After dressing up as an abuse heroine

Chapter 185 Completely Give Up

Ye Ran took a deep breath, and tried his best to control his emotions. It's nothing, Ye Ran, it's really nothing. This shows that he has fallen in love with you now. Shen Xiujin's current behavior is nothing but the dying struggle of a trapped animal That's all.

He has nothing to do now, and he believes that in the near future she will be able to completely take down Shen Xiujin, and at that time, she will definitely take back the grievances she has suffered during this period of time on Shen Xiujin.

Humph.
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It is impossible to turn down the job that has been arranged. In addition to the endorsement advertisement, Ye Ran also has a magazine to shoot.

Shooting magazines is not a difficult job for Ye Ran. She has a professional background and is the top three gold actresses in China, so the sense of camera is naturally very good.

So it was shot very quickly.

Ye Ran closed her eyes and asked the stylist to help her deal with the hairspray on her head. She was thinking about where to eat with Shen Xiujin.

Chinese food is delicious, but Western food is more romantic. When eating with Shen Xiujin, of course flirting is more important than eating.

Ye Ran's mind quickly flashed through several western restaurants she had been to, and finally chose a western restaurant by the seaside.

The taste of the top western restaurants is almost the same, the only difference is that their internal environment is different.

Ye Ran chose a western restaurant near the coast. From the inside, you can see the brightly lit coastal port and hear the sound of waves hitting the rocks. Because the scenery is very good, this restaurant also Very popular with couples.

After choosing the location, it is necessary to contact people. How to contact people is also a big problem. Although the two live in the same place, although Ye Ran can freely enter and leave Shen Xiujin's office, Ye Ran has not seen each other for several days. It's Shen Xiujin.

Shen Xiujin was obviously hiding from Ye Ran on purpose, and he was very good at hiding. He completely regarded Ye Ran as a scourge. Obviously, Shen Xiujin is now at the end of his rope, so he avoids her, not even daring to meet her.

On the way home, Ye Ran specially went to the flower shop to buy a bouquet of roses. The delicate and bright roses still had water droplets on them, and they looked plump and delicate. After thinking about all kinds of flowers, I finally feel that roses are the most appropriate.

When I got home, Shen Xiujin was not there, because I knew that Shen Xiujin was avoiding her these days, so Ye Ran was not surprised. After she put the roses in the vase, she went back to her I slept in the room, and I slept for two hours this time. When Ye Ran opened his eyes again, it was just past eight o'clock.

When not working, Ye Ran's schedule is very regular. If there are no special circumstances, he will go to bed no later than ten o'clock. Ye Ran has insisted on this for many years, and Shen Xiujin knows it, so Ye Ran speculates why She goes home every night but still won't be seen by her, most of them come back after eleven o'clock.

Ye Ran took a shower, changed into a set of home clothes, and went downstairs to wait for Shen Xiujin.

In order to ensure that she would not fall asleep in the middle, Ye Ran specially asked her aunt to make a cup of coffee for her, found a new movie, and sat in the living room with the computer in her arms to watch it.

Time passed bit by bit while Ye Ran was watching the drama, and when the clock pointed to eleven, the sound of a car finally came from afar.

The time was almost the same as Ye Ran expected, Shen Xiujin really came back at eleven o'clock.

Shen Xiujin was taken aback when he saw Ye Ran, who should have been lying on the bed, was still on the sofa.

Ye Ran looked at the time on his mobile phone: "[-]:[-], it's about the same as I thought."

Shen Xiujin: "Why don't you rest?"

"Of course I'm waiting for you."

Ye Ran gave Shen Xiujin a questioning look.

"Go and rest, it's late." Shen Xiujin said.

Ye Ran stood up and followed behind Shen Xiujin, step by step, all the way to the door of his bedroom.

"Go back to your own room and rest." Shen Xiujin gave the order to evict guests.

"I've been waiting for you downstairs for five hours, but I haven't said a word to you yet, so you let me go back to my room to rest." Ye Ran stretched out five fingers exaggeratedly.

Shen Xiujin: "Then what are you going to do?"

Ye Ran cleared his throat: "I want to talk to you."

Shen Xiujin: "Is there anything we can talk about tomorrow."

