Promise you prosperous fireworks

When Ms. Hua came over to make the hot porridge, she saw that Lu Hansheng was no longer there, so she couldn't help being stunned, "Has Hansheng returned to the company?"

Lu Qingyan nodded, "His company is in a hurry, so let's go back and deal with it."

When Ms. Hua heard this, she immediately reproached, "Why are you still working so hard? He hasn't closed his eyes for three days and three nights."

Hearing this, Gu Qingyan couldn't help being taken aback.

No wonder she thought his face was so haggard. It turned out that he hadn't slept for three days and three nights.

Ms. Hua sat in front of Gu Qingyan with porridge, and while feeding her, explained to her,

"That child is stubborn enough. You have been in a coma for three days, and he has guarded you for three days, refusing to go anywhere."

Lu Qingyan twitched her eyelashes slightly, then lowered her eyes and ate the porridge that Ms. Hua fed.

Ms. Hua looked at her pale face, and her heart ached again.
"You said you're fine, what are you going to do at the beach, you've been sick for a few days, and your face has lost weight."

Losing a lot of weight is an exaggeration.

But it looks haggard, and it's true that he has no energy.

Lu Qingyan couldn't tell Ms. Hua what had happened to her, so she responded nonchalantly that I knew I was wrong, and then concentrated on drinking porridge.

Ms. Hua was also reluctant to talk about her.

Just concentrate on feeding her the porridge and stop talking.

After Gu Qingyan drank two mouthfuls of porridge, he couldn't take it anymore.

When Ms. Hua put down the bowl, Gu Qingyan suddenly said to Ms. Hua,

"Mom, how about I go back to the emperor with you?"

Ms. Hua paused suddenly when she put the bowl down.

She placed the bowl on the cabinet table steadily, turned her head to look at Gu Qingyan in confusion,
"It's fine, why did you say this all of a sudden?"

Gu Qingyan pursed her lips and smiled, "I just miss Axue and Azhu, and I want to go to the imperial capital to see them."

Ms. Hua didn't believe her nonsense, she immediately asked her with a serious face, "Did you quarrel with Han Sheng?"

Gu Qingyan looked at Ms. Hua with wet peach blossom eyes, and said almost sadly,

"Mom, I can't get through with him. I don't want to stay here anymore. Take me away, okay?"

How could Ms. Hua bear Gu Qingyan's eyes?

She immediately hugged Gu Qingyan affectionately, "Don't cry, mom will take you away, if we are not happy, let's just let it go."

Gu Qingyan buried her head in Ms. Hua's arms, tears welling up uncontrollably.

Lu Qingyan clutched the hem of Ms. Hua's clothes, rubbed against her arms with her eyes closed,

"Mom, can you leave tomorrow?"

Listening to Gu Qingyan's helpless voice, Ms. Hua replied almost without saying a word,

"Okay, okay, let's leave tomorrow."
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Jiang Xingchuan's office.

Looking at Lu Hansheng, who has been sitting on the sofa without saying a word since he just entered the door and closed his eyes as if he was very tired, Jiang Xingchuan's heart beat like thunder, he is so good.

Who will tell him.

What happened to him, Brother Lu?

Why is there such an expression that the sky is falling?

Jiang Xingchuan was not used to Lu Hansheng being so downcast, as if he had been abandoned by others.

At this time, Lu Hansheng suddenly opened his eyes and asked Jiang Xingchuan, "Xingchuan, have you done anything that you particularly regret?"

"Ah?" Jiang Xingchuan was slightly startled, then nodded and replied, "Yes. The thing I regret the most is that I chose to bless them on the day Zhirou married Yang Yiming."

Lu Hansheng smiled wryly, "The thing I regret the most is why I should repay my kindness."

Lu Hansheng raised his hand and squeezed his browbones, looked at Jiang Xingchuan with sad and despairing eyes and said, "Xingchuan, do you know? I reported the wrong kindness, and I even caused Ah Yan to die for me once."

Who has died once?
I'm afraid Brother Lu is in a daze.

Otherwise, how to speak strangely.

He couldn't understand what he was saying at all.

Seeing Lu Hansheng raised his hand to pinch his eyebrows, Jiang Xingchuan couldn't help asking, "Brother Lu, did you quarrel with my sister-in-law?"

quarrel?

If it's just a fight, it's fine.

Lu Hansheng gave another wry smile, and said with desolation in his eyes, "I'm afraid it will be over with her."

Jiang Xingchuan's eyes widened suddenly, "Isn't it? What did you do to my sister-in-law again?"

Lu Hansheng closed his eyes and did not speak again.

He hadn't closed his eyes for three days and three nights. At this moment, he was so tired that he fell asleep almost in a second.

Seeing that Lu Hansheng was silent, Jiang Xingchuan couldn't help calling out softly, "Brother Lu?"

Lu Hansheng leaned on the sofa with his eyes closed, and fell into a deep sleep.

Realizing that something was wrong, Jiang Xingchuan stepped forward to take a look, only to find that Lu Hansheng had fallen asleep.

He was immediately speechless.

How long has it been since you closed your eyes?
Today's weather is still very cold.

