After dressing up as an abuse heroine

He never believed in karma, even if there was karma, the two of them never did anything wrong.

It's just a coincidence that they fell in love, why did the wrong things done by the previous generation make them like this.

"impossible."

Lu Tingshu kept shaking her head, compared to Lu Xingzhi's nonchalant attitude towards all these things, Lu Tingshu obviously cared about these things.

Lu Xingzhi stood up, sat next to Lu Tingshu, and hugged Lu Tingshu.

Lu Xingzhi took a tissue to help Lu Tingshu wipe away the tears on her face, then hugged Lu Tingshu into his arms, comforting her.

He knew that with Lu Tingshu's character, there was no way to end all this in such a short time.

It is precisely because of this that Lu Xingzhi loves Lu Tingshu so much. She obviously couldn't end it, but she still chose to hide it. Lu Xingzhi believes that if she hadn't been forced to such a point, Lu Tingshu would not have told him about all this. , she will only make him continue to hate her...

Lu Tingshu knew that the most important thing she should do now was to push Lu Xingzhi away and refuse Lu Xingzhi's hug.

But who can refuse the hug given to him by his beloved? No matter if it is a man or a woman, there must be no way to refuse this hug.

Lu Tingshu stayed in Lu Xingzhi's arms like this, and at some point in the end, she fell asleep directly.

Lu Tingshu's ability to fall asleep is actually a very understandable thing. Before this, Lu Tingshu obviously hadn't had a good rest for a long time.

Right now, even though everything has not been resolved, being hugged by Lu Xingzhi like this gives her a moment of peace of mind.

Lu Xingzhi heaved a sigh of relief when he heard the gradually long breathing in his ear. He didn't know how many days Lu Tingshu hadn't had a good rest, but he could also tell from the blue and black under Lu Tingshu's eyes that Lu Tingshu hadn't had a good rest recently.

For Lu Tingshu, this should be a rare rest.

Lu Xingzhi carried Lu Tingshu to the bedroom.

During this process, Lu Tingshu opened her eyes and looked at Lu Xingzhi once, and after seeing that the person holding her was Lu Xingzhi, she quickly closed her eyes again.

It can be seen that Lu Tingshu is really tired now.

When Lu Tingshu opened her eyes again, the lights were already on outside the window.

The night view of Binhai is always the same, so Lu Tingshu has no way to judge when it appears from the view outside the window, but she also knows that it must be late now, maybe around eight or nine o'clock in the evening?
While Lu Tingshu was staring at the scenery outside the window in a daze, Lu Xingzhi beside her also had other movements.

Lu Xingzhi stepped forward and hugged Lu Tingshu's body: "Are you awake?"

"Ah."

Lu Tingshu responded.

"are you hungry?"

"A little."

Lu Xingzhi got up, and Lu Tingshu looked at Lu Xingzhi who got up.

"where are you going?"

Lu Xingzhi: "Didn't you say you were hungry? Of course I'm going to cook for you."

For a moment, Lu Tingshu even suspected that she had heard wrongly.

She blinked and asked again in disbelief: "What did you say?"

"I'm going to cook for you."

"But you won't."

Cooking is not the point, not knowing is the point.

Lu Xingzhi's self-survival skills are limited to instant noodles, at least in the many years that Lu Tingshu knew, Lu Xingzhi was like this.

Or during the time when she was not with Lu Xingzhi, did Lu Xingzhi light up some cooking skills.

But soon Lu Tingshu knew that she was thinking too much.

Since Lu Xingzhi acted too confident, Lu Tingshu had no intention of getting out of bed, but just leaned against the head of the bed.

Maybe it was because she was worried about Lu Tingshu staying in the bedroom alone, so Lu Huanzhi left and came back quickly.

Lu Tingshu felt that even the greatest chef in the world couldn't cook any serious dishes in such a short period of time.

When Lu Xingzhi put the things in his hands on the bed table, Lu Tingshu was not surprised at all.

Instant noodles, oh no, to be more accurate, it should be boiled noodles, with meat rolls and vegetables and an obvious poached egg inside.

Oh, there are a few peeled shrimps on the side.

High version of instant noodles.