Shen Xiujin blocked in front of her door, making it clear that she didn't want Ye Ran to step into her door.

"But you have been avoiding me for the past few days, and I can't find you even if I try to find you."

Shen Xiujin: "I didn't hide from you, it's just that I'm very busy with work."

Ye Ran curled her lips in her heart, saying that Shen Xiujin's lie really didn't mean anything.

"Anyway, I'm going to talk to you now."

Ye Ran began to try to break through Shen Xiujin's strict defense and sneaked into Shen Xiujin's room.

Shen Xiujin stopped Ye Ran: "Then talk about it here."

Ye Ran: "No, who have you seen standing up and talking about things?"

Shen Xiujin had a headache.

Ye Ran was very dissatisfied and blurted out: "Anyway, you can't do it. Even if I have some thoughts about you, if I want the Overlord to fight hard, nothing will happen."

Shen Xiujin's face turned completely dark.

Ye Ran: "..."

Ye Ran carefully glanced at Shen Xiujin's face: "That's not what I meant, I made a mistake."

Of course, Ye Ran had no doubts about Shen Xiujin's failure, but as the saying goes, if you swear at someone, don't scold him, and if you hit someone, don't slap him in the face, let alone such a sensitive matter, she shouldn't bring it up.

Seeing that Shen Xiujin didn't speak, Ye Ran's expression became more cautious: "Actually, it's really nothing, and I'm not someone who cares about these things."

Ye Ran tried to make Shen Xiujin understand that to her, it really doesn't matter whether she does it or not.

Shen Xiujin still didn't speak.

Ye Ran took a step forward and hugged Shen Xiujin's waist: "I'm serious, I really don't dislike you."

Ye Ran was about to be moved by himself.

The body in his arms was soft and slender, and as long as he lowered his head, he could see the top of the black hair.

In fact, sometimes even Shen Xiujin wondered why Ye Ran always had so much courage to go forward when facing her. He rejected her countless times and said ugly words for countless times. After being sad, Ye Ran will be resurrected full of vitality, and then appear in front of him with a full posture.

Like a small sun, no matter how raging the storm is, it will not hinder its reappearance and radiance.

Sometimes, Shen Xiujin would rather Ye Ran not like him that much.

The empty corridor was very quiet, and the distant and long sound of the wind blowing through the treetops occasionally came from outside the window. At this moment, it seemed that only the heartbeats of the two people who were close at hand could be heard.

Seeing that Shen Xiujin didn't push her away, but let her hold her like that, Ye Ran couldn't help but hug Shen Xiujin even tighter. She buried her face in Shen Xiujin's chest, sniffing the smell from Shen Xiujin's body. There is a faint woody fragrance from the air.

Attachment, love.

Shen Xiujin raised his hand, his Adam's apple rolled up and down, and he said, "Don't do this, Ranran."

"Don't worry, don't you want to hug you?"

Ye Ran didn't raise her head, but just tightened the hand holding Shen Xiujin's waist, as if she was afraid that if she relaxed a bit, the man in front of her would disappear.

Shen Xiujin didn't seem to know what to say to Ye Ran, or what to say to make Ye Ran stop thinking about him.

"What should I do with you? Ranran?" Shen Xiujin's words seemed to be asking Ye Ran, but more like asking himself. He seemed to have no way to deal with the matter between himself and Ye Ran.

Ye Ran raised her eyes: "You don't need to do anything with me? You just need to obey your own will."

You don't need to think so much, you just need to consider whether he likes Ye Ran or not.

There is no need for Shen Xiujin to confirm what his heart is, because before that, his heart has already told him countless times.

"Follow my will..." Shen Xiujin twitched the corners of her lips mockingly.

In Ye Ran's memory, Shen Xiujin has always been reliable and calm, he seems to be so calm forever, this is the first time Ye Ran saw such an expression on Shen Xiujin's face, it was deeply powerless.

Powerless... Non-manpower can reverse it, Shen Xiujin has no way to do anything.

Ye Ran was suddenly at a loss. She didn't know what caused Shen Xiujin to have such an expression on his face, but she knew that she didn't want Shen Xiujin to be like this, not at all.

She can accept that Shen Xiujin is not as powerful as he imagined, but she can't accept that it is because of her own reasons that Shen Xiujin shows such a powerless expression.