Jiang Xingchuan went to his lounge and took out the quilt, and covered it for Lu Hansheng.

The sun was shining brightly outside the window, but on the sofa indoors, Lu Hansheng, who was sleeping soundly, frowned and couldn't sleep well.

In a daze, Lu Hansheng felt as if he had a particularly bleak dream.

In the dream, he experienced a long and tormented life.

Really tormented.

Because there, there is no his Ah Yan.

His Ah Yan was buried in the ground, becoming a cold tombstone.

When he woke up, Lu Hansheng still had wet spots in the corners of his eyes.

Jiang Xingchuan sat on the side, looking at him with a complicated expression.

"Brother Lu, did you dream about something?"

This was the first time Jiang Xingchuan saw Lu Hansheng cry.

Although I cried in my dream, it was really shocking.

What did he dream about that made him, such a powerful Brother Lu, cry so helplessly in his dream.

After waking up, Lu Hansheng stared at Jiang Xingchuan for a few seconds, then sat up from the sofa, followed suit, and walked out of Jiang Xingchuan's office without saying anything.

Comrade Xiao Jiang, who felt he was being ignored, "..."
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"Think it over, do you really want to leave Lu Hansheng?"

Outside.

Lu Hansheng, who was about to open the door to come in, suddenly froze when he heard the words from inside.

"Yes." Gu Qingyan said, "My marriage with him has come to an end."

A deep and deep voice sounded slowly, "If this is your deliberate decision, then we will return to the imperial capital tomorrow."

Through the glass window at the door of the ward, Lu Hansheng saw Gu Qingyan smiling at Mu Tianxi, "Dad, thank you for your support."

"..."

Lu Hansheng let go of the door lock, turned around, and left.

The lights in the corridor elongated his back.

His always tall and straight body looked so fragile and slumped at this moment.

His back looks even more lonely and lonely.

In the ward.

Looking at the figure flashing past outside the door, Gu Qingyan's eyes paused slightly.

Then, as if she had guessed something, she pursed her lips and lowered her head.

in the elevator.

Jiang Xingchuan, who happened to be going home for dinner, looked at the lonely Lu Hansheng outside the elevator door, and couldn't help being shocked.

Jiang Xingchuan's eyes widened, and he asked in shock, "Brother Lu, what's wrong with you?"

Lu Hansheng raised his head slowly, his eyes staring at Jiang Xingchuan with no trace of light.

His throat seemed to be choked, and he said weakly and hoarsely, "How many drinks with me?"

Jiang Xingchuan, "..."
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at night.

Lu Qingyan fell into a drowsy sleep, feeling that she was being hugged tightly in her arms.

The strong smell of alcohol came out of her nostrils, and she subconsciously frowned.

Just as she was about to struggle, she suddenly felt a heat in the pit of her neck.

Gu Qingyan's beautiful eyelashes trembled slightly, her mind went blank.

That is……

"Ayan." Lu Hansheng buried his head in her neck, and said in a voice almost choked up, "Will you not leave?"

"..."

The warm liquid dripped down the pit of her neck drop by drop.

It was so hot that Gu Qingyan's heart trembled.

She subconsciously clenched her fist.

"I know I'm not qualified to say anything to persuade you to stay. If I'm wrong, I'm wrong. But Ah Yan, I don't want to, I don't want you to go, I don't want to be a stranger to you."

Hot tears dripped down again, and Lu Hansheng's voice became hoarse.

"Ayan, give me a chance to redeem myself."

"Don't go, okay?" He begged her hard.

Lu Qingyan raised his hand and pulled away his hand around her waist, "Atonement?"

She asked him back, "Eight years of humiliation, a lifetime of separation, being drained of blood, and a little bit of despair waiting for death, how do you repay it?"

Lu Hansheng froze.

Gu Qingyan turned around to look at him, her eyes were full of indifference.

"Lu Hansheng, not all sins can be redeemed."

She caressed Lu Hansheng's cheek, her voice was obviously gentle, but her words were as sharp as a knife,
"You haven't experienced my despair, that's why you can say things like atonement so easily."

"You will never be able to understand my helplessness and despair at that time. After all, you can't experience everything I have experienced, can you?"

"So don't talk about atonement or anything. This sin, it can't atone."

Lu Qingyan didn't want Lu Hansheng to struggle fearlessly.

The relationship between her and him was like a knot, if it was tied to death, there would be no room for maneuver.

Separation is the best ending for them.

She does not pursue his past mistakes.

But she can no longer pretend that nothing happened and continue to be with him.

Whenever she saw him now, she would think of how she survived the torture of Gu Shuang'er in her previous life.

He did it unintentionally, but it actually brought her actual and indelible harm.

She couldn't let it go.

Lu Hansheng looked at Gu Qingyan with red eyes, speechless.

Every word she said was like a knife, piercing his heart fiercely, making him drip with blood.

"What about the child? We separate, what about him?" He stretched out his hand to cover her swollen abdomen, still struggling for the last time.

Gu Qingyan smiled wryly, "When parents love each other, children will be happy, but Lu Hansheng, there is no happiness between us."

"Forcibly tied together for the sake of the child, he will not be happy."

