meet you and light

The sudden kiss startled me.

And the kiss was extremely aggressive.

It's not so much that he's kissing, it's more like he's gnawing on me.

A few seconds ago, we were still in a row, so what does Chu Yanchen mean now?
I also had resentment in my heart, so naturally I couldn't submit obediently, so I tried my best to push him away without giving him the slightest chance.

The four eyes collided, and I saw the trace of greed in Chu Yanchen's eyes.

But I don't want to.

"You can tell me the truth," Chu Yanchen breathed warmly on my face, "but you lied."

What Chu Yanchen said was true, but what I said was also a white lie.

"You can totally explain it to me, can't you?"

I am speechless.

It seems to be me who is wrong.

But I don't agree.

"Do you know how I felt when I woke up and saw that photo?" Chu Yanchen gritted his teeth, "But what hurts me more is your concealment."

I looked at Chu Yanchen with a displeased face.

"Shouldn't I care about it?"

"It's this little thing that hurts you," I asked in a cold tone, "or is it that your doubts hurt you?"

Chu Yanchen frowned.

"Look, you can't trust me at all."

Turning around, my hand reached out to the doorknob again, and immediately after, the man's hand covered it and hugged me tightly from behind.

Chu Yanchen rested his chin on my shoulder, paused for a few seconds, and drew out his voice: "Sorry, I overreacted."

An apology, and I broke my guard in an instant.

Tears welled up involuntarily.

Am I not wronged?Inexplicably, he was calculated again.

Am I not uncomfortable?This man who gave me confidence actually sneered at this moment.

"Don't go, okay?"

It's a pleading tone.

He was a completely different person from the tense look just now.

The gentle caress passed over my hair, the man gently kissed my earlobe, and slowly approached me.

I forced back the two lines of tears, but he still saw them.

The man's fingertips slid across the corner of my eyes, and in the next second, he hugged me fiercely into his arms.

"Hey, don't cry," five fingers patted my back lightly, "It's because of my attitude."

The resentment dissipated.

"It's me... not being honest enough." I reviewed myself, "But, you know, the relationship between me and Han Yichuan is indeed a little sensitive."

Chu Yanchen leaned down: "At this time, can you not mention this name to spoil the fun?"

"It's because you care too much," I said with a serious expression, "Chu Yanchen, please remember, the women of our Zhou family either don't choose, or they will live forever."

Chu Yanchen was slightly taken aback.

"So," I pointed to the man's belly, "put your heart in."

Chu Yanchen suddenly grabbed my hand, pressed it on the door, and fell over, as if he was going to eat me.

I broke free twice, but the man was too strong to break free at all.

With his back against the door, he could only feel the man's hot kiss floating on his body, and a fire burst out of his body involuntarily, burning more and more intensely.

With a "squeak", the button of the neckline fell out, and I opened my eyes nervously, only to see the black eyes sparkling with heat.

Only then did I realize that this was the source of the raging fire.

The man's hand stretched out to my waist and hugged me directly.

"You put me down..."

Chu Yanchen remained silent, staring at me intently, only to hear a "bang", and the bedroom door was kicked open by him.

A certain thought rushed into my mind, and my heart beat even more frantically.

The familiar ambergris sprang up from the tip of my nose, and I shrank my body until I merged with the man on my body.

"Don't be afraid, I'll take it easy."

A certain thought suddenly popped into my mind, I stretched out my hand, and pushed Chu Yanchen away.

The man looked at me in surprise.

I straightened my collar, and saw the disappointment in Chu Yanchen's eyes.

"I'll go get you a glass of water."

The footsteps were far away, and I was the only one left in the room. I lowered my head, wishing to clear that damned memory.

The night I handed myself over to Han Yichuan, he also said exactly the same thing.

"Don't be afraid, I'll take it easy."

"Hey, don't be so nervous."

Indulgence, lust, greed, desire to die.

During that damn process, it was both pain and joy.

I thought I had already forgotten all about it, but now it seems that this memory is still deeply engraved in my mind.

What's even more ridiculous is that just now, when Chu Yanchen said that sentence in my ears, reality and memory overlapped ridiculously.

One is the first man in my life.

The other is the man I cherish in my heart now.

Is the human heart really that complicated?
Or, have I never forgotten Han Yichuan?