Promise you prosperous fireworks

Obviously Yang Wen pronounced his words very clearly, but Gu Qingyan didn't seem to understand a single word.

What Lu Hansheng had a poisonous hair, what Lu Hansheng cut his own wrist with a blade, what rescue.

What the hell is he talking about.

Lu Han was born in good health, how could he cut his own pulse and self-mutilate.

Seeing that Gu Qingyan was silent, Yang Wen on the other side immediately said, "Madam, come to the hospital quickly."

Lu Qingyan seemed to have just recovered her soul, she responded and came over immediately, then skipped class and went to the hospital.

to the hospital.

Only then did Lu Qingyan realize that Lu Hansheng's injury was not as serious as she thought.

It was Yang Wen who spoke too seriously, causing her to mistakenly think that Lu Han gave birth to him...

Although it was not life-threatening, seeing Lu Hansheng's gauze-wrapped wrists and his obviously haggard face, Gu Qingyan's heart still ached uncontrollably.

What happened to Lu Hansheng?
How could you have made yourself like this in just a few days?
Gu Qingyan asked Yang Wen, Lu Han was born well, why did he harm himself.

Yang Wen told Gu Qingyan the ins and outs of the matter.

After learning that Lu Hansheng was infected with that kind of thing, Gu Qingyan's body softened, and he fell directly on the family chair beside him.

She looked at Lu Hansheng who was still asleep on the hospital bed, and her eyes became moist little by little.

No wonder he didn't come to see him during the two days when she was hospitalized.

Turns out he was infected with that stuff.

Is it difficult for him these days?
When that thing happens, is it very painful?

That's why he cut his own hand with a blade and mutilated himself.

Yang Wen knows that quitting addiction is very difficult and challenges willpower.

His family, Mr. Lu, can last until the fourth day, which is already considered good.

If it were someone with a little less willpower, they would have either continued to inject that thing long ago, or they would have committed suicide directly.

But Boss Lu just cut himself with a blade to divert the pain when the pain was unbearable.

But to quit this thing, the further you go, the more difficult it will be.

Attacks will become more and more frequent later, and the pain will even double.

Yang Wen was afraid that Lu Hansheng would not be able to hold on.

Thinking of this, Yang Wen couldn't help pinning his hopes on Gu Qingyan.

He lobbied Gu Qingyan,

"Madam, no matter what conflicts you had with Mr. Lu before, please let Madam put aside the conflict for the time being and help Mr. Lu overcome the current difficulties first."

Probably because he was afraid that Gu Qingyan would disagree, Yang Wen deliberately said something later,

"In any case, Mr. Lu got this thing to save you."

Needless to say, Yang Wen, Gu Qingyan will also accompany Lu Hansheng.

She's not really hard-hearted.

Seeing Lu Hansheng being tortured like this by that thing, he can still remain indifferent.

Gu Qingyan asked Yang Wen, "How long will it take to get rid of this thing?"

"Fourteen days."

"The first injection of this thing, as long as you make sure that you don't touch it for the second time within [-] days when the attack occurs, you can quit.

But you can't touch it a second time. Once you touch it, you will be inseparable from that thing for the rest of your life. "

fourteen days...

Thinking that Lu Hansheng would be tortured for about ten more days, Gu Qingyan's tears overflowed his eyes.

She looked at Lu Hansheng with wet eyes, "I will ask the school for a good leave of absence. For the next ten days, I will always watch him by his side."

She will accompany him through this difficult time.

She believed that Lu Hansheng would persevere.

"Ah."

This was the result Yang Wen wanted to see most.

Yang Wen felt that rather than letting Lu Hansheng look at Gu Qingyan's photo, it would be better to inform Gu Qingyan to come over in person.

Although love cannot be omnipotent.

But it has a very magical power.

It can make people corrupt, but it can also make people invincible.

When Lu Hansheng woke up, he found that his hand was tightly held.

He was slightly taken aback.

Turning his head to look, seeing that it was Gu Qingyan, Lu Hansheng immediately frowned.

Just at this time Yang Wen was coming in from the door of the ward.

Lu Hansheng subconsciously looked at Yang Wen.

