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Chapter 295 Why is it so difficult to accept
Perhaps because of seeing Han Jingyu at the banquet, Qi Muyan's condition has not been very good.
However, she managed to maintain the disguise until the end of the banquet, and returned to the apartment where she and Jian Fan lived temporarily, and took off the disguise after arriving in the room.
She knows that this emotion needs to be resolved, and she needs to untie the knot in her heart.
She dared not tell Lu Wushuang and Jian Fan, because if she did, they might persuade her to reconcile with Han Jingyu.
But what she wants is not to reconcile, but to express her suppressed emotions.
So she called Dr. Wu.
Qi Muyan sat on the carpet beside the bed, the room has floor-to-ceiling windows, she can see the night view of Sijiu City.
The gray weather made Qi Muyan's mood depressed along with it.
"Doctor Wu, I'm sorry to disturb you like this." Qi Muyan first apologized after the call was connected, "But I can't find anyone to chat with."
"It's okay, I have nothing to do, do you have anything to tell me?"
In fact, Qi Muyan felt a lot more at ease when she heard Dr. Wu's gentle voice, "I saw him at night, and he helped me out. I was very grateful, but I only said thank you, and it seemed that a thank you could solve the problem. There is no need to continue to entangle.”
Qi Muyan didn't want to hear Dr. Wu's opinion on this matter, she just wanted to express her inner feelings.
So, she continued: "In fact, since I was a child, I can get whatever I want, and I don't cherish it after I get it. But he is really too difficult to get, so I have a feeling that it is nothing more than that. However, what I want is not like that... Maybe what I enjoy is the joy of chasing."
"But what I'm even more afraid of is that after we get it, we won't cherish each other, and there will be endless quarrels like before, the kind that won't tell the difference, and never give up. I'm very scared..."
Qi Muyan stared blankly at the front. After she confides the most true thoughts in her heart, she feels much more at ease.
"Doctor Wu, I'm sick of thinking this way, right?" Qi Muyan asked Doctor Wu's opinion, "I'm afraid of losing, afraid of the deterioration of the relationship, it's better not to have it. Then, I won't feel the feeling of loss again."
Hearing what Qi Muyan said, Doctor Wu actually felt that there was nothing wrong with the logic.
Dr. Wu said: "If you think about it roughly, it's right. If it doesn't start, it won't end. Of course, I didn't have the chance to experience the happiness and memories this incident brought to you."
"But those pains will make you forget the happiness that incident brought you." Qi Muyan now thinks of the time when she was with Han Jingyu, it seems that there are only pains and no happy things.
Even if there is, it takes a lot of effort to think about it.
"Actually, you already have the answer in your heart. If we agree with your choice, you will gladly accept it. If we disagree with your point of view, you will argue until we agree with you."
That's what it is...
"So, stick to your own ideas. If you think it's right, go for it, as long as you don't regret it." Dr. Wu said softly.
"Thank you, Dr. Wu, for the trouble." After Qi Muyan and Dr. Wu said this, she felt a lot more at ease.
The separation from Han Jingyu was a decision made after waking up.
She didn't regret making this decision, she just needed time to accept the setting.
……
After Dr. Wu hung up Qi Muyan's call, he sent the recorded recording to Han Jingyu.
And made a phone call.
"Mr. Han, during the period of treatment for Ms. Qi, I can feel that Ms. Qi's condition is improving a little bit. This has something to do with her taking the initiative to receive treatment. But..." Dr. Wu paused.
"But what." Han Jingyu's voice was a little fluttering, as if he had drunk again.
"But Ms. Qi still felt very hesitant when she mentioned the matter with you. She just kept affirming her behavior with words and subtly made herself accept the fact that she broke up with you." This is Dr. Wu's feeling during this time from.
"Well...I see."
Breaking up... I definitely won't accept it at the beginning, I have to give myself an acceptance process.
Slowly, slowly... just accept this setting.
"Mr. Han?" Dr. Wu called Han Jingyu, but there was no response for a while.
After a while, the phone was hung up.
Dr. Wu sighed: "Actually, I think Mr. Han should also receive psychological treatment. Since breaking up is so difficult, let's continue to try to be together. Is there any hurdle that we can't get over?"
……
That night Qi Muyan suffered from insomnia again, even if she told others about the things that were stuck in her heart, but after she closed her eyes, Han Jingyu's shadow was still in her mind.
In order to avoid continuing to think about this person, Qi Muyan simply sat on the bed all night.
Worried about thinking about messy things just sitting, I started working, as if I had endless energy.
He worked until early in the morning, when Jian Fan got up for morning exercise, he found Qi Muyan coming out with a pair of panda eyes.
"Didn't you sleep?" Jian Fan asked, "You should stay at home and have a good rest today, I think you may faint at any time if you go to the set in this state."
"It's okay, we'll go to the set after some breakfast, I'm fine, I can." Qi Muyan seemed to be in really good condition except for her dark circles.
After washing up, putting on makeup, and covering up the dark circles under her eyes, she couldn't tell that she didn't sleep all night last night.
Jian Fan and Qi Muyan were the first artists to arrive on the set, and their dedicated characters cannot be lost.
It is easy to get along with the staff on the set, memorize lines and so on.
Around ten o'clock, the filming of the scene between Jian Fan and the leading actor started.
Qi Muyan watched with the director and the others in the studio.
Not long after, there was a movement behind him.
Qi Muyan turned her head, and saw a girl who looked a little familiar and someone who looked like an assistant behind her came in with coffee.
Qi Muyan remembered, this is the woman Tang Xiao brought yesterday, she seems to be called Xu Yan.
Qi Muyan remembered it so clearly because she looked a bit like her.
"Director Xu, this is Mr. Tang's friend Xu Yan. He said that he came to study with his seniors and that he wants to make a movie in the future." The producer introduced to the director. This is official, but anyone with a discerning eye knows what the so-called "friend" is. what relationship.
Of course, Director Xu wanted to sell Tang Xiao's favor. Even if Xu Yan were to play a small role now, Director Xu would definitely agree to it, let alone just come here to study.
Xu Yan also did enough courtesy, distributed the coffee to everyone, and said: "I'm sorry to trouble you, you can just pretend that I don't exist, I just want to see how you guys film."
Who would dare to treat someone with the title of "Mr. Tang's friend" as air?
Qi Muyan felt that it didn't matter, as long as it didn't affect Jian Fan's interests, it didn't matter whether she Xu Yan wanted to come here to study or film.
Afterwards, Xu Yan handed the coffee to Qi Muyan.
"Thank you." Qi Muyan stood up and took the coffee with a neither salty nor weak expression.
Then she also had no way to have a good impression of a girl who looked a bit like her. It felt like Tang Xiao had found her to disgust her.
Of course, she didn't directly express this emotion on her face, she just took the coffee calmly, put it on the nearby table, and continued to watch the simple and traditional acting on the monitor.
She should really ask Tang Xiao if she turned around and asked Xu Yan to disgust her on purpose.
……
After several scenes were filmed, Jian Fan came back to touch up her makeup and eat something to fill her stomach.
Because of the limited space, Jian Fan didn't ask for a separate lounge, and just had dinner with the crew.
But when the staff saw the heroine came back from the show, they still automatically gave up space for her to rest.
As soon as Jian Fan came over, he said to Qi Muyan: "I just saw that woman who looks very similar to you yesterday, am I dazzled?"
"You don't, you don't have dizziness. You said you came here to study filming, maybe you will debut later." Qi Muyan said.
"..." Jian Fan looked in disbelief, "No, I heard..."
Jian Fan lowered her voice and said next to Qi Muyan's ear: "I heard that she is the top card of a certain club, if she makes her debut, won't there be waves of scandals in the future?"
When she heard that it was the top card in a certain club, Qi Muyan was a little surprised.
But when he thought that it was Tang Xiao's person, he felt nothing unexpected.
"I can't help it. The barriers to entry in the entertainment industry are too low now. If someone praises her, it's up to her." Qi Muyan doesn't gossip so much, it doesn't matter to her whether Xu Yan is the top star of a certain club or not.
"You can eat first, there will be a show in the afternoon!"
"What are you doing?"
"Go to the bathroom."
"You're so annoying, going to the bathroom while I'm eating."
The two talked to each other, Qi Muyan smiled and left the lounge to go to the bathroom.
She walked behind two staff members, who were probably too absorbed in gossip and didn't even notice the people behind them.
"That Xu Yan, the club's top card!"
"I know, I know. When I had a friend go to the club, I saw Mr. Han ordering her several times. I thought she would follow Mr. Han, but I didn't expect to be with Mr. Tang."
"Which Boss Han?"
"Mr. Han from Han's Entertainment!"
"Impossible, Mr. Han has a deep affection for his ex-wife. Didn't you see that Mr. Han had a conflict with the boss of Pineapple Video last night in order to help his ex-wife?"
"But... the deep affection for his ex-wife does not prevent the boss from having relationships with other women. I guess it's just a simple money transaction, right?"
Qi Muyan didn't continue listening, but went to the other side when turning the corner.
But before taking two steps, Qi Muyan stopped.
Leaning against the wall, she seemed to be trying very hard to accept the information revealed by the conversation between the two just now.
But why does my heart hurt so much?
Obviously knowing that after a man breaks up, he will start the next relationship very quickly, even if he will not start the next relationship, he will not let himself be idle.
