She was spoiled by Qi Ye

After driving for about an hