After dressing up as an abuse heroine

Fear is like a raging tide, and the next moment the wave arrives, it will sweep her away.

How did it become like this?

Wasn't it fine just now?
Why do you treat her like this? Is it really such a heinous thing to like him?
As if suddenly, Ye Ran lost all her ability to think, and there was only one thought in her muddled brain from beginning to end, why did it become like this.

"Don't treat me like this, okay? Don't say that, I'm so uncomfortable." Ye Ran's voice was intermittent, and even though he tried his best to control it, he still couldn't utter a complete sentence.

Under Shen Xiujin's control, Ye Ran's struggles seemed so insignificant.

Shen Xiujin almost threw Ye Ran onto the bed.

The body suddenly fell into the soft bed, Ye Ran wanted to struggle to get up, but before she could get up, another sentence of body was attached to her body.

"Didn't you always want to be like this? Then let you get your wish today, okay?"

No, she didn't want this.

"I'm not, I don't want it, I don't want it." Fear, fear, of course, had fantasies in Ye Ran's heart, but no matter what kind of fantasies it was, it shouldn't be like it is today, it shouldn't be like this.

Shen Xiujin's gaze did not have any warmth, as if what he was looking at was just something.

"Don't want to? Do you really not want to?"

"No, I don't want, I don't want anything anymore." Ye Ran's voice was full of pleading, she didn't even dare to look at Shen Xiujin, for fear that she would see the disgust in Shen Xiujin's eyes that she couldn't accept, She dare not.

Tears slipped from the corners of Ye Ran's eyes, down her cheeks, dripped into the dark bedding, and finally disappeared into the dark bedding.

Shen Xiujin was not like this in the past, he didn't want Ye Ran to be sad, and he couldn't bear Ye Ran to be sad.

Shen Xiujin has always been kind to Ye Ran, it shouldn't be like this.

Ye Ran is not a person who regrets easily, she always feels that since she made that decision at that time, it has already shown that she actually wants to do that at the moment, no matter how much she experiences later, it will be a later thing.

But now she really regrets it. She began to think that it would have been better if she hadn't told Shen Xiujin about it. If she hadn't said that, the relationship between the two of them would not have been so tense now.

If she doesn't say it, she is still Shen Xiujin's favorite Ye Ran, and she will still be cared for by Shen Xiujin in every possible way, instead of blaming her and it's all her fault like now. She can still maintain the previous relationship, not to mention at least Shen Xiujin won't treat her like this.

Because he was afraid of seeing Shen Xiujin's eyes, Ye Ran didn't even look up, so naturally he couldn't see Shen Xiujin's expression now.

Shen Xiujin looked at Ye Ran's body trembling uncontrollably, with unconcealable sadness in his eyes. If Ye Ran raised his head now, he would find that Shen Xiujin didn't think much of her when she said these words. It's not that there is no pain, it's just that Shen Xiujin has been hiding it very well.

The person in front of him was brought home by him when he was 20 years old. No one is born strong, and the same is true for Shen Xiujin. When he was 20 years old, the Shen family and his wife passed away one after another, and the Shen family of Nuo Da fell on Shen Xiujin.

Countless monsters and goblins appeared after that, and everyone wanted to come to Shen's house to take a share.

And Ye Ran came to him at that time, probably due to the limited resources of the orphanage. At that time, Ye Ran was thin and small, pitiful.

Cowardly, timid, it seems that the slightest disturbance can scare her. She is afraid of everything, but she seems to have a natural sense of trust in Shen Xiujin, a wonderful sense of trust. She will follow Shen Xiujin every step of the way, as if she is afraid that she will blink , Shen Xiujin would disappear from her face, that is unreserved trust and dependence.

Shen Xiujin was raised as the successor of the Shen family since he was a child, and the education he received was also the education that the big family cultivated for the next successor. For such a person, no matter what kind of relationship it is, it is very rare. The marriage of parents is a standard family marriage. The two parties are only a union of interests, but they don't have much affection.

Even Shen Xiujin's birth did not ease the relationship between the couple, so even in his parents, Shen Xiujin did not feel much affection. His parents' education for him was more about cultivating a The perfect heir, and Ye Ran's appearance filled all of Shen Xiujin's emotional gaps.

Ye Ran often said that Shen Xiujin was Ye Ran's salvation, but in Shen Xiujin's eyes, Ye Ran was not Shen Xiujin's salvation.

Shen Xiujin watched Ye Ran grow up little by little, from a timid girl to the dazzling existence she is now.

Ye Ran's acting skills in front of Shen Xiujin have never been very good, even though he carefully hides it, Shen Xiujin can still see those likes and loves.

Shen Xiujin felt distressed but helpless.

The space became very quiet for a while.

"Since you've regretted it, don't do such a wrong thing again." Shen Xiujin got up.

Ye Ran didn't look at Shen Xiujin's expression when she said this, but Ye Ran felt that Shen Xiujin should have an expression of finally being relieved when she said this. It's a real obsession for someone who doesn't like him at all.

But Ye Ran could bear Shen Xiujin's disgust because of her transgression, and she could also bear Shen Xiujin's dislike of her, but she couldn't bear Shen Xiujin's saying that her liking was wrong, just liking, why was it wrong.

"It's already wrong to like me. Ye Ran can like anyone, but he can't like Shen Xiujin." Shen Xiujin's voice is very soft, and if you are far away, you can hardly hear it.

It was the first time for Ye Ran to feel that her hearing was so good, it wasn't necessarily a good thing, she could like anyone, except Shen Xiujin, who knew that he was so cruel that even the right to like him would be taken away.

"Why... why Ye Ran can like anyone, but not Shen Xiujin..."

Why, Ye Ran really didn't understand, she thought, she must be too stupid, otherwise how could she not be able to figure out such a simple thing.

Shen Xiujin looked at Ye Ran with something that Ye Ran didn't understand.

"Of course it's because Shen Xiujin will never like Ye Ran." Shen Xiujin understated what he said against his will.

Really don't like leaf dyeing?Not necessarily, but no matter how much you like it, what's the use of it.

This is not the first time that Shen Xiujin said such things to Ye Ran. In the past, Ye Ran would always refute Shen Xiujin, telling the other party that it is always far away, so don't speak so harshly.