She understands the truth, but why is it so difficult to accept it?
However, she managed to maintain the disguise until the end of the banquet, and returned to the apartment where she and Jian Fan lived temporarily, and took off the disguise after arriving in the room.
She knows that this emotion needs to be resolved, and she needs to untie the knot in her heart.
She dared not tell Lu Wushuang and Jian Fan, because if she did, they might persuade her to reconcile with Han Jingyu.
But what she wants is not to reconcile, but to express her suppressed emotions.
So she called Dr. Wu.
Qi Muyan sat on the carpet beside the bed, the room has floor-to-ceiling windows, she can see the night view of Sijiu City.
The gray weather made Qi Muyan's mood depressed along with it.
"Doctor Wu, I'm sorry to disturb you like this." Qi Muyan first apologized after the call was connected, "But I can't find anyone to chat with."
"It's okay, I have nothing to do, do you have anything to tell me?"
In fact, Qi Muyan felt a lot more at ease when she heard Dr. Wu's gentle voice, "I saw him at night, and he helped me out. I was very grateful, but I only said thank you, and it seemed that a thank you could solve the problem. There is no need to continue to entangle.”
Qi Muyan didn't want to hear Dr. Wu's opinion on this matter, she just wanted to express her inner feelings.
So, she continued: "In fact, since I was a child, I can get whatever I want, and I don't cherish it after I get it. But he is really too difficult to get, so I have a feeling that it is nothing more than that. However, what I want is not like that... Maybe what I enjoy is the joy of chasing."
"But what I'm even more afraid of is that after we get it, we won't cherish each other, and there will be endless quarrels like before, the kind that won't tell the difference, and never give up. I'm very scared..."
Qi Muyan stared blankly at the front. After she confides the most true thoughts in her heart, she feels much more at ease.
"Doctor Wu, I'm sick of thinking this way, right?" Qi Muyan asked Doctor Wu's opinion, "I'm afraid of losing, afraid of the deterioration of the relationship, it's better not to have it. Then, I won't feel the feeling of loss again."
Hearing what Qi Muyan said, Doctor Wu actually felt that there was nothing wrong with the logic.
Dr. Wu said: "If you think about it roughly, it's right. If it doesn't start, it won't end. Of course, I didn't have the chance to experience the happiness and memories this incident brought to you."
"But those pains will make you forget the happiness that incident brought you." Qi Muyan now thinks of the time when she was with Han Jingyu, it seems that there are only pains and no happy things.
Even if there is, it takes a lot of effort to think about it.
"Actually, you already have the answer in your heart. If we agree with your choice, you will gladly accept it. If we disagree with your point of view, you will argue until we agree with you."
That's what it is...
"So, stick to your own ideas. If you think it's right, go for it, as long as you don't regret it." Dr. Wu said softly.
"Thank you, Dr. Wu, for the trouble." After Qi Muyan and Dr. Wu said this, she felt a lot more at ease.
The separation from Han Jingyu was a decision made after waking up.
She didn't regret making this decision, she just needed time to accept the setting.
……
After Dr. Wu hung up Qi Muyan's call, he sent the recorded recording to Han Jingyu.
And made a phone call.
"Mr. Han, during the period of treatment for Ms. Qi, I can feel that Ms. Qi's condition is improving a little bit. This has something to do with her taking the initiative to receive treatment. But..." Dr. Wu paused.
"But what." Han Jingyu's voice was a little fluttering, as if he had drunk again.
"But Ms. Qi still felt very hesitant when she mentioned the matter with you. She just kept affirming her behavior with words and subtly made herself accept the fact that she broke up with you." This is Dr. Wu's feeling during this time from.
"Well...I see."
Breaking up... I definitely won't accept it at the beginning, I have to give myself an acceptance process.
Slowly, slowly... just accept this setting.
"Mr. Han?" Dr. Wu called Han Jingyu, but there was no response for a while.
After a while, the phone was hung up.
Dr. Wu sighed: "Actually, I think Mr. Han should also receive psychological treatment. Since breaking up is so difficult, let's continue to try to be together. Is there any hurdle that we can't get over?"
……
That night Qi Muyan suffered from insomnia again, even if she told others about the things that were stuck in her heart, but after she closed her eyes, Han Jingyu's shadow was still in her mind.
In order to avoid continuing to think about this person, Qi Muyan simply sat on the bed all night.
Worried about thinking about messy things just sitting, I started working, as if I had endless energy.
He worked until early in the morning, when Jian Fan got up for morning exercise, he found Qi Muyan coming out with a pair of panda eyes.
"Didn't you sleep?" Jian Fan asked, "You should stay at home and have a good rest today, I think you may faint at any time if you go to the set in this state."
