After dressing up as an abuse heroine

Although it cannot be said that Ye Ran had already prepared for the ten-year war of resistance before this, at least Ye Ran never thought that it would be so smooth.

She was ready to face all the storms with Shen Xiujin, but in the end there were no storms.

"Why aren't you excited at all?"

"Why are you excited?" Shen Xiujin asked back.

Ye Ran: "Aren't you excited that we can be together?"

She was a little unhappy by Shen Xiujin's attitude, even what she said.

Shen Xiujin: "Excited."

Ye Ran: "..."

It's better not to say this sentence, because although Shen Xiujin said excitedly, the expression on his face was as calm as death, there was no trace of excitement at all.

This inappropriate appearance successfully angered Ye Ran.

Ye Ran stared at Shen Xiujin's side face, thought for a while, and suddenly felt sad.

Ye Ran sat down on the sofa, raised her head, and didn't know what she was thinking.

Seeing Ye Ran's appearance, Shen Xiujin was a little strange: "What's wrong."

Ye Ran waved his hand, but didn't speak.

Shen Xiujin glanced at Ye Ran, seeing that Ye Ran was fine, so he didn't ask any more questions, only thinking that Ye Ran was tired.

"Since you are tired, go to bed early."

"Ah."

Ye Ran responded and walked out directly.

Shen Xiujin was a little surprised to see Ye Ran leaving without saying a word. After all, if it was in the past, Ye Ran must have changed his mind and didn't want to leave. He left so easily today, which is obviously not like Ye Ran.

After thinking about it, I can only characterize this matter as Ye Ran is probably really tired.

Ye Ran, who returned to her room, didn't sleep either. She first went to the bathroom to take a hasty shower, and after changing her pajamas, she lay directly on the bed. She wanted to sleep at first, but she didn't know why, why? No matter how hard I tried, I couldn't fall asleep, so I finally gave up and fell asleep, and turned on a small lamp beside the bed.

Ye Ran first browsed around on Weibo, then went to various apps, and finally chose to read a novel.

Ye Ran skipped over the dazzling book titles at a glance, and finally stopped at a novel titled Those Years I Was a Dog Licker.

This book is extraordinarily simple and honest among a lot of gorgeous titles around it, and because of her simplicity and honesty, Ye Ran fell in love with it at a glance
Ye Ran thought about it and clicked in. Ye Ran thought that the collection of novels with a unique title would not be very good, but when he clicked in, he found that the collection of this book is not generally good.

This made Ye Ran even more curious. Looking at the introduction again, well, it is the same as the title of this book, plain and even a little too much.

There is only one sentence in the introduction, those years when I was a dog lick.

Ye Ranxin said, this author is interesting.

Then, out of curiosity, Ye Ran clicked in.

I have to say that the reason why the data in this book is so good is that it is well written.

The story in the book is also similar to the introduction and the title of the book. Specifically, it is about how the protagonist in the book is a licking dog.

The book is not too long, only 10,000+ words in total, but it runs through decades. The author wrote the protagonist from his teens to his forties.

The heroine and the hero of the story are ten years apart in age. The heroine and the hero have been neighbors since they were young, and almost grew up together. The heroine likes the hero very much, and basically grew up behind the hero.

When she was in her teens, when the love affair first started, the female lead fell in love with the male lead in his twenties, but unfortunately, although the male lead liked the female lead, he liked the younger sister more. Feelings.

Also because he doesn't like anyone, so many years, the hero's side has never been broken.

And the hostess can only watch.

Finally, when she was the heroine, she couldn't help it anymore, she found the hero and confessed her love.

And the response was an unexpected refusal.

After that, the male lead distanced himself from the female lead.

But because the two families are family friends, even if the male protagonist intends to alienate the female protagonist, there will still be some contact.

Even though she was rejected, the female lead did not give up. Although she knew that the male lead was avoiding her, she still did not give up. She took the initiative to find the male lead, and even ran to the male lead to recommend herself as a pillow, telling the male lead that since those A woman can, why can't she.

The male lead was so angry that the female lead acted so unselfishly, because in his heart, how could the female lead be like those women, the female lead was doted on by her as a younger sister.