Lu Tingshu silently twitched the corners of her mouth.

"That's all I can do."

Lu Tingshu: "Of course I know that you can only do this, but why did you put on the appearance of being a man-han banquet before?"

To be honest, Lu Tingshu would not have expected so much from Lu Xingzhi if it hadn't been for Lu Xingzhi's appearance of preparing to show off his skills. After all, she knew a long time ago that Lu Xingzhi knew nothing about cooking, and it cannot be said that he knew nothing about cooking. , the main reason is that there is no serious opportunity for him to learn these.

"Isn't this rich? There are noodles, vegetables, meat, and shrimp eggs." Seeing that Lu Tingshu's mood seemed to be pretty good, Lu Xingzhi also felt a little relieved.

It can be said that all kinds of messy nutrients needed by the human body are gathered in this bowl.

Lu Tingshu: "..."

Suddenly, Lu Tingshu couldn't find anything to refute Lu Xingzhi.

After thinking for a long time, he still couldn't figure out what was going on, so he just stopped refuting, and just acquiesced that what Lu Xingzhi said was very reasonable.

Lu Xingzhi had prepared such a sumptuous dinner in total, and seeing that there were two bowls of noodles next to this bowl, it was obvious that this was the dinner for the two of them tonight.

All right, the food is the same, and she has nothing to be picky about.

After eating, Lu Xingzhi put the bowls and chopsticks into the kitchen, put the used things in the dishwasher, and then came back to accompany Lu Tingshu.

Seeing Lu Xingzhi lying beside her, Lu Tingshu automatically put her body into Lu Xingzhi's arms.

Lu Xingzhi touched Lu Tingshu's head: "Are you afraid today?"

"afraid."

How could she not be afraid, that was something she had never experienced before.

She wants to kill her own flesh and blood with her own hands. There is probably no one in this world who is more cruel than her.

Lu Xingzhi didn't speak again right away, but said after a long silence, "Then have you thought about keeping this child?"

Keeping this child, this kind of thing is only a probability, if there is no problem.

Lu Tingshu couldn't believe it, she broke free from Lu Xingzhi's arms all of a sudden: "Do you know what you are talking about?"

"Of course I do." Of course he knew what he was talking about.

"It's just that the marriage of cousins ​​has such a high probability of causing the child to be abnormal, let alone us, we have the same father! Do you know?"

The probability of the cousin is still the same, the probability of her and Lu Xingzhi will only be greater! !
Such a child will not be happy even if it is born, it also wants a healthy body.

Lu Tingshu looked at Lu Xingzhi: "When I was in City C, I went to an orphanage and saw a child like that. He was a little boy."

"He can't think normally, he doesn't know anything, he can't even eat by himself, he has to spend his whole life in a daze, other children can insult him wantonly, even beat him, he doesn't Knowing what it meant, he would just smile silly."

It was horrible, the scene was horrible.

After coming out of that orphanage, it was a nightmare all night long.

If possible, Lu Tingshu would want to lose this child even more than Lu Xingzhi.

To Lu Xingzhi, this is just a stranger with the same blood as him.

But they are different, they have really gotten along with each other, even if he still doesn't know how to respond to her...

She didn't want to lose her, so she prepared the worst result, but when she saw the worst result, she found that she couldn't accept it.

Yes, her ability is enough to make her live comfortably for the rest of her life, but does her child really want this kind of life? Not necessarily.

So Lu Tingshu made that decision.

Such a decision can be said to be ruthless in anyone's eyes.

At such a time, it seemed that no matter what he said was wrong, Lu Xingzhi knew that no one wanted to keep the child more than Lu Tingshu.

Powerless.

This was the first thing that Lu Xingzhi couldn't do anything about in his twenty years of life.

How did it become like this, why did it become like this.

"Do you think I'm bad? Think I want to kill my own child?"

Lu Tingshu asked Lu Xingzhi.

"No, why would I think that way."

"I'm so sad right now."

Lu Xingzhi hugged Lu Tingshu.

The outside light shone on Lu Xingzhi's face, and under the refraction of the light, the water marks on his face could be clearly seen.

Lu Xingzhi contacted the hospital again.

That night, Lu Tingshu had a dream. She saw her baby, a very cute little girl with two cute little buns tied on her head, wearing a pink princess dress.

Lu Tingshu looked at the little girl not far away, she didn't know who she was, but she could feel kindness from her, as if she was a part of her body.

The little girl was also looking at her.

Suddenly, the little girl moved. She trotted up to Lu Tingshu and hugged Lu Tingshu's leg.

Her name is Lu Tingshu: "Mom."

Lu Tingshu's body froze.

The little girl stretched out her arms to her: "Mom hug me."

Her voice is just like her appearance, sweet.

Mom hugs me.

Lu Tingshu realized something, she bent down and picked up the little girl.

After being picked up, the little girl giggled.

"Mother."

Lu Tingshu responded.

The little girl kissed Lu Tingshu on the side of her face.

Such pure and straightforward love.

She looked at Lu Tingshu: "Mom, don't be sad, okay?"

Lu Tingshu smiled: "Okay, mom is not sad."

"Be happy, laugh, no matter what, I will love my mother."

"Do you have a name?"

"I haven't. Mom hasn't named me yet."

"Then what name do you want?"

"I want something cute so mommy will always like me."

The immature child's voice rang in Lu Tingshu's ears.

"Then call you Lele, okay? I hope you will be happy and worry-free all your life."

I hope she will be happy all her life.

"Okay, my name is Lele, I have a new name, my name is Lele."

That day, she and her daughter went to many places. The two of them went to the playground and played a lot of projects from morning to sunset.

The sunset was beautiful, Lu Tingshu had never seen such a beautiful sunset.

She sat on the bench with the child in her arms, watching quietly.

She knew that when the sun completely set, the baby she held in her arms would also disappear.

"Mother."

"Ok?"

"Let me stay with you for a few more days, okay? For a few more days, I want to be with my mother."

She knows everything.

"After I'm gone, mom, don't be sad, because Lele knows that mom loves Lele the most. Lele doesn't want to make mom sad. Mom wants to be happy forever, always happy!"

"it is good."

Lu Tingshu's voice was visibly trembling.

Mom listens to you.

The sun gradually disappeared, and the little girl in her arms disappeared. Before leaving, Lu Tingshu seemed to hear a sentence, Mom, I will come to you tomorrow.

Lu Xingzhi's appointment is tomorrow, because he knows that it is inevitable, and if it is delayed for a long time, it will only cause Lu Tingshu's body to suffer greater damage.

But the next day, Lu Tingshu told Lu Xingzhi that he had changed his mind.

She thought about going again in a few days.

Lu Xingzhi wanted to persuade Lu Tingshu to procrastinate, which would hurt her even more, but after meeting Lu Tingshu's eyes, he suddenly couldn't say anything.

Lu Tingshu finally got her wish.

For the next few days, she would dream of her daughter every night.

until the last day.

On the last day, the two of them did nothing, Lele just sat in Lu Tingshu's arms and asked Lu Tingshu to tell her a story.

Lu Tingshu realized something.

Lu Tingshu never liked fairy tale books, she didn't have them when she was a child, and when she grew up, she felt that those books were childish, because some things in them were impossible to exist, so she never knew what those fairy tales were about. .

She only knows the general idea of ​​those familiar fairy tales, that's all.

But fortunately, this is a dream, and all unreasonable things can become reasonable.

Lu Tingshu, who has never read a book of fairy tales, has a way to tell the fairy tales completely.

On this day, she told many, many fairy tales.

The child in her arms also listened carefully.

Listening to her talk about those good or bad endings, listening to those unreasonable and unreasonable arrangements.

Lu Tingshu hoped that she could live like this forever.

But the sunset finally came.

"Mom, I really have to leave and I won't come back again. You must be happy, just like my name. You must be safe and happy. Lele will be happy only when you are happy."

"Okay, mommy will always be happy."

The small figure gradually disappeared, and Lu Tingshu subconsciously wanted to hug her, but in the end the hug was empty.

Peace and joy, worry-free every year.

Her baby gave her a chance to be a mom for a few days.

Lu Tingshu thought, if there is a way to come to this world, her baby must be the cutest and most beautiful baby in the world.