and it was also at that time that Li Qiling left the deepest impression in his heart.
As for exactly when Lin Feng fell in love with Li Qiling, he himself can't remember clearly.
They have known each other for 20 years, maybe it was an inadvertent scene, or maybe it was a sudden burst of emotional fermentation.
Anyway, Lin Feng fell in love with Li Qiling.
I like to tease her, I like to talk to her, it's cute to see her angry.
At that time, didn't boys always use this method to attract her attention to the girl they liked?
Unfortunately, Li Qiling is not an ordinary girl.
It was also from that time that Li Qiling, who had had enough of being bullied by Lin Feng, showed a monstrous talent for martial arts.
When Lin Feng was beaten to the ground by Li Qiling for the first time, the little Lin Feng hadn't realized that the end was coming.
He didn't realize that for a long time to come, he would live under such a shadow.
But, so what?
Lin Feng still kept troubling Li Qiling, harassed her, and said bad things about her, just to get her attention.
Even if he was beaten, Lin Feng felt happy.
How to say that sentence, when you like someone, you will be humbled to the dust.
As expected, Li Qiling was not lenient, as long as Lin Feng provoked her, she would fight him without hesitation.
Even if he didn't mess with her, Li Qiling, who was in a bad mood, would still find a reason to beat Lin Feng up.
On the surface, Lin Feng said that he hated Li Qiling deeply, but in fact he was very happy in his heart. Li Qiling beat him up, and he was even happier...Let's just say, Lin Feng is a bit of a bitch by nature.
Lin Feng never told anyone about this matter, it was a secret hidden in his heart.
However, whether Lin Shuai, Su Terun, Song Rong and the others knew it was not certain.
They are not fools, how could they not see anything.
Especially Lin Shuai, he grew up with Lin Feng and Li Qiling, even though he stayed in Shaolin Temple for many years.
However, there are some things that will jump out of their eyes even if they don't say it.
Perhaps, from the beginning to the end, only Lin Feng deceived himself into thinking that no one else knew.
One thing that no one knew was how happy Lin Feng was when he found out that Li Qiling was married to his fingertips.
When he heard the news, Lin Feng was chatting with those gangsters.
When the news came, Lin Feng was dumbfounded on the spot, and smashed the piece of jade that was said to be worth tens of millions of dollars in his hand.
Those young masters who knew about Lin Feng's enmity with Li Qiling thought that Lin Feng had been frightened into a fool, and all came to congratulate Lin Feng with glee.
Only Lin Feng himself knew that he was not frightened, only pleasantly surprised.
How could he not be surprised, how could he not be happy?
……
Lin Feng looked at Li Qiling, and when he said this, his heart was very peaceful.
Just like Li Qiling, he was explaining a very common thing.
Of course, he is not completely calm.
At least his heart was beating faster.
He looked into Li Qiling's eyes. When he said this, Li Qiling was obviously a little surprised.
Then, he kept staring at Lin Feng, as if he wanted to prove the truth of his words.
Lin Feng shrugged his shoulders: "When you asked me this question before, I was actually hesitating whether I should tell you. Thinking about it later, I should have told you. After all, this secret has been hidden in my heart for so many years. I want you to know, but I haven't found a chance... We don't get along when we meet, and we fight every now and then, how dare I tell you..."
Lin Feng glanced at Li Qiling, feeling very relaxed. When he said these words, it seemed that the thoughts that had been suppressed in his heart for many years came out.
Looking at Li Qiling again, his eyes were a little unscrupulous.
After knowing each other for 20 years and getting along with her day and night, it was the first time that Lin Feng stared at her so unscrupulously.
She is so beautiful, so elegant, and when she is not hitting herself, she is so quiet...
This ridiculously beautiful woman also likes herself?
Li Qiling looked at Lin Feng and said, "So, you have liked me for a long time?"
"Yes!" Lin Feng nodded, a long time ago.
"So, you didn't say it before, even when I said it, you still didn't say it, are you watching my joke?" Li Qiling stared at Lin Feng with a bit of a bad look.
Lin Feng was shocked, I'll go, what's going on?
Can this also be blamed on yourself?
Seeing Li Qiling's unfriendly eyes, Lin Feng wiped off his cold sweat: "I wasn't sure before... I thought you were joking with me... You know, I'm very inferior..."
