After marrying the rich man

Lu Jingyan paused for a few seconds, and did not answer the phone until the moment before it was about to hang up automatically.

The phone was connected, and Qiao Yanchu's gentle voice of dripping water came from inside.

"Jing Yan, are you busy? Did I disturb you?"

"No, I didn't have my phone with me just now." He said quietly, his voice low.

Qiao Yanchu said, "I thought you were busy."

Lu Jingyan was holding the phone, a little absent-minded.

"Jing Yan, this is the first time we have met since the last farewell in Yecheng. I miss you very much, and wish I could stay with you all the time and never be apart."

Lu Jingyan said lightly: "Me too."

"If possible, I want to be with you all the time, but Jing Yan, that's not possible. I know how good you are, and I know how ordinary I am. In most people's hearts, I'm just a girl who has no acting skills and is attached to you. The flow Xiaohua, in the hearts of most people, I am not worthy of you. I am a person with self-respect. Everyone knows that I am worthy to stand by your side, Lu Jingyan."

It was not the first time Qiao Yanchu said these words, nor was it the first time Lu Jingyan heard them.

He stood in front of the huge French window, was silent for a moment, and asked Qiao Yanchu.

"Are you very concerned about what other people think and say?"

"I care, Jing Yan. Their words and deeds are stabbed in my heart. I am afraid, afraid that I will really become a vase that can only rely on you in the end."

"What about me?"

When he asked suddenly, Qiao Yanchu on the other end of the phone was visibly stunned.

"Jing Yan, you are in my heart, no one else can compare to you, but this is different from my trying to be worthy of you."

Lu Jingyan originally wanted to ask, what's the difference, but when the words came to his lips, it turned out to be.

"Do I make you so uneasy?"

"Jing Yan, this is my own problem."

Lu Jingyan smiled.

His voice was low and his words were flat, making it impossible for people to see what his mood was at the moment.

"I'm the one you love. It's my problem that I didn't give you a sense of security and made you feel so uneasy."

"No, Jing Yan, I chose to leave Yecheng and go out to develop outside. You can wait for me and continue to love me is my biggest motivation."

Waiting for her, loving her?
Lu Jingyan's eyes fell in the distance, and the words he spoke were careless.

"If you keep the status quo, how long will I have to wait for you, a year or two, or a lifetime?"

Qiao Yan was silent for the first time, and then she spoke again, with a hint of crying in her words.

"Jing Yan, I won't always be like this. You have never asked this question before, and now you suddenly ask this. Is it because I am not doing well enough? It makes you feel tired."

Lu Jingyan rubbed his brows lightly.

"I'm just asking casually."

"really?"

Lu Jingyan hummed.

Did not continue this topic.

"You called me, what's the matter?"

Qiao Yanchu hummed: "Jing Yan, I'm sorry, I just wanted to tell you that I can't have dinner with you tonight, I'm leaving early, the crew I'm with ended the filming early, and as a newcomer, I can't do anything special , must leave with the crew.”

"You want to leave early?"

Lu Jing asked.

"Yes, I'm sorry Jing Yan, see you next time, and I will definitely stay with you for a few more days."

Lu Jingyan only said in a low voice: "Work is important, I will visit you next time."