set fire to his heart

"do not you know?"

The rhetorical question from the doctor plunged the atmosphere in the ward into dead silence.

Song Xiya's face was pale.

Louis hurriedly checked the report in his hand, and saw that the indicator representing HCG far exceeded the usual value, it can be seen that...

She is really pregnant.

Shen Shili's child.

Realizing this, he couldn't help but clenched the paper in his hand.

He gritted his teeth, his jaw line tightening.

In the drooping green pupils, there was an unwilling light.

And his reaction has already confirmed what the doctor told him.

"..." Song Xiya felt suffocated for a moment.

At this moment, the heart that was originally hopeless was beating abnormally violently, and the blood in the whole body was boiling.

Song Xiya swallowed hard.

Her other hand couldn't help reaching out to her lower abdomen.

She is pregnant.

Inside, there is a little life belonging to her and Shen Shili.

Like a seed buried in the soil, under her gestation, it will slowly sprout and grow...

Just thinking about it, Song Xiya's heart softened a little.

No one spoke.

Until, the nurse sent a drip for re-preparation.

But when she was about to give Song Xiya an injection, Song Xiya withdrew her hand and said to the nurse, "No, I'm fine."

Seeing her persistence, the nurse had no choice but to give up.

When the medical staff left one by one, only Song Xiya and Louis were left in the ward.

The silence made the atmosphere somewhat delicate.

Louis, who was sitting on the side, had the report card in his hand crumpled.

He tried his best to suppress his inner emotions, his heart was already roaring, but he still maintained a calm appearance.

for a long time.

Louie took a deep breath.

He raised his eyelids and looked at Song Xiya who was lying on the bed.

Compared with the ashes in her heart just now, there is a long-lost light in her eyes.

Plus her performance just now.

Louis opened his mouth with difficulty, and confirmed to her in a hoarse voice: "Shia, are you going to prepare..."

"I'm going to give birth."

Her short five words instantly broke Louis' defense.

"You're crazy!!" He raised his voice involuntarily, and sharply reprimanded her, "Don't you know what's going on with your body?! With your physical fitness, how can you bear the process of pregnancy?! Many drug ingredients will affect Child, you..."

"Then there is no cure."

Song Xiya tilted her head, as if she had made up her mind.

Hearing this, Lu Yi's emotions exploded: "What nonsense are you talking!! Did you die?? Do you know that you will miss the best time for treatment, just in case..."

"Song Yumo."

Song Xiya interrupted him and turned to look at him.

She was serious, and asked with firm eyes: "Even if I am not pregnant, how sure are you that you can cure me? Do you think I am still in the best treatment period? I am not a doctor, and I know you are comforting me. You know better than me what's going on."

Her blunt debunking made Louis' face darken.

His hands were clenched into fists, and the veins on his forehead burst out in an instant.

The usual gentle breath disappeared quietly at this moment.

His whole body was enveloped in a depressive atmosphere, which also confirmed what Song Xiya said.

moment.

Louis gritted his teeth and said, "Even if there is only one percent chance, I will not give up!"

But his persistence got Song Xiya a wry smile.

"What about me, as the person involved, don't I have to follow my wishes?"

Song Xiya said: "In the three months since I discovered the disease, you have searched the medical records all over the world, but you have not found the exact same disease."

"In three months, it can destroy me like this. How long do you think it will take for it to take my life? Why are you so confident that you can cure my illness during this period, instead of making me worse?" torture?"

She expressed her thoughts: "What's more, the premise of treating it now is to kill a small life. Do you think I can accept follow-up treatment with peace of mind, instead of regretting such a decision when my life comes to an end?"

"..." Louis' whole body tensed up.

Every word she said was like a thorn, piercing into the pores of his whole body.

The pain made his scalp tingle.

"Shia..."

Louis swallowed reluctantly, his eyes staring at her unwillingly.

"I'm really not [-]% sure right now, but that doesn't mean there's no way out. For rare diseases, we can study the solution while prescribing the right medicine. I can definitely do it! Shia, I won't give up on you!"

Facing his statement, I felt his firmness.

Song Xiya's gaze at him became complicated.

After a brief silence, she stared into his eyes and paused word by word: "But I don't want to be a murderer."

Hearing this title again from her mouth, the real pronunciation made Louis' eyes full of despair.

The strength that was originally full of strength disappeared in an instant.

Louis' heart was pounding.

His lips trembled involuntarily, thousands of words were choked in his throat, and he couldn't utter a single word to refute.

"I don't want to risk being a guinea pig on the condition that I lose my child."

Song Xiya said without looking away, and told him: "Since what is left for me is a dead end, instead of dying, I might as well leave this little life behind and let him live on my behalf."

Her attitude was decisive, and her decision made Louis's hands clenched into fists.

His joints rattled.

"He will let you stay?" Louis asked a realistic question, "The child has half of him, you..."

"Whether he wants it or not, I will give birth."

Song Xiya interrupted him again.

"Then, let him become a child without father and mother?"

"I'll leave him all my money! He won't be an orphan!"

"Do you think money can solve all problems? Accompaniment? Education? Family? Children don't need it?"

"..." Song Xiya was so stunned that he couldn't speak.

She bit her lip unwillingly, and her eyes turned red. Everything Louis said was true, and she had no chance to refute.

"Anyway, don't worry about it."

As she said, she lifted the quilt and got up: "It doesn't matter whether I live or die, even if I end up being completely utterly utterly devastated, as long as it's my own choice, I will have no regrets."

Song Xiya made a gesture to leave.

Hearing this, Louis grabbed her wrist.

"Shia!"

Louis held her hand tightly, he paused every word, and said firmly: "I hope you think carefully! Two lives are at stake, how can you guarantee that with your physical condition, you can give birth smoothly? one……"

"Then be more than one companion on the road to Huangquan, and I will have no regrets in this life."

Song Xiya turned her back to him: "Song Yumo, I don't love you, don't waste time wasting your feelings on me. I gave up the treatment myself, and it has nothing to do with you..."

While leaving these words in a cold voice, Song Xiya withdrew her hand and walked away without looking back.