"Don't be like this... okay?" Don't talk to her with such an expression and such a tone, she will be sad to death.

Shen Xiujin didn't speak, but just looked at Ye Ran like that.

"Dyeing."

"Ok?"

"Don't..." Shen Xiujin seemed to be at a loss for words, but it might also be that he didn't know how to get the words out.

Ye Ran didn't ask, but just waited quietly, waiting for Shen Xiujin to speak, she didn't know what Shen Xiujin wanted to say, and she didn't know what Shen Xiujin said meant to her, but she was still quiet Waiting, waiting for Shen Xiujin to speak.

The surroundings suddenly became very quiet, and even the leaves swaying in the wind outside the window stopped shaking at some point.

This sentence seemed difficult for Shen Xiujin to say, so that he had to spend a long time preparing to pave the way for his own words.

It took some time before Ye Ran heard Shen Xiujin's voice.

"Dyeing."

"Ah."

"Don't like me anymore, okay? Shen Xiujin begs you."

What is he talking about, he is begging her not to like him anymore...

For a moment, Ye Ran's ears could not hear any sound.

What did she do to him to make someone she likes so much say such things?What did she do to make this happen?

She let the person she likes say such things, why is she so heinous, Ye Ran feels that she will never be able to forgive herself.

Ye Ran just stood there, her embarrassment made her feel ashamed, and she really wanted to find a crack in the ground and get in directly.

"Stop doing this again, Ranran, I'm really in trouble."

Ye Ran stood there, like a child who did something wrong, she stood there not knowing what she did wrong, she clearly realized her mistake deeply, but she still felt uncomfortable because she didn't know how to remedy it.

Those hurtful words in the past turned out to be so insignificant at this moment.

"Don't say that...don't do that."

Ye Ran can accept that Shen Xiujin doesn't like her, and can understand Shen Xiujin's difficulties, but Ye Ran can't hear Shen Xiujin say, please, don't like him anymore, liking should be a good thing, you shouldn't be anyone burden.

He was begging her not to like him anymore.

"I didn't know that my liking made it hard for you... I won't like you again in the future, I'm sorry."

Ye Ran lowered her head to apologize, then turned around mechanically, and walked to her room.

When doing all this, Ye Ran was very normal, Ye Ran was so calm that she couldn't believe it, she thought she would collapse, but no, she seemed to be implanted with a very powerful program by someone at that moment, This powerful procedure directly made Ye Ran ignore the pain in his heart and the turbulent sourness in his nasal cavity, and finished all the aftermath work step by step.

She couldn't hear the sound, but Ye Ran felt that Shen Xiujin might have closed the door of his room the moment she turned around.

The distance between Shen Xiujin's room and hers is not too far, but Ye Ran has never felt that the journey is so long. She desperately wants to go back to her room to lick her wound, but her steps seem to be separated from her. As if out of her control, no matter how hard Ye Ran tried, no matter how hard he tried, he couldn't go any faster.

She didn't cry, but she felt empty in her heart, as if a piece was missing, and when the wind blew, her eyes were full of desolation.

I don't like it anymore, I really don't like it this time.

When a period of liking will make both of you tired, then you shouldn't continue. You're still unwilling, and you still like it very much, but no matter how much you don't like it, no matter how unwilling you are, so what? Shen Xiujin has already begged her What can she do?She can only give up.

The thing of liking Shen Xiujin is no longer a day or two, and it is not something that can be done in a short time if you want to dislike it.

At least Ye Ran couldn't do it.

When she was in Binhai, Ye Ran lived with Shen Xiujin most of the time, but because of the nature of her work, she also had a house near the airport, and that house was specially used to store some of Ye Ran's personal belongings for easy packing. You can live right away, Ye Ran doesn't want to see Shen Xiujin, at least not for a short time.

Ye Ran simply stuffed some clothes into his backpack and left the old house.

Sitting in the car, she glanced at the direction of Shen Xiujin's room for the last time through the car window. It was pitch black and she couldn't see anything. The owner of the room must have already fallen asleep.

Since it's what he wants, so what if she fulfills him, it's better than letting the person you love beg yourself not to love him again, isn't it?
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