The heroine still didn’t want to give up, and began to deliver meals and things to the hero’s company every day. The heroine was going to study abroad, but because she liked the hero so much, she decided to stay in China, so she applied for a domestic university. It just so happens that this university is near the male lead's company.

Therefore, when the heroine has no classes, she will go to the hero's company.

The family originally wanted the heroine to practice in her own company, but the heroine felt that there was nothing she could do in her family's company, so she told her family to go to the hero's company.

The relationship between the two families is good, and the heroine grew up watched by the hero, so there is no reason for the heroine's family to be worried.

Therefore, the heroine successfully got to the side of the hero through the relationship of the previous generation and became the secretary of the hero.

The heroine relied on her own efforts to be admitted to one of the top universities, and this university happened to be near the male protagonist's company, so the heroine would go to the company to find the male protagonist when there were no classes.

Among them, the heroine broke the good things of the hero several times.

But the heroine is like a normal person, she pretends not to know anything, and still treats the hero herself well, which is very wishful thinking.

The male protagonist saw that such an approach didn't work, so he simply used the biggest trick and started looking for someone to prepare for marriage and engagement.

The heroine was very sad, and begged the hero not to treat her like this. The hero said he didn't love her, and the best choice for the two of them was to maintain the status quo, not to be a couple.

Those who had been with the hero for a while still missed him and didn't want to break up with him, so she looked for an opportunity and drugged the hero's wine, but the hero didn't let her succeed.

The heroine happened to meet the hero who was drugged, and the two had a relationship.

The heroine didn't want to use this incident to kidnap the hero, so she woke up the next day and left.

Wanting to try one last time, she found a notorious man to marry.

Although the male protagonist has no affection for the female protagonist, he is also very good, and naturally he refuses. Just at this time, the male protagonist found out that the person who was there that night was the female protagonist, so he proposed to the female protagonist logically.

Naturally, the heroine has no reason not to agree. After marriage, the hero treats the heroine very well.

But it is only good in the literal sense. It is more of a responsibility and an obligation for the hero to be kind to the heroine, but there is no love.

The heroine's initial thought was that love can be cultivated slowly, but how can an unbalanced love last forever? You can feel whether you love someone or not.

Obviously, he doesn't love her, he is like a program that has been written by someone, doing what he thinks is right step by step, but there is not much human touch.

The heroine is pregnant, and the heroine thinks that this incident can change the hero, but no, the heroine's mental state is very bad after giving birth.

But the male protagonist is still as indifferent as ever.

The heroine thinks maybe the hero is such a person.

In a blink of an eye, the child is ten years old. These years, the heroine and the hero have treated each other like guests. They are a good model couple in the circle, but the heroine knows that something is missing.

Until one day, she saw the way the male lead looked at someone, at that moment the female lead finally understood what was wrong.

The difference is love.

The heroine was very sure that the hero liked that person, so she went to find the hero, and the hero said that he would not do anything to be ashamed of his marriage.

The heroine knows that the hero will do all this, but the hero has fallen in love with someone else.

At the end of the story, the heroine and the hero divorced and raised the children alone. As for the hero, he was with the person he liked.

The heroine has been in love for nearly twenty years, and in the end only one child is left.

It's not that he doesn't love her, he just doesn't love her.

This sentence is the last sentence written by the author in the article.

Ye Ran burst into tears suddenly, because she felt that the heroine was really like her. She didn't know, and she couldn't tell whether Shen Xiujin liked her or not.

In the past, she always felt that as long as she worked harder, Shen Xiujin would definitely fall in love with her. Even if they didn't marry because of love, it didn't have much impact on her, because Ye Ran knew that sooner or later she would love him enough up.

But there is so much wishful thinking in this world.

No matter how much you love, no matter how much you like someone, wishful liking and love will have an end. No one can continue to be passionate about a stone that can never be warmed.

Love that cannot be responded to is like a pool of stagnant water. No matter how large the stagnant water is, it will only be a matter of time before the water without source disappears completely.

At the end of the book, there is a road to failure for licking dogs.

Ye Ran felt that this sentence was very harsh, as if she was mocking her.

Does Shen Xiujin like her?I must like it, after all, Shen Xiujin is not the kind of person who can influence his decision by anyone, but she, Ye Ran, can. From this point of view, she is indeed very successful.