Li Qiling sneered and said, "Are you sure?"
"It's absolutely true!" Lin Feng said quickly.
"But I don't believe it!" Li Qiling stared at him coldly: "Do you think I will believe your nonsense? It's not that you don't know me, I will never lie to others. You already know it, but still Pretend nothing happened, do you think I don't know what's in your heart?"
Lin Feng broke out in cold sweat, and said with a dry smile, "Misunderstanding...it's all a misunderstanding..."
Li Qiling didn't have a chance to explain to Lin Feng, so he kicked him in the chest, causing Lin Feng to take two big steps back in pain, and fell to the ground.
Li Qiling's strength was just right, and it didn't make Lin Feng's old injury relapse.
Li Qiling stared at him coldly: "Do you have any last words to say?"
Li Qiling looked down at Lin Feng condescendingly, exuding a chill all over his body, like a proud queen.
Lin Feng smiled wryly, as if resigned to his fate and waiting for death, he stepped back, closed his eyes and said, "Come on, I won't resist anymore!"
I closed my eyes and didn't notice any reaction for a long time.
Lin Feng cautiously opened one eye, only to find that Li Qiling was still staring at him, but the coldness on his face was a little less.
Lin Feng sighed, recalling everything from before to now in his mind.
"Actually, you don't know, I've always had low self-esteem!"
Li Qiling was slightly taken aback, staring at Lin Feng, not understanding what she was going to say.
"Because I can't beat you, I've never been able to beat you. I've always been unconvinced. Why can't I be a big man and you can't beat a woman? Why should I be beaten by you all the time? I am the heir of Lin's Tai Chi , I am the most promising young man in the Jianghu, but why can’t I beat you? It was okay at the beginning, I still have the fighting spirit, I think that as long as I work hard, I will definitely be able to beat you. After that, I gave up , I don’t think I can beat you in my life. You know, men are sensitive and fragile. It may be that since then, when I face you, I feel a little inferior. "
"I can't even beat you, how can I have the face to go out?...Although they all say that I have no face, but I think... there should be a little bit. Even now, when I face you, I still have some face. Low self-esteem, it may be the shadow of the past. So, when you said you liked me, I didn't believe it, I didn't believe it at all. How could such a thing happen, how could the white swan like me? I always thought you were You lied to me, you are so good, how could you possibly like me..."
Lin Feng took a deep breath to calm himself down.
Looking at Li Qiling again, she found that she had squatted down and sat beside him at some point.
She looked into Lin Feng's eyes very sincerely, without any shyness or evasion.
"I like you, I didn't lie to you."
"I believe in you!" Lin Feng said excitedly.
Is this another confession?
For Lin Feng, this was something that he never dreamed of.
unexpected surprise!
Just when Lin Feng hadn't been pleasantly surprised for a long time, Li Qiling's complexion suddenly turned cold.
She stretched out her slender hand and grabbed the collar of Lin Feng's chest, staring at him fiercely: "Say, do you like me?"
There were a few touches of rosiness on Li Qiling's pretty face, and the deliberately fierce look was very cute.
This was the first time Lin Feng saw Li Qiling showing such an expression, and he was stunned for a while.
Swallowing hard, Lin Feng nodded solemnly: "I like it."
After getting the answer he wanted, Li Qiling let go of Lin Feng in satisfaction.
Clapping his palms, he stood up and said, "I'm going back!"
"Wait for me!" Lin Feng quickly got up and followed Li Qiling's footsteps.
Walking side by side with Li Qiling, Li Qiling didn't look at Lin Feng, but after Lin Feng knew what Li Qiling wanted, he became more courageous.
He grabbed Li Qiling's little hand naturally, and Li Qiling blushed a little, and glared at him, but didn't withdraw his hand.
Lin Feng smirked, this was a scene he had imagined countless times before, and it was finally completed.
He held Li Qiling's little hand like an ordinary couple.
From a distance, it looks so good.
For Lin Feng at this moment, the whole world is beautiful.
The sky is so blue, the river is so clear, Li Qiling is so beautiful, and I am so handsome...
Lin Feng thought about this feeling carefully.
Could it be that this is the feeling of first love?
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