"It's okay, we'll go to the set after some breakfast, I'm fine, I can." Qi Muyan seemed to be in really good condition except for her dark circles.
After washing up, putting on makeup, and covering up the dark circles under her eyes, she couldn't tell that she didn't sleep all night last night.
Jian Fan and Qi Muyan were the first artists to arrive on the set, and their dedicated characters cannot be lost.
It is easy to get along with the staff on the set, memorize lines and so on.
Around ten o'clock, the filming of the scene between Jian Fan and the leading actor started.
Qi Muyan watched with the director and the others in the studio.
Not long after, there was a movement behind him.
Qi Muyan turned her head, and saw a girl who looked a little familiar and someone who looked like an assistant behind her came in with coffee.
Qi Muyan remembered, this is the woman Tang Xiao brought yesterday, she seems to be called Xu Yan.
Qi Muyan remembered it so clearly because she looked a bit like her.
"Director Xu, this is Mr. Tang's friend Xu Yan. He said that he came to study with his seniors and that he wants to make a movie in the future." The producer introduced to the director. This is official, but anyone with a discerning eye knows what the so-called "friend" is. what relationship.
Of course, Director Xu wanted to sell Tang Xiao's favor. Even if Xu Yan were to play a small role now, Director Xu would definitely agree to it, let alone just come here to study.
Xu Yan also did enough courtesy, distributed the coffee to everyone, and said: "I'm sorry to trouble you, you can just pretend that I don't exist, I just want to see how you guys film."
Who would dare to treat someone with the title of "Mr. Tang's friend" as air?
Qi Muyan felt that it didn't matter, as long as it didn't affect Jian Fan's interests, it didn't matter whether she Xu Yan wanted to come here to study or film.
Afterwards, Xu Yan handed the coffee to Qi Muyan.
"Thank you." Qi Muyan stood up and took the coffee with a neither salty nor weak expression.
Then she also had no way to have a good impression of a girl who looked a bit like her. It felt like Tang Xiao had found her to disgust her.
Of course, she didn't directly express this emotion on her face, she just took the coffee calmly, put it on the nearby table, and continued to watch the simple and traditional acting on the monitor.
She should really ask Tang Xiao if she turned around and asked Xu Yan to disgust her on purpose.
……
After several scenes were filmed, Jian Fan came back to touch up her makeup and eat something to fill her stomach.
Because of the limited space, Jian Fan didn't ask for a separate lounge, and just had dinner with the crew.
But when the staff saw the heroine came back from the show, they still automatically gave up space for her to rest.
As soon as Jian Fan came over, he said to Qi Muyan: "I just saw that woman who looks very similar to you yesterday, am I dazzled?"
"You don't, you don't have dizziness. You said you came here to study filming, maybe you will debut later." Qi Muyan said.
"..." Jian Fan looked in disbelief, "No, I heard..."
Jian Fan lowered her voice and said next to Qi Muyan's ear: "I heard that she is the top card of a certain club, if she makes her debut, won't there be waves of scandals in the future?"
When she heard that it was the top card in a certain club, Qi Muyan was a little surprised.
But when he thought that it was Tang Xiao's person, he felt nothing unexpected.
"I can't help it. The barriers to entry in the entertainment industry are too low now. If someone praises her, it's up to her." Qi Muyan doesn't gossip so much, it doesn't matter to her whether Xu Yan is the top star of a certain club or not.
"You can eat first, there will be a show in the afternoon!"
"What are you doing?"
"Go to the bathroom."
"You're so annoying, going to the bathroom while I'm eating."
The two talked to each other, Qi Muyan smiled and left the lounge to go to the bathroom.
She walked behind two staff members, who were probably too absorbed in gossip and didn't even notice the people behind them.
"That Xu Yan, the club's top card!"
"I know, I know. When I had a friend go to the club, I saw Mr. Han ordering her several times. I thought she would follow Mr. Han, but I didn't expect to be with Mr. Tang."
"Which Boss Han?"
"Mr. Han from Han's Entertainment!"
"Impossible, Mr. Han has a deep affection for his ex-wife. Didn't you see that Mr. Han had a conflict with the boss of Pineapple Video last night in order to help his ex-wife?"
"But... the deep affection for his ex-wife does not prevent the boss from having relationships with other women. I guess it's just a simple money transaction, right?"
Qi Muyan didn't continue listening, but went to the other side when turning the corner.
But before taking two steps, Qi Muyan stopped.
Leaning against the wall, she seemed to be trying very hard to accept the information revealed by the conversation between the two just now.
But why does my heart hurt so much?
Obviously knowing that after a man breaks up, he will start the next relationship very quickly, even if he will not start the next relationship, he will not let himself be idle.
She understands the truth, but why is it so difficult to accept it?
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