Yang Wen tilted his head guiltily.

On the contrary, Gu Qingyan was awakened by his unconscious twitching movements. After waking up, he happened to see Lu Hansheng looking at Yang Wen's little movements, and glared at him angrily.
"See what he does?"

"If he didn't call me, are you going to hide it from me for the rest of your life?"

"I don't want you to feel guilty."

Lu Hansheng is like a big dog whose ears are drooped by his master.

It looks so pitiful.

Gu Qingyan felt that one day she would be pissed off by Lu Hansheng's self-righteous behavior.

She said coolly,
"So you plan to carry me behind your back, hang yourself up, and make me blame myself for the rest of my life?"

Yang Wen, "..."

Ma'am, what you said is so poisonous.

But he couldn't refute it.

After all, with Mr. Lu's situation, he might really kill himself.

Today he can cut his own hand behind his back to escape the pain, and tomorrow he might be able to do other things behind his back.

"I'll be fine..."

Lu Hansheng retorted weakly, but unfortunately his rebuttal was not convincing under the gauze-wrapped wrist.

With his current state, who would have the heart to talk about him.

Lu Qingyan took a deep breath to calm himself down, not to care about him like he did.

She seemed to be distressed, but also complained to him,
"You're so stupid. If you were someone else, you would have taken this opportunity to be pitiful, and you are the only one who has tried so hard to hide it from me."

Yang Wen also felt that Mr. Lu was just a fool.

As Madam said, if it were someone else, they would have used this opportunity to show their pity and seek reunion.

But he doesn't.

He just wanted to hide it.

What kind of affectionate act secretly.

People can't see it, they are not stupid.

Thanks to his cleverness, he called his wife directly, and let her see how Boss Lu killed himself by the way.

Look, Madam loves Mr. Lu so much now?

Compound, isn't it a matter of time?

Well, wise he should go.

After all, staying here as a light bulb or something is really not a smart thing to do.

Yang Wen exited the ward silently, leaving space for the two of them.

Seeing that Yang Wen went out, Lu Hansheng looked at Gu Qingyan with obscure eyes, and said a little loudly,

"I don't want to use this to win your sympathy."

pity……

This word is inexplicably uncomfortable.

Gu Qingyan sighed lightly, then muttered,
"My sympathy is not so rampant, so I won't sympathize with everyone."

Perhaps the tossing and tossing of the past few days made his mind a little dull, but Lu Hansheng didn't realize that this was an indirect confession from Lu Qingyan.

Lu Hansheng blinked, and looked at Gu Qingyan slightly puzzled.

Seeing this, Gu Qingyan couldn't laugh or cry.

She didn't explain what she meant just now, but held his injured hand and asked with distress in her eyes,

"Did it hurt when it happened?"

Her tenderness is like a poppy, addictive.

Lu Hansheng couldn't resist her tenderness attack, so he nodded subconsciously, "Yeah."

It's really painful when it happens.

But when he thought that it was he who suffered, not his Ah Yan, he felt extremely lucky.

Thinking of this, Lu Hansheng was once again thankful that he went there in time.

Lu Qingyan was not allowed to suffer this.

Gu Qingyan, who didn't know what Lu Hansheng was thinking in his heart, said to Lu Hansheng,

"I have asked for leave from the school, and I will stay with you for the next ten days."

"Ayan..."

Lu Hansheng didn't really want Gu Qingyan to accompany him.

Because he didn't want her to see him in such a mess, that he couldn't help cursing and beating others because of the pain.

It's a pity that Gu Qingyan has made up his mind and doesn't intend to give him a chance to refuse,
"I have already asked for leave. If you refuse, you don't need to say more."

Lu Hansheng, "..."

Gu Qingyan insisted on staying with him, but Lu Hansheng had no choice.

He could only say helplessly, "If I accidentally scold you or say something unpleasant when I'm having an attack, don't be angry with me."

"Don't worry, I won't be angry with you." Gu Qingyan swore.

Lu Qingyan has never seen what other people look like when they get poisoned.

But watched TV.

When watching TV dramas, when she saw those people having a fit, she would only feel pitiful and pathetic for them.

