Adorable baby is hard to pet, Daddy let go of my mommy

Han Jingyu watched Qi Muyan eat half a bowl of porridge, and when she was full, she put the spoon in the bowl.

Said to Han Jingyu, "I'm done eating."

"Are you full?" Han Jingyu asked.

She nodded, and then said, "I want to go to the bathroom."

Qi Muyan's body has actually healed during those days when she was in a coma, and the postoperative wounds have also recovered.

So after waking up, you can go to the bathroom by yourself.

"I'll take you there."

"No need, it's inconvenient for you to be in a wheelchair." Qi Muyan rejected Han Jingyu, "There is a bathroom in the ward, what else do you think can happen to me?"

Yes, it was because Han Jingyu was worried that something would happen to Qi Muyan, so even when she went to the bathroom, Han Jingyu wanted to follow her.

After being rejected by Qi Muyan, Han Jingyu couldn't force her to follow her to the bathroom, he could only wait outside and go in if there was any trouble.

After Qi Muyan entered the bathroom, she turned on the faucet, and vomited out all the porridge she just ate.

feeling bad.

He had obviously eaten all of it, but just now his stomach was overwhelmed, so he refused Han Jingyu to let her in.

When she vomited out her stomach and even the stomach acid came back together, Qi Muyan felt weak all over.

Slowly slid down the sink to the ground.

She was sitting on the cold tiles, under the glare of the lights above her head, she huddled tightly and hugged her legs.

Tears fell silently, and there was a pain in the heart, as if it had been hit hard many times.

The pain spread from the heart to all the limbs, and it couldn't get better.

She could pretend that nothing had happened in front of Han Jingyu, but when she was alone, she couldn't pretend at all.

The heart-wrenching feeling made her chest explode, and she couldn't breathe.

How would she accept the fact that she lost the child in her womb?
I can't accept it at all!

Qi Muyan felt that the world was gloomy, and she didn't know how to go forward.

Why did she have to meet these things?
Qi Muyan hugged her knees and curled up, just like a baby in the mother's womb, showing a posture of protecting herself.

She felt that she might not get better.

After an unknown amount of time, Han Jingyu knocked on the door of the bathroom with eagerness in her voice, "Yan Yan, why did you go in for so long? Are you okay? I opened the door and went in."

Han Jingyu tried to twist the door of the bathroom, but couldn't open it, so she locked it from the inside.

"Yan Yan!" Han Jingyu's voice became a little more serious, "Open the door, or I'll hit the door!"

"Yan Yan!"

"Kach—" The bathroom door opened from the inside, and Qi Muyan walked outside with the salt water bag.

He looked at Han Jingyu with a face full of surprise, "What are you doing? What do you think I'm doing in the bathroom?"

Han Jingyu was stunned by Qi Muyan's question, her eyes were obviously red, but the expression on her face was so natural.

She must have cried in the bathroom just now.

Han Jingyu steered the wheelchair towards Qi Muyan, and said, "I'm very worried about you."

"I know." Qi Muyan replied, "I'm also very worried about myself, because I don't know what I will do after I recover."

"Wannuan is dead." Han Jingyu said, "When I went to rescue you that day, she was holding the remote control of the explosives in her hand. I was going to snatch it. Later, I was shot dead by a sniper ambushing outside."

"Dead?" Qi Muyan asked lightly.

"Well, dead."

"If she dies, it will be too cheap for her." Qi Muyan's eyes turned cold, and a murderous look rose from his whole body.

"The Wen family, I won't make it easy for them either." Han Jingyu also told Qi Muyan about how she handled the Wen family, hoping that through the handling of the Wen family, Qi Muyan's inner anger would be lessened, and she could live the rest of the day with peace of mind. day.

Qi Muyan just asked Han Jingyu, "Didn't you say that the entire Wen family will be buried with you?"

The implication is that it is not enough to warm a person to death.

Han Jingyu was silent for a moment, then said, "I will do it to your satisfaction."

Qi Muyan didn't answer any more, but got on the bed, put on the quilt, and turned her back to Han Jingyu.

After covering her with the quilt, Qi Muyan's tears still fell uncontrollably.

She thought, she's not going to get better,
Since she can't get better, she won't let those who make her have a hard time live in style.

……

Han Jingyu left the ward after making sure that Qi Muyan was asleep.

He was depressed and in a bad mood.

He went to Li Xun's office. The latter had just come off an operation and his expression was not very good.

"What?" Han Jingyu asked.

"The operation failed, and I have no words to face my family." Li Xun took out a pack of cigarettes from the drawer, pulled out one and asked, "Do you smoke?"

Han Jingyu nodded. He was depressed and really needed to smoke to release his emotions.

