Promise you prosperous fireworks

Fu Jinse's self-deprecating words made Lu Qingyan's throat feel as if a fishbone was stuck, and her eyes turned red.
"Jinse, don't talk about yourself like that."

How proud Fu Jinse was in the past.

But now, she began to feel inferior.

It turns out that family changes can really change people beyond recognition.

Fu Jinse looked at Gu Qingyan, with endless mockery hidden in his eyes.

"In the past, I couldn't love, but now the love I want is in front of me, but I am like a coward, not daring to touch it."

It is said that nine out of ten loves are sad.

In the past, Fu Jinse couldn't love Meng Yuntang.

Now under Li Yan's strong strategy, his heart has softened, but he is afraid of wanting a long-term relationship.

Once she really agrees to marry Li Yan, Li Yan will not only lose the inheritance rights of the Li family, but also become the butt of jokes in the upper circles of the imperial capital because of marrying her.

When the time comes, everyone will say it.

Li Yan, married a divorced woman who murdered her father.

Maybe Li Yan didn't care about this at first.

After that.

The love under the gossip is like that thin piece of paper, which will be broken when it is torn.

Fu Jinse didn't have the courage to try.

She was afraid that one day, she would be immersed in the beautiful dream that Li Yan made up, and then one day, Li Yan would tear her dream to pieces with his own hands.

It's not scary to fall once.

The most fearful thing is that you have been lifted high by others, but you were thrown down hard by the other party.

That's really it, the body is smashed to pieces, and the pain is too painful.

In Fu Jinse's words, there was a sense of fragility and need for comfort. Without thinking, Gu Qingyan leaned over and hugged her,

"Jinse, don't shrink yourself up."

"If Li Yan really loves you, he won't be disturbed by those rumors."

Gu Qingyan comforted Fu Jinse.

Fu Jinse's pride comes from her father who loves her so much.

But now, the towering tree that could shield her from the wind and rain fell, and her incomparable pride was also shattered.

Even if a high mountain (Li Yan) appeared later to shelter her from the wind and rain.

But Fu Jinse, after all, seemed to have lost her bright pearl and her pride.

Fu Jinse smiled lightly, she was not confident after all,
"Yanbao, I'm afraid."

Fu Jinse buried her head on Gu Qingyan's shoulder, her voice was low and hoarse, with a hint of helplessness and panic,
"I'm afraid that gossip will eventually consume his love for me."

For Fu Jinse, Li Yan is salvation.

If salvation suddenly turns into an abyss, it will undoubtedly be a fatal blow to Fu Jinse.

It would be nice if you never saw the light in the first place.

But if you meet it, you still have it, if you lose it, then life will be worse than death.

"Jinse..."

No one can guarantee that Li Yan will love Fu Jinse for the rest of his life, but Lu Qingyan can't.

Lu Qingyan asked her nasally, "Do you want to leave him?"

Fu Jinse's body froze suddenly, and then she said hoarsely,
"I can't be so selfish, watching him being talked about and still enjoying what he has done with peace of mind."

After a pause, she said again, "He treated me very well, I can't be ungrateful."

Because he cared, he was afraid that he would be criticized.

Because I care, I want him to live a better life for the rest of his life.

Fu Jinse's words made Lu Qingyan's heart feel as if someone had been pierced into it.

Jinse felt that she was ungrateful if she and Li Yan continued to be together?
How much criticism has her Jinse endured these days to think of herself so lowly?
Gu Qingyan felt distressed.

Her zither was supposed to be a bright pearl in the sky, but now it is so dimmed.

Not even that confident.

Gu Qingyan could tell that Fu Jinse's condition was not very good.

Gu Qingyan was depressed before, so she was very worried that Fu Jinse would continue to be with Li Yan, and she would be affected by rumors and gossip, and then depressed.

Once a person enters a dead end, if he doesn't want to find a way to solve it, he will force himself to death.

Lu Qingyan agreed with the temporary separation of the two.

So she asked Fu Jinse, "Where do you want to go after leaving him? Go back to Yancheng?"

"Do not."

It is impossible for her to go back to Yancheng.

There is a place that Fu Jinse really wants to go to.

"Let's go to country F, I think it's time for me to pick up the things I discarded."

What Fu Jinse was talking about was a brokerage company in country F.

That year, Fu Jinse attracted countless talent scouts with a group of artistic photos that Gu Qingyan took of her.

Some poached her to become a star, and some poached her to become a model.

During this period, a famous model agent wanted to sign Fu Jinse and make her an international supermodel, but Fu Jinse refused.

Because she signed with the brokerage company, she was not allowed to marry and have children for ten years.

At that time, Fu Jinse loved Meng Yuntang so much that he did not hesitate to tie him up with marriage. How could he not get married for ten years.

So she gave up that spot.

The other party hated that iron can't be made into steel, and said something like 'for the sake of a man, she will regret it if she gives up her great future', and left.

Facts have proved that women can pursue love, but never give up their careers for love.

Because once you lose love, you have nothing.

Fu Jinse also really regretted it.

Fortunately, God still favored her.

Not long ago, the agent contacted her again.

Probably because she heard about her experience in China and wanted to see if she would be moved.

Fu Jinse was really moved.

Four years ago, she gave up her dream just to love Meng Yuntang.

Now, she has regained her dream, just for herself.

Rejecting Li Yan's marriage proposal was not just because of gossip, because he didn't want to see him being talked about.

What's more, Fu Jinse wants to truly live for herself.

As for why you want to break up.

How dare Fu Jinse ask Li Yan to wait for her if she has not been able to get married and have children for ten years.

How many decades can a person's life last?

What's more, Fu Jinse didn't think Li Yan could wait for her for ten years.

As a best friend, Gu Qingyan naturally agreed with Fu Jinse to pursue her dream.

It's just Li Yan's side...

Lu Qingyan felt that it was necessary for him to have a good talk with Li Yan.

Soon arrived at Li Yan's Jinyuan villa.

in the villa.

Li Yan has already returned.

He was sitting on the sofa in the living room, lazily crossing his long legs, and the LCD TV was on, but his mind didn't seem to be on the TV, his eyes were out of focus, apparently distracted.

Fu Jinse led Gu Qingyan into the door.

Li Yan heard the movement and turned his head to look over.

Seeing the person who said he would not come back tonight suddenly appear in the villa, Fu Jinse couldn't help being stunned.

But when Gu Qingyan saw Li Yan, he hurriedly said, "Excuse me."

Li Yan waved his hand, "You're welcome, you're Thurse's best friend, if you like it, I have no problem staying here for a long time."

As long as he doesn't abduct his woman, Li Yan doesn't mind adding a pair of chopsticks to his house and feeding him an extra mouth.

You don't need to stay for a long time.

Even if she wanted to, Lu Hansheng might not agree.

"I'll come to see Jinse, and I'll just bother you for two days."

Gu Qingyan said politely.

Li Yan nodded, then turned around and ordered the servants to clean up the guest room for Gu Qingyan to live in.

Fu Jinse ordered the kitchen to cook something for Gu Qingyan.

Gu Qingyan quickly said no, "Don't bother, I ate the meal on the plane, and I'm not hungry yet."

Seeing that she was not being polite, but that she was really not hungry, Fu Jinse told the servant not to prepare.

Seeing that Li Yan had been staring at Fu Jinse, Gu Qingyan obviously had something to say to her, so she told Fu Jinse tactfully,
"Jinse, I'm a little tired, please ask the servant to lead me to the guest room."

Fu Jinse nodded, called a servant, and asked her to lead Gu Qingyan and An Le to the guest room.

Gu Qingyan left.

Li Yan got up from the sofa and walked in front of Fu Jinse.

Li Yan pushed Fu Jinse against the wall of the stairs, and stared at her with a pair of eyes full of affection from birth, with resentment,
"Fu Jinse, do you want to go abroad?"

Fu Jinse, who didn't expect Li Yan to know about this, was slightly taken aback.

Then she seemed to think of something, she raised her head, and looked at Li Yan with a pair of eyes angrily, "Are you spying on me?"