set fire to his heart

Song Haiyi held his head in pain, his brows were full of nostalgia and regret for the past.

Under the watchful eyes of Granny Song and Mia.

He pulled his hair with both hands, and described his feelings with red eyes:
"After I fell in love with Jingya, I thought about coming back and divorcing Jiahui. I wanted to give Jingya a legitimate identity so that she could stay by my side in a fair and honest manner."

"But at that time, the Song Corporation was on the rise, and Jiahui was one of the backbone of the Song Corporation. My eldest brother warned me that if I filed for divorce at that time, it would cause considerable turmoil in the Song Corporation, and even affect the Song Corporation's fundraising. , that's why I temporarily put the divorce matter on hold..."

"I originally wanted to wait for Song's situation to stabilize before I mentioned the divorce with Jiahui, but I didn't expect that Jingya would know about my marriage first, and without my knowledge, she would disappear in the In my world."

"During that time, I was calm on the surface, but actually I was going crazy. I sent people to search around, and finally found out that she had given birth outside. When I knew these things, the people below had already taken the baby Come in front of me, and before I can contact Jingya, Jiahui will discover the existence of the child first..."

"She thought that this child was adopted by me to maintain the marriage. At that time, I didn't dare to tell her the truth. I didn't want Jingya to become the mistress she said, and I didn't want her to be discovered by Jiahui."

"I know her very well. If she knew that the child was born to me and Jingya, she would definitely not let their mother and daughter go. Before I could find Jingya and explain clearly, Jiahui took the child home to meet you and Dad. And directly said that he was born while abroad."

"Looking at how happy you and Dad are, I—I really don't know how to tell you the truth. Seeing that things are getting more and more complicated, I want to cover everything, but in the end I just lose sight of the other."

Song Haiyi was in great pain, and even more regretful:
"But even so, I still want to be with Jingya. At that time, I thought——If you and Dad can accept the existence of the child first, it would be good to let the outside world know the identity of the child. At least that way, I can Keeping Jingya with the child will allow you to accept her even more after the divorce, but I didn't expect..."

"When I saw Jingya, she didn't want to have anything to do with me anymore. She told me that she gave birth to children not because she loved me, but because they were her own flesh and blood. She didn't want to forgive me for concealing my marriage, And I can't accept myself as a third party involved, even if I promise her to divorce, I can give her a decent status in the future."

"She didn't think about it at all, and insisted on asking me to get the child back. Her intention was very clear. She came to see me just to have a child. After she wanted the child back, she would disappear in my world again and never Will get involved with me again."

"It's a blow to me... this result is not what I wanted at all."

Song Haiyi opened his eyes in pain.

The tears in his eyes fell down because of his lowering his head.

"Jingya's attitude is decisive, and there is no room for negotiation at all, but I really don't want to lose her, let alone let her disappear completely in my world. I thought that since she cares so much about the child, I can keep her in the same way as the child." Get her down, but she..."

"She would rather bear the pain and give up than give me a chance to start again. After she disappeared again, I can only pin my love for her on Shia. I always believe that with a child by my side, I One day I will see her again."

"Even if Jingya is not by my side, at least I and her flesh and blood are with me. She will think of me when she sees another child. I believe she will not forget me, and she will never let me go."

Listening to Song Haiyi's narration.

Granny Song closed her eyes with a headache: "Confused!!"

She blamed Song Haiyi: "You guy, you are usually sober and wise, how can you be so confused when you encounter feelings!! You should constantly suffer from it, don't you understand this truth?!"

"If you confessed your marriage earlier, you..."

Song Haiyi looked up at Mrs. Song before she finished speaking, and said with pain in her eyes: "If I confess, how could Jingya accept me?! I really love her, and I don't want to lose her!!"

"The result is that things get worse and worse!! In the end, she took her child to suffer, and even died abroad!!"

Facing old lady Song's angry accusation, Song Haiyi watched his mother's eyes become desperate.

His face was pale.

The feelings that were originally just surging in the depths broke through the defense in an instant because of the mother's blunt words.

"I have no idea……"

Song Haiyi said in despair: "I really don't know what Jiahui did. You also know that that period happened to be the stage when our police station solved major cases one after another, so after ensuring that the child could be rescued, I put all my thoughts into They are all devoted to their work, and Jiahui has an opportunity to take advantage of her negligence."

"When I came back from work, I found out that Jiahui had driven them out of the country and canceled her identity information without telling me, so that I could never contact her again. She threatened me that if I insisted on divorce Or separate her from the Song family, she will definitely put Jingya and their mother and daughter to death, and make the Song family plummet."

"It's my incompetence, it's my fault for not handling it properly, it's all my fault..."

Song Haiyi regretted it.

And these narrations of his, to Mia's ears, also made her feel mixed feelings.

before this.

She always believed that her father just used her biological mother as a tool to have children.

And, under Sun Hanjun's narration.

Many of his behaviors are selfish, irresponsible scumbags.

But now I hear my father narrate his own mental journey...

Mia can't judge absolute right and wrong.

after all.

For the same thing, different people look at the problem from different angles, and the results and feelings are completely different.

He is not wrong.

The fault was that he fell in love with her biological mother only after marriage.

The fault was that he shouldn't have solved the problem right away after encountering it.

His hesitation, his careful thinking about everything, ended up hurting everyone because of him, and the longer it dragged on, the deeper the hurt and the more complicated the problem became.

But he's not all wrong.

After all, he also wanted to deal with it, and he really wanted to have a result with her biological mother.

It's just that she didn't give him a chance.

And he as a father, in the past so many years.

She can really feel his father's love and love for her.

No wonder it was in her impression.

Song Haiyi and Gao Jiahui are not like husband and wife at all.

Because as early as when she and Song Xiya exchanged identities, that relationship had completely broken down, but Gao Jiahui was unwilling to quit, let alone let Song Haiyi get his wish.

She put all her mind on her career so that she could sit firmly on Mrs. Song's throne so that Song Haiyi could not threaten her.

And those poisonous fruits became bigger and bigger with the passage of time...