Shen Xiujin, who was separated by a wall, obviously didn't know what Ye Ran next door was thinking, let alone that Ye Ran had already decided to break up with her because of a book.

Because yesterday's family dinner was very late, Mr. Shen opened his mouth early in the morning, telling everyone that they can just come down and have lunch together. Of course, if someone is hungry before then, they should go to the small kitchen to eat something.

So the next day, everyone got up very late.

Ye Ran hugged the quilt and cried all night, and she forgot when she fell asleep in the end.

When I woke up, I looked in the mirror and saw two big circles under my eyes. I took ice water from the refrigerator and applied it for a while before it disappeared a lot.

Afraid that his abnormality would be seen by others, Ye Ran put on makeup for himself, and specially applied light-colored eye shadow. Ye Ran didn't go downstairs until he was sure that no one could see through the abnormality of his eyes.

Everyone got up quite late, so at this moment they were sitting downstairs waiting for dinner with a disheveled face. At this time, Ye Ran with delicate makeup on his face was particularly obvious.

Gu Xuefei actually woke up a long time ago, she has been hesitating whether she should put on makeup, and finally thought about it, since it is a family dinner, it would be even more strange if she put on makeup, so Gu Xuefei just tidied herself up. went downstairs.

In this way, the contrast between her in front of Ye Ran is particularly tragic. After all, the difference between the two of them is not 01:30. You must know that Ye Ran is usually a person who wants to be on the big screen. People with good posture will only look better in real life.

Even if no one was looking at her, Gu Xuefei still felt uncomfortable.

Obviously Ye Ran is nothing, she is the real daughter of the Shen family, but at this moment Gu Xuefei still feels ashamed and ashamed.

Ye Ran didn't pay attention to anyone, and after eating breakfast quietly, she went back to her room.

According to the original plan, they had to stay in the imperial capital for a few days before returning to Binhai.

Ye Ran knew this before he set off to Binhai, so even if Ye Ran really wanted to leave now, it was impossible for him to leave regardless.

But it's still possible to not get involved in anything.

Mr. Shen glanced at Ye Ran's back: "Did you quarrel?"

Shen Xiujin: "No."

"That's right, the relationship between the two of you has always been so good, why are you arguing?"

Mr. Shen felt that he might be thinking too much.

After playing chess with the old man for a while, Shen Xiujin also went upstairs. Instead of going back to his room, he directly knocked on Ye Ran's room.

Ye Ran in the room didn't know what he was busy with, so he came to open the door after a while.

Seeing that it was Shen Xiujin, Ye Ran wanted to close the door.

But Shen Xiujin had already seen Ye Ran's attempt before she wanted to close the door, so she squeezed in abruptly.

Ye Ran stood still and watched the uninvited guest without speaking.

After watching for a while, Shen Xiujin felt that he probably couldn't send Shen Xiujin, the Buddha, with his small arms and legs, so Ye Ran gave up.

She turned and walked away without saying a word.

If the Shen Xiujin just now had some doubts, then the current Shen Xiujin can basically be sure that Ye Ran's state is not right.

"Why are you angry?"

Shen Xiujin sat down beside Ye Ran.

Ye Ran glanced at Shen Xiujin faintly: "I'm not angry, it's just that I suddenly figured out something."

Shen Xiujin: "Let brother listen to what you have figured out."

"Let's separate."

Shen Xiujin suspected that she had heard wrong.

"Ok?"

Seeing Shen Xiujin's appearance, Ye Ran kindly repeated his own words: "I said, let's separate."

The faint smile on Shen Xiujin's lips completely disappeared, his dark eyes stared at Ye Ran, as if he wanted to judge whether Ye Ran was being awkward or serious when he said this.

"reason."

Shen Xiujin asked.

Ye Ran originally planned to watch Shen Xiujin, and then speak out her thoughts, but she didn't have the courage at all, she turned her gaze elsewhere, and then opened her mouth.

"I just suddenly figured out something."

Shen Xiujin smiled angrily: "I figured out something, so what you figured out is breaking up with me?"

Ye Ran's head drooped at some point: "Yes, I really figured it out this time."