"How's Qi Muyan doing?" Li Xun didn't want to focus on the failed operation just now, "I heard the situation is not good?"

"Well, it seems that there is no problem on the surface, but there are too many things in her heart. And now she wants revenge very much, and I am worried that these things will overwhelm her." Han Jingyu is very worried, "This is the beginning, in the future I will I'm worried that she will do more extreme things."

"Have you ever thought about taking over Xinglan? Maybe she will feel better when she sees Xinglan. After all, she is also my child."

"It's not that I haven't thought about it, but..." Han Jingyu was worried, "I don't want Xinglan to see her like this, and I think she doesn't want Xinglan to see her like this."

Han Jingyu, who was decisive in doing things, was so indecisive when faced with Qi Muyan's matter.

"Have you found a psychiatrist?"

"I'm looking for it." Han Jingyu's voice became deeper, "But I'm worried that she won't take the initiative to receive treatment."

Han Jingyu also received psychological training when he was in the army before, he had paid attention to Qi Muyan's state before, and she was very defensive.

Even in front of him, he didn't show a reassuring gesture.

So Han Jingyu was very worried that the psychiatrist was in vain.

But if you don't look for it, you will give up.

So, still have to try.

"You can be regarded as a blessing in disguise, because of that incident, the blood clot in your brain melted by itself." Li Xun could only say something happy, otherwise the atmosphere here would be too depressing.

"If I had another chance to choose, I would have watched Nuan Nuan die that night." Moreover, I watched Nuan Nuan die without any disturbance in my heart, and I would not feel any guilt towards her.

Because guilt towards bad people is cruelty towards oneself.

As long as he hesitated a little at that time, the current situation cannot be like this.

Li Xun shook his head with a faint smile, "You won't."

Han Jingyu's heart sank.

"I don't know what kind of person you, Han Jingyu, are?"

It's not a hero saving the beauty, nor is it to make Nuan feel grateful, it's a heartfelt, conditioned impulse to save someone.

is involuntary.

Because that is Han Jingyu.

Han Jingyu didn't refute, only regret.

Han Jingyu smoked a lot at that time, and smoked most of Li Xun's pack of cigarettes before returning to Qi Muyan's ward.

Worried that Qi Muyan could smell the smell of cigarettes on her body, Han Jingyu went to take a shower, changed her clothes, and brushed her teeth before going to Qi Muyan's bed.

The drip on the back of her hand has been removed, and the infusion will be done tomorrow during the day.

When Han Jingyu held Qi Muyan in his arms, he found that the person in his arms was very thin, even thinner than before.

He was so skinny that Han Jingyu was shocked.

It hurts so much, it hurts so much that he can only hug Qi Muyan tightly, hugging her with such strength as to embed her in his bones.

I want her to know that she still has him, and don't think this world is a bad place.

The answer to him was silence.

Maybe Qi Muyan fell asleep.

It doesn't matter if you fall asleep, there won't be so much pain and suffering in the dream.

……

In the following days, Qi Muyan cooperated with the examination and treatment, so her body recovered quickly.

The body is recovering quickly, but her weight has been dropping.

170 tall, but only [-] kg, I feel like skin and bones.

After Qi Muyan was able to eat anything other than porridge, Han Jingyu asked the family to prepare a lot of nutritious meals, but even such nutritious meals did not make Qi Muyan's weight increase in any way.

When relatives and friends came to see Qi Muyan, she also behaved normally, as if she just had a minor operation and now she is slowly recovering.

Han Jingyu watched as Qi Muyan's body got better day by day, but her psychological problems got worse day by day.

One day, Han Jingyu brought the psychiatrist to Qi Muyan and told her that he was his friend.

Qi Muyan could tell at a glance that this so-called friend was not a friend at all.

She said: "Psychiatrist? I don't think there is anything wrong with my mind and I don't need any treatment."

Before the psychiatrist could speak, the smile froze on his face, "Miss Qi, don't think so much, just chat like ordinary friends."

Qi Muyan said directly, "But I don't have a friend like you."

This is probably the first difficult problem this psychologist encountered in his career.

She thought for a while and said, "It's not a friend, but it can be developed into a friend."

Han Jingyu also specially found a female psychiatrist, so that Qi Muyan's heart would be less defensive.

But in fact, it seems that no matter whether it is a male psychiatrist or a female psychiatrist, neither can gain Qi Muyan's trust.

Qi Muyan turned her head and said to Han Jingyu: "If you ask a psychiatrist to come over again, you don't want to come."

Han Jingyu frowned slightly, and said to Qi Muyan: "Yanyan, I want you to talk to the psychiatrist first, if there is any problem, we will solve it."

"I'm mentally fine."

People who emphasize that they have no mental problems are like people who are drunk and say they are not drunk.

Self-deception.