set fire to his heart

"Aunt……"

A soft voice came into his ears.

At the same time, the nightdress Song Xiya was wearing was gently pulled down a few times.

Song Xiya, who had been in a daze for a long time, was relieved by the sudden movement.

Her empty gaze slowly retracted, and she looked down at the source.

I saw a small figure standing beside her at this moment—the girl was about four or five years old, with cute shofar braids and a pink princess dress.

Fair skin and bright eyes.

Seeing her reaction, the girl smiled at her.

"Auntie."

When she called her again, she stretched out her lotus arms and spread her hands to Song Xiya: "Here you are."

A single wrapped candy appeared in her palm.

Song Xiya was surprised and puzzled by the child's inexplicable behavior.

Until, the girl said: "Auntie, you have been standing here for a long time, is it because you are unhappy?"

She is innocent and innocent, with childish words: "When I am unhappy, my mother will coax me with candy, and then I will be very happy."

After the girl finished speaking, Song Xiya didn't respond.

She took the initiative to reach out and open her hand, and stuffed her candy to her.

The child's skin is soft and delicate, and the warmth is transmitted to her cold fingertips.

"..." Song Xiya's heart suddenly trembled.

Like nectar in a long drought, her barren heart tasted a touch of sweetness from a child.

Don't wait for her to speak.

A figure hurriedly ran towards her.

"Duoduo, why did you run out..."

As the woman said, she directly picked up the girl in front of Song Xiya.

She glanced at her vigilantly, and took her away without saying a word, while blaming her, she exhorted: "Did mom tell you not to run around, there are many bad people in this world."

"But that aunt is not a bad person..."

"Bad people don't write bad words on their faces."

"Written on the face, Duo Duo doesn't know it, Duo Duo doesn't know how to read yet!"

"Just be naughty, be good, and when your father finishes working overtime, we'll go to the amusement park."

"Great! Dodo likes mom and dad the most!"

The voices of the mother and daughter gradually faded away.

Song Xiya, who was standing there, was motionless.

She stood there, staring blankly at their figures fading away. The girl was hugged by her mother, and she wrapped her hands around her mother's neck, smiling sweetly and acting like a baby.

Seeing their happy appearance, Song Xiya couldn't help but raised the corners of her lips.

unconsciously.

Her hands also covered her stomach.

in case……

If she can be born and live, can she do the same?

Having a lovely child, surrounded by her and calling her mother, seems to have the whole world.

But such sweet thoughts just came to mind.

The dream bubbles burst and turned into falling needles, piercing her heart mercilessly.

Song Xiya's smile froze on her face, and the bitter water was rolling in her internal organs.

She started hurting again.

Song Xiya's fingers curled up involuntarily.

And as she clenched her fist, the hard candy pressed against her palm.

It's a reminder of its existence, and...

"We'll go to the amusement park after your dad finishes working overtime."

Song Xiya heard the conversation between the mother and daughter when they left. The word "amusement park" mentioned by the other party seemed to open the floodgate of her memory.

"amusement park……"

She murmured, and the images of the past reappeared in her mind.

amusement park.

It's where they make love.

Thinking of this, a light flashed in Song Xiya's eyes.

Without thinking, she rushed to the side of the road, reached out to hail a taxi, and headed to the largest amusement park in Beicheng.

It was a summer afternoon, and there were not many tourists in the amusement park.

Although Song Xiya entered the interior, she did not play any of the items.

They were so intense that she was afraid she and the baby wouldn't be able to take it.

But they made her addicted and sweet.

It's so beautiful here.

Every time she went to a place, the scene when she and Shen Shili were here would reappear in front of her eyes.

How gentle he was to her back then...

He greeted her with care and took good care of her. He even unscrewed the cap of the bottle before handing it to her when she drank water. When she was tired and wanted to rest, he would wipe the place where she sat with a paper towel in advance.

At that time, he had stars in his eyes and full of love for her.

Song Xiya walked on foot in the huge amusement park, like a collector of memory fragments, piecing them together one by one, hiding them carefully and carefully.

She walked and walked, laughed and cried, cried and cried and laughed again.

Time passed by.

After an unknown amount of time, when Song Xiya came back to her senses, the night lights of the playground were already on.

They light up the night as bright as day.

Song Xiya stood where she was, and there was only one place in sight—the slowly rotating colorful Ferris wheel.

She walked in its direction.

When she sits in the transparent glass cockpit, as it rises slowly, she can overlook the radiance of the entire amusement park.

"What a nice view……"

Song Xiya didn't speak, but her voice sounded in her ears.

What followed was Shen Shili's question: "Do you like it?"

"Yes, I like it."

"Look at that..."

Following Shen Shili's gesture of reaching out his hand.

Song Xiya looked out the window, and all the equipment in the amusement park was lit up, as if they had become a colorful curtain.

"Song Xiya, will you be my girlfriend?"

A line of subtitles flowed slowly from left to right like a meteor, and finally fell heavily in her heart.

"Shia, let's date."

"I'm serious, I want to be with you, I..."

Shen Shili's voice did not finish.

Song Xiya wanted to pounce on him excitedly.

can be followed.

The figure around her suddenly disappeared, and nothing outside changed.

She was alone in the cockpit.

Shen Shili was not there.

Those scenes just now are just fragments of her memory.

Those memories, how beautiful they were once, are so hurtful now.

Tears welled up in Song Xiya's eyes, and her vision became blurred.

"Baby……"

Song Xiya called for another little life that was with her at this time.

Her voice was choked up, and she said helplessly, "Dad doesn't want Mom anymore, Dad...he doesn't want us anymore..."

She was standing by the glass hatch, but now she fell weakly on the seat.

Tears flow down, heart cramps.

The night scene outside was magnificent, but she no longer wanted to appreciate it.

Over and over again, the Ferris wheel kept spinning.

Song Xiya didn't go down, just sat on it repeatedly, as if this way she could stay in her sealed memories and not have to face the cruel reality.

She deceived herself and avoided it.

until.

When the ferris wheel slowly slid down again, Song Xiya, who was sitting by the window, caught a familiar figure in her sight.

It's Shen Shili, and...