In the end, Gu Qingyan looked at him again, and said with pleading eyes, "In the last life, the child was by your side, so in this life, don't rob me, okay?"

Her sentence of "no happiness at all" is like a thousand arrows piercing the heart, Lu Hansheng asked almost self-deprecatingly,

"Staying by my side makes you suffer so much?"

"Yes."

Lu Hansheng's body trembled slightly, his eyes were almost scarlet.

"I know you're not him."

Gu Qingyan copied Yinglun's facial features with her fingertips, and said with a bit of sadness, "But Lu Hansheng, I can't forget everything about my last life.

Every minute and every second with you is suffering for me. "

Every minute and every second with you is suffering for me...

These words completely broke Lu Hansheng's defenses.

He no longer had the courage to lick his face to keep her.

He let her go and sat up on the bed.

His eyes were frighteningly red, and the fundus was bloodshot.

Lu Hansheng stared at her fixedly, and gave her the last decency, "When will you leave tomorrow?"

Hearing this, Gu Qingyan was taken aback for a moment, and then replied,

"Nine o'clock."

Lu Hansheng clenched his fists, and he pretended to be strong and said, "I won't send you off."

He was afraid that he would not be able to resist forcing her to stay.

Lu Qingyan nodded, "Okay."

Lu Hansheng immediately got out of bed and left.

When he reached the door, Gu Qingyan suddenly stood up and called him to stop, "Lu Hansheng."

Lu Hansheng turned his head almost as soon as she spoke.

He looked at her with bright eyes, as if expecting her to say something to keep him.

However, Lu Qingyan stroked his belly and said to him, "You can come to see him in the future. You are father and son, and I will not stop you from communicating."

But I won't see you again.

After all, Gu Qingyan didn't say this directly.

The light in Lu Hansheng's eyes followed Gu Qingyan's words, and then dimmed.

His eyes were dark and bottomless, as if he was hiding a thousand words, but in the end he just replied weakly, "Okay."

Lu Hansheng turned around, opened the door of the ward, and walked out.

As the door closed, a line of clear tears fell from the corner of Gu Qingyan's eyes.

She waved her hand towards the door and said softly, "Lu Hansheng, see you again."

Yes.

never see again.

If she wanted to forget the pain of the past, the first thing she had to forget was Lu Hansheng.

The door of the ward was suddenly pushed open again.

Lu Qingyan stared blankly at the man who suddenly left and returned.

Lu Hansheng walked over quickly.

He grabbed the back of Lu Qingyan's neck, bowed his head and kissed it fiercely.

Lu Qingyan was taken aback.

She stared at him with her eyes open for a few seconds, then closed them.

He didn't resist or respond, just let him kiss her.

Lu Hansheng seemed to use all his strength to kiss her.

He kissed extraordinarily ferociously, and there was a bit of despair in it.

This desperate and sad kiss lasted about 10 minutes.

Lu Hansheng reluctantly let go of her.

He was panting heavily, his chest heaving violently.

Lu Qingyan was also a little out of breath, her chest rose and fell slightly, and she panted lightly.

After Lu Hansheng straightened his breath, he said to Gu Qingyan, "I'll be waiting for you to come back in Yancheng."

When will you let go.

When are you willing to give me a chance.

As long as you open your mouth, I will run to you desperately.

Gu Qingyan shook her head, just when she was about to say why you did this, but Lu Hansheng had already turned around and left the ward quickly.

Seeing Lu Hansheng's slender and straight back disappearing in front of the ward door, Gu Qingyan couldn't help but shook his head.

I want her to feel relieved, unless she forgets the future and the past.

Otherwise, she and Lu Hansheng might never be together for the rest of their lives.

But how can a person's memory be forgotten at will?
Can't you hit yourself on the head with a stick, and have a period of selective amnesia like Lu Hansheng?
……

Because Mu Tianxi was staying to deal with the company's affairs, Ms. Hua took Gu Qingyan back to the imperial capital today.

Gu Qingyan had nothing to take away, so she didn't go back to Lu Hansheng's place to pack her luggage.

But she took off the pink diamond and asked Anle to send it to Lu Hansheng.

Now that Gu Qingyan has returned to the imperial capital, there is no need for Anle's protection.

So Lu Qingyan asked An Le to find a place for herself after she left.

On Shengshi's side, Gu Qingyan called Cai Muqing.

She told Cai Muqing that she was leaving Yancheng for the imperial capital.

He asked her to help look at Qin Shiyi, and told her to cultivate Qin Shiyi well, saying that she would have a bright future.

After finishing everything, Gu Qingyan is ready to take a taxi with Ms. Hua to the airport.

However, just as Gu Qingyan walked out of the apartment building holding Ms. Hua's hand, a white Audi suddenly drove up ahead quickly.

The Audi's speed was extremely fast, and it didn't care about it the whole time, and directly ran into Gu Qingyan's mother and daughter.

By the time Lu Qingyan noticed, the Audi had already approached them.

There was almost no time to think.

Lu Qingyan violently pushed Ms. Hua out.

She herself was unable to dodge.

bang.

Lu Qingyan was directly knocked and flew several meters away.