But when she saw with her own eyes that Lu Hansheng had a fit, like a wild beast that lost his mind, and kept hurting himself.

Only then did she understand that some things didn't happen to you, and you never knew what it was like.

Witnessing the whole process of Lu Hansheng's poisoning, Gu Qingyan only felt that her heart was going to die of pain.

Looking at the big bed, Lu Hansheng, who was tied up with ropes because of the constant self-mutilation, was gradually rubbed and bleeding by the ropes because of struggling, and Gu Qingyan's heart ached even more.

She turned her eyes away, thinking that she would not feel uncomfortable if she didn't look at it.

But Lu Hansheng's painful groans kept coming from her ears, and she finally couldn't help it, climbed onto the bed, and hugged him.

She buried her head in the socket of Lu Hansheng's shoulder, tears streaming down uncontrollably.

She knew that her existence could not help him at all.

But the only thing she can do is, hug him.

Let him know.

He is not fighting alone.

Lu Hansheng's hug seemed to bring some comfort to Lu Hansheng.

Lu Hansheng buried his head in Gu Qingyan's shoulder and stopped struggling.

From time to time, the mouth blocked by the towel let out some low-pitched and painful groans, like a wounded beast seeking comfort.

Lu Hansheng's painful wailing made Gu Qingyan feel like a knife cut his heart.

Forget who said it.

It is said that the best way to divert the pain is to divert the other party's attention and let the other party immerse themselves in things that can make him feel happy.

Such a sentence suddenly flashed across Lu Qingyan's mind.

Yes.

She had to do something to divert his attention.

But what should be done in order to make him suffer and divert his attention?

Soon, Gu Qingyan thought of a good way.

Lu Qingyan slightly relaxed the strength of hugging Lu Hansheng.

She reached out and pulled the towel from Lu Hansheng's mouth, and kissed him with her head tilted.

At the same time, she untied his bound hands.

She thought, there is no way to divert people's attention more than this way.

This is the only way she can think of, and she thinks it is the best way.

Fourteen days, whether it is long or not, whether it is short or not.

But for Lu Hansheng now, these fourteen days are too long.

It was so long that he could hardly hold on anymore.

Accompanying Lu Hansheng on the No.11 day of detoxification.

late at night.

Gu Qingyan's defense was broken.

She looked at Lu Hansheng in the living room with her head up, who was taking some kind of medicine, and her heart was frightened.

She immediately stepped forward to get rid of the medicine in Lu Hansheng's hand, and then called the emergency number.

Looking at the pills all over the floor, Gu Qingyan was trembling all over.

I don't know whether to be scared or angry.

Gu Qingyan looked at Lu Hansheng who had taken so many pills with red eyes, and asked him in a trembling voice,
"What are you doing?"

Lu Hansheng stared at her with empty eyes, and smiled wryly,

"Ayan, I can't hold on anymore."

At first, Lu Qingyan's method was somewhat effective.

At least after being immersed in the pleasure, Lu Hansheng's attention was diverted by the pleasure, which really made him less painful.

But the frequency of Lu Hansheng's attacks became more and more serious later on.

During a certain attack, Lu Qingyan tried to divert his attention in the same way, but was almost strangled to death by him.

Lu Hansheng ordered Gu Qingyan not to let him loose.

Afraid that she would be soft-hearted.

He even threatened her that if she loosened him again and let him hurt her, he would quit.

There is no such thing as Lu Qingyan's so-called diversion method.

In addition, the more later, the more frequent the poisonous hair.

Lu Hansheng was really worn down to the point where he lost all will to survive.

It's too painful, really, it's too painful to live.

It was so painful that I wanted to kill myself with a knife, just to have a good time.

Gu Qingyan thought that Lu Hansheng had persevered until today, so he had survived.

But she didn't expect that he actually said that he couldn't hold on anymore.

No...how could he not persist.

Gu Qingyan immediately stepped forward and hugged him, almost begging to say,
"It's about to succeed, Lu Hansheng, there are only three days left, let's persevere, shall we?"

Lu Hansheng didn't speak because he passed out.
-
An ambulance quickly came to pick up Lu Hansheng.

