set fire to his heart

"The child came very suddenly, and all the reasons are my fault."

A sentence from Shen Shili.

Fix Mia's gaze on him.

Her breathing became short, and she opened her eyes wide, looking at Shen Shili nervously and solemnly.

She didn't know how to describe her mood at this moment.

Desperately want to know the following.

However, Shen Shili didn't know what Mia was thinking.

Immersed in his painful world, he told the past: "If I had known about the existence of the child earlier, maybe I would not have married my wife so hastily."

As Shen Shili said, more sad expressions appeared in his eyes.

Think carefully.

It's not that he doesn't know, he just doesn't believe it.

When he decided to leave that home, she asked him: What if I said, I'm pregnant?
But how did he answer her?

He said: I have never touched you, do you think such a clumsy reason is valid?

He said: I knew that in order to keep me, you would do everything in your power and use all kinds of tricks to tie me up by your side.

He said: Let's end here, no matter what method you use, we can't continue to be together.

He said: I will get married at the end of the month, and the person my mother introduced.

Recalling their conversation at that time, and her hurt and desperate eyes...

"Snapped--"

Shen Shili slapped himself remorsefully.

The crisp sound seemed extremely abrupt in the silent environment.

But Mia's heart constricted suddenly because of his narration, as if being pinched by someone, it might explode at any time.

Nostrils also became short of breath.

A sense of suffocating tension enveloped her.

in the dark.

Mia's body trembled uncontrollably, and even her lips trembled.

She couldn't speak, just looking forward to it, suffering like a year in seconds.

Shen Shili slapped himself.

He picked up the bottle of wine again, and took another sip from the mouth of the bottle.

After a bitter swallow.

He let out a long breath and said, "My wife and I got married for a reason."

"At that time, my mother's foreign company was facing a crisis of bankruptcy. Although my company was running smoothly, after repaying a huge investment, there was really no way to help her tide over the difficulties."

Shen Shili told her: "At that time, my wife took the initiative to approach my mother and proposed a marriage between the two families. As long as I marry her, the Ye family will inject capital to bring my mother's business back to life."

"..." Hearing this, Mia's eyes widened in horror.

She didn't expect it.

Shen Shili and Ye Shihan got married, but there is such a secret in it?
She frowned.

Recall carefully.

The repayment of the huge investment that Shen Shili refers to should refer to the one billion she gave him back then, right?

It was only when they separated that she realized that the money was like a shame to Shen Shili, and it reminded him that he was controlled by her because of money and was forced to live with her under the same roof.

So, during her cohabitation with him.

He has been trying to make money, trading rewards for freedom.

The final result, of course, was that he resolutely left her after handing over 20 billion to the Song family.

Can……

Thinking that after he left her, the so-called marriage was actually a transaction.

When Mia thought it was ridiculous.

Isn't this jumping from one fire pit to another?
Sadly.

He would rather repeat the same mistakes with another woman than ask her for a word.

With her feelings for him at the time.

As long as he asks, no matter how much money he needs, she will do everything for him.

But he didn't.

He chose to accept his mother's proposal to marry Ye Shihan in exchange for resources and benefits.

Mia looked at Shen Shili with complicated eyes.

And Shen Shili couldn't feel it?
Although he lowered his head, it was still not difficult to guess the other party's thoughts.

"Ah."

He laughed to himself, then drank from the bottle.

"Am I incompetent?"

Shen Shili curled his lips bitterly, asked himself and answered: "No matter the father's property or the mother's property, they all need the support of others..."

His question left Mia speechless.

She is naturally not qualified to evaluate.

At least in terms of family, she knew him well.

When he was only three years old, his father cheated and gave birth to an illegitimate child outside. His mother divorced decisively and took him away from home.

Shen Shili's mother was also self-made.

A woman is on her own, raising her children with one hand and running her own business with the other.

She is strong and brave.

At least from the perspective of the outside world, both her career and her son are excellent under her careful cultivation.

as well as.

Back then, Shen was always in a half-dead state.

If Shen Shili hadn't returned to China to take over, he might have gone bankrupt long ago.

In the end, it was almost crushed because Shen Yifan offended Mrs. Fu, which made Mrs. Shen plummet.

All of this was not caused by Shen Shili.

There is no doubt about his personal ability, but his parents didn't help him, instead they kept creating troubles for his way forward, making him go through extremely bumpy roads.

Mia doesn't comment.

She considers herself unqualified.

After all, with his mother's character.

She absolutely cannot allow the achievements of her decades of business to be thrown into her own hands and made a joke to others.

And he must have considered this, so he wanted to help his mother tide over the difficulties and do his part as a son.

However, it turned out to be a way of marrying the Ye family.

He was so repulsive and disgusted to accept her investment back then, but he could tolerate accepting Ye Shihan's family?
original.

It is never a certain thing that is wrong, but a certain person.

The corners of Mia's lips curled up bitterly.

She had mixed feelings in her heart, but she still couldn't utter a complete sentence.

Mia's heart was in turmoil.

At this moment, Shen Shili continued to speak: "I was the one who felt sorry for the child's biological mother, I was the one who let her down on me, I was the one who caused the situation to become like this, it's me...it's all my fault."

Shen Shili kept drinking.

Also after the catalysis of alcohol and his catharsis.

His originally tense body relaxed, and his state also relaxed a lot.

hear here.

Mia finally could no longer wait patiently.

Her patience ran out.

She confirmed to him impatiently: "So, who is the biological mother of the child? Why...why did she leave the child in your care? You...what happened? "

Every time Mia uttered a word, her heart moved up an inch.

While she waited eagerly.

She saw Shen Shili's thin lips slightly parted, and he said with a choked voice: "It was my girlfriend at the time, and also the one I loved."

When his words fell, Mia's eyes widened in shock.

Shouldn't...

he means...

Mia felt like a lump in her throat, and the blood in her whole body was boiling.

Don't wait for her to say anything else.

Shen Shili continued to say: "Because of my wrong decision at the time, she was extremely disappointed in me. I didn't know that she was pregnant at the time, until one year after I got married, she sent the child to my house."