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"I should have met him when I was 16 years old. He happened to give a speech at school. I was in the first year of high school, but I didn't attend. He took a photo of my back and put it in my wallet."

Lu Yunshu smiled wryly. Fortunately, she still felt that it was too idealistic for people to fall in love with him at first sight. How could there be so many feelings for no reason.

Because of loving him, she seems to have blinded her own eyes. As long as he treats her well, she doesn't have to go into the reason.

But that's not an excuse for him to lie to her again and again.

"What's your expression? Isn't it good? It means that he has been secretly guarding you. What a deep feeling it is."

"Mom, I still haven't fully figured it out."

"Lu Yunshu, please be more tolerant of him. It's not easy for him. He has to make such a choice at a young age, and your biological mother must have told him at that time. They all understand the current situation better than you. I believe their The starting point must be for your own good."

"But I've been married to him for so long, why didn't he tell me, I hate such deception."

"It's not a good memory. If you forget it, forget it. You can't remember it yourself. Why does he have to mention it?"

"Mom, since I know the truth, I can't pretend that nothing happened. The car accident that year was an accident. I will definitely find out who did it. It's about a life."

Ms. Su spread her hands, "Look, Mu Nian knows your temperament, so he doesn't want to tell you that he wants to carry it by himself."

"This matter is not only about me, we are still husband and wife. Why should he deal with it alone? What does he think of me? How does he define my identity?"

Ms. Su finally understands that what her daughter cares most about is actually Qin Munian's concealment, and the fact that she gave up on her back then and gave her to someone else to raise her.

When she first arrived at Lu's house, she actually felt extremely insecure. She often rolled out of bed and ran under the bed.

It took them a long time to get her out of this habit.

She was skinny and weak, and threatened to run away from home, but every time the farthest place was the home community, she was carrying a small schoolbag and waiting pitifully for them to find.

When I asked her later, she said that she dared not go far, for fear that they would not be able to find her, and that she would be abducted by human traffickers.

Even if she lost her memory, what happened that time actually left a shadow in her heart.

"Honey, Mommy wants to tell you something."

"Mom, tell me."

"To put it bluntly, you have no right to blame him."

Hearing this, Lu Yunshu's eyes turned red, and Ms. Su wiped the corners of her eyes, "Whether you agree with him or not, he has made the best choice in that situation. He let you have A sound family allows you to grow up safely and happily like other little girls, which is already very good."

He was betting, but it was obvious that he succeeded in betting. They really regarded Lu Yunshu as their own daughter.

Ms. Su continued: "Think about it for yourself, where could you go if you followed him?"

Lu Yunshu had actually thought about this assumption countless times.

It is impossible for her to stay by Qin Munian's side all the time. He is a child himself and still needs the protection of his parents. How can he protect her.

Moreover, their family's status in the Qin family is not high. They are just engaged. Even if the parents of the Qin family want to take care of her, they have no position at all to bring her home. The Gu family will not allow this kind of thing to happen. The Zhong family has the best face, so how could she be allowed to go to the Qin family.

Her fate is to return to the Gu family.

The Gu family is undoubtedly a dragon's pool and a tiger's den, and it may be related to the car accident that year. Even if it has nothing to do with it, one can imagine what kind of situation she will face as an orphan who lost her mother.

I'm afraid Gu Xiaorui won't make her feel better, let alone other people.

In the past, Gu Anlan was in charge of the Gu family, so there must be many people who dislike her, and these will definitely be added to her.

Thinking of this, Lu Yunshu couldn't help but pouted.

Ms. Su knows her daughter so well. Looking at her like this, she feels that she must be wronged. "Mom said this, not to blame you, but to everyone's helplessness. He also kept his promise and came back to you. Didn't disappoint you."

"But it's been 20 years."

How many days and nights it has been.

"To achieve great things, you must learn to be patient. If Mu Nian takes this step, he must be fully prepared. Although the girl's college has changed, you still have a little shadow of your childhood. It is difficult to guarantee that you will not be recognized. He's taking a risk."

Lu Yunshu murmured, "Your mind is completely lost, I don't want to tell you anymore."

Ms. Su couldn't laugh or cry, and pinched her face, "You child, when you can't reason with me, you say that my heart is biased. No matter how biased my heart is, it will always be biased by you, and it can still be biased to Others can't do it."

Lu Yunshu said a little waywardly: "I don't want to talk anymore, I'm tired."

"Then are you hungry? Let your father make you something to eat."

"I'm not hungry. I didn't come back until I had breakfast. I'm going to have a rest."

Lu Yunshu went back to the room directly, Ms. Su bared her teeth, and wanted to force her to say something, Father Lu lowered his voice and said, "Okay, stop talking, let her think about it for herself."

"I really think there is nothing wrong with Mu Nian." Really, everything is for Lu Yunshu's sake. The choices I made when I was a child were beyond my control, and the choices I make now are also too helpless. Now that I have bid farewell to the past, there is really no need to delve into it. necessary.

At most, it's just a little bit arrogant, and I want to solve the problem by myself.

"That's because we look at the problem from the standpoint of the elders. We think her life is good, and the final result of the two of them is also good. But you also think from her point of view. Your fiancé is over 20 years old. It's been a year since I came to look for you, or in such a way that I didn't say anything when I found it, how do you feel?

And overnight, my parents were no longer relatives, and they may still bear blood feuds. Everything in the past has been subverted. She is not crazy now, and I think it is pretty good. "

Ms. Su frowned, "Fiancé? From a child's family, what kind of feelings did you know at that time, but I never took it seriously."

"Don't care about the feelings. It's really not a good feeling to be left behind anyway. It's normal for her to feel sad."

"You indulged her too much."

"Of course I must spoil my own daughter."

Ms. Su smiled helplessly, "It feels like the two of us took advantage of it, and we have such an extra daughter for nothing."

Father Lu put his arms around his wife, "That's right. Thinking about it now, it still feels like a dream. I didn't expect it to be 20 years."

Both of them couldn't help feeling the madness of 20 years ago, when someone wanted to give them a daughter, they boldly accepted it.

If I had been a little more timid at the time, I wouldn't be in the situation I am today.