Lu Hansheng just took sleeping pills.

During the three years when Lu Qingyan was in a coma, Lu Hansheng's mental state was not very good. He often couldn't sleep at night, so the doctor prescribed sleeping pills to help him sleep.

But Lu Hansheng didn't take much of it, so he took the medicine back and threw it in the drawer.

It wasn't until today when he had a seizure that he suddenly remembered that there was such a bottle in his desk drawer, so he took it out and tried to kill himself.

Since Gu Qingyan discovered it in time, Lu Hansheng didn't eat too much, and he was sent to the doctor in time, so Lu Hansheng's life is not in danger after all.

But his mental state was even worse.

He had been tossed until he lost his will, but now he was subjected to another gastric lavage.

The contours of Lu Hansheng's face became thinner.

The whole person looked haggard and thin.

Suicide failed.

Lu Hansheng didn't even want to say anything.

After waking up, I kept looking out the window, ignoring anyone.

When Gu Qingyan was feeding Lu Hansheng the porridge, Lu Hansheng suddenly slapped the porridge spoon she had brought over.

His eyes that were as dark as obsidian seemed to have lost their light at this moment, and he stared at Lu Qingyan lifelessly, and he just said,

"Buy me that, or let me die."

After hearing what he said, Gu Qingyan's nose became sour.

She put down the porridge bowl in her hand, staring at him with wet and red eyes,
"There are still three days, Lu Hansheng, we just stick to it for three more days."

Lu Hansheng is like a person who has worn out his patience and patience.

His temper became very irritable, and his speech was even more thorny, stabbing anyone he caught,

"three days left?"

He looked at Gu Qingyan almost coldly, as if looking at an enemy, "You said it lightly."

He sneered, "That's right, it's not you who is being tortured. Naturally, you can stand up and talk without back pain."

Gu Qingyan couldn't refute Lu Hansheng's words.

She couldn't even empathize with him.

But she hasn't had a peaceful sleep in these eleven days.

Every time he fell asleep, he would be awakened by various scenes of his suicide in the dream.

If he feels bad, does she feel better?

The reason why he was infected with this thing is because of her.

How could she feel better with him like this.

If possible, she wished that she would be the one being injected.

In this way, she will not feel so guilty and uncomfortable.

Lu Qingyan, who was also on the verge of emotional collapse, looked at Lu Hansheng who had no sense of survival, and tears fell as soon as he said it.

She didn't know what to do with Lu Hansheng, and she also began to despair.

She sat on the edge of the bed, her tears were the size of beans, falling down one after another.

"Ayan..."

Lu Hansheng's tears fell like raindrops on the back of Lu Hansheng's hands, making his heart feel like someone had been scalded.

Lu Hansheng looked at Gu Qingyan who was crying like rain, and his heart felt as if it was split open.

As if realizing what he had done and said, Lu Hansheng sat up abruptly.

He raised his hand and hugged Gu Qingyan into his arms, and apologized to her guiltily and remorsefully,

"Sorry, I got mad at you again."

Yes, this is not the first time Lu Hansheng got angry at Gu Qingyan.

But it was the time when Lu Qingyan felt the most desperate and helpless.

Because she felt that she couldn't help him, couldn't save him.

She was obviously by his side all the time, but she could only watch him lose weight day by day, his willpower was worn away by the pain little by little, and finally gave him a chance to swallow sleeping pills to commit suicide.

That feeling of powerlessness is really helpless and hopeless.

Hearing Lu Hansheng's gentle apologetic voice, Gu Qingyan cried even harder in an instant.

She clutched the hem of Lu Hansheng's back tightly, and said in a crying voice,

"Lu Hansheng, you said you didn't want me to feel guilty, how could you give up your life so easily?"

"Do you want me to live in guilt all my life?"

Before Lu Hansheng could reply, Gu Qingyan hugged him tightly again, trembling from crying,

"I know you are suffering and suffering, but can you persevere for me and for Chenchen?"

She didn't give Lu Hansheng a chance to speak at all, and she uttered another choked-up sentence,

"Lu Hansheng, you said that if you are gone, they will bully me again, what should I do?"