After dressing up as an abuse heroine

"Think about the consequences? You keep saying you're an adult, but you make reckless decisions without thinking about the consequences."

Ye Ran was a little unhappy at what Shen Xiujin said.

"Who told you that I didn't think about the consequences, I did."

"Have you thought about the consequences? Then you still want to go abroad?"

Ye Ran really had enough of Shen Xiujin's attitude.

"The worst consequence is nothing more than dying abroad. Even if I die abroad, you don't need to worry about it."

The consequence of anger is to speak without thinking.

Shen Xiujin obviously did not expect Ye Ran to say such a thing, he looked at Ye Ran with unbelievable eyes.

"Do you know what you are talking about?"

"Of course I know. I said that you don't need to care whether I live or die."

Ye Ran's face turned pale, obviously regretting what he said.

Shen Xiujin looked at Ye Ran's ugly face: "I don't care whether it's life or death?"

His tone was very light, and his expression was even more normal, and he didn't look any different from usual.

But Ye Ran still noticed that Shen Xiujin must be very angry at this time.

She wanted to explain, it wasn't like this, but somehow couldn't.

Shen Xiujin wasn't angry, didn't even blame Ye Ran, he looked at Ye Ran for a long time: "I understand that you have your own opinions and thoughts, but you should at least consider my feelings, I won't let you out of the country."

Right now is the general election of country f, and the general election of country f will not have a result until the end of the year.

Ye Ran knew that what Shen Xiujin said basically meant that no matter whether she wanted to go abroad or not, she had no way to go abroad.

Ye Ran: "If you have to go?"

"Then you can try it."

Ye Ran's eyes were red, this time she was angry.

"Why do you care about me?"

Shen Xiujin ignored Ye Ran who was having a fight, and just told Ye Ran: "It's late, you should rest."

He looked at Ye Ran's quilt house which was the same as the model room: "Come back with me."

"Don't go."

Ye Ran was still angry, how could he obey Shen Xiujin's arrangement.

"If you don't go, will you sleep in your model room?"

Ye Ran didn't say anything, but it looked like she wasn't going to leave with Shen Xiujin.

Shen Xiujin stood up and extended his hand to Ye Ran.

Ye Ran twisted her head.

Shen Xiujin sighed unobtrusively: "Be good."

Shen Xiujin: "Why do you have to go abroad?"

"I want to make a film, and the crew has already arrived. As the protagonist, I have to go. It's not up to me as an actor to decide where to shoot."

Ye Ran's blunt answer.

In fact, Ye Ran can really decide, it is not uncommon to temporarily change the shooting scene due to accidents during shooting.

Country F has not been safe since the general election.

Although Jiang Cheng is a little crazy and often goes up and down for a camera, he still knows that country f is very unstable now.

Not to mention Ye Ran's status in Shen Xiujin's area, if Ye Ran had something wrong, Shen Xiujin would definitely tear him up.

So before going to country f, Jiang Cheng had already communicated with Ye Ran, and it was Ye Ran who said it was okay, and Jiang Cheng followed the previous plan.

Ye Ran's desire to go abroad is so urgent.

Ye Ran knew that since Shen Xiujin had already asked this question, she probably knew about the conversation between her and Jiang Cheng.

"Since you already know, what's the point of me talking?"

Anyway, she is just ignorant, anyway, she is acting in a panic.

"So, you know that there is danger abroad, and you know that the crew can shoot other scenes first, but you still want to go abroad, Ranran, do you just take your own life seriously?"

Because the two were so close, Ye Ran could even smell the faint woody fragrance from Shen Xiujin's body.

"Keep reading between the lines that I am an adult. You can't be so naive, otherwise people will think you are lying."

Ye Ran looked up at Shen Xiujin: "Don't you know why I went abroad? Is it fun to play dumb?"

She just wanted to leave, to leave this place with Shen Xiujin, she didn't want to see Shen Xiujin marry someone else, not at all.

There was nothing she could do to stop this from happening, so all she could do was stay away like a coward.

Shen Xiujin: "No one should be a reason for you to ignore your own safety. This includes me."

"But you are different from others, how can you be the same as others."

For Ye Ran, Shen Xiujin is different from other people, completely different, and is the most important thing for her, and no one can match her.

"When you get older, you'll see that I'm no different from everyone else."

Ye Ran shook his head: "No matter five years or ten years later, Shen Xiujin will be different."

"You are too young to understand anything."

Any excuse is fine, why use such an excuse to say that she is too young, is this the reason why Shen Xiujin doesn't want to be with her anyway?
She didn't feel that there was a difference of more than ten years between herself and Shen Xiujin, but Shen Xiujin always regarded her as a child, a child who couldn't grow up.

She really wants Shen Xiujin to realize that she has grown up and she is not the child she used to be.

She wanted Shen Xiujin to treat her as a woman, not a sister who needed to be taken care of.

"..."

But what, did she want to tell Shen Xiujin, but you never said that I was young when you slept with me.

But she still has face.

Shen Xiujin still has the attitude that nothing happened until now, but in fact, it already represents a lot.

He pretended nothing happened, and he was already telling her that even if they had a relationship, there was absolutely no possibility for them.

"Is it because I'm young that you don't want to be with me?"

"Then you are no longer married to Gu Yunxi, can we be together?"

"Do not."

Ye Ran was not surprised by Shen Xiujin's answer, she muttered: "Why can everyone else but Ye Ran not?"

"I shouldn't have any thoughts about you."

If lying is going to be struck by lightning, then he should be struck to death by now, Shen Xiujin thought in pain.

If you say too many words that don't match your heart, it becomes natural.

Does he really have any thoughts about Ye Ran? Of course not. When he is with other people, he thinks about her.

He had a relationship with someone else, but imagined that person was Ye Ran.

What he did was disgusting.

……

"You shouldn't have any thoughts about me..."

So does it mean that Shen Xiujin didn't know that it was her that day?Does it mean that it shouldn't be, but it doesn't mean that Shen Xiujin doesn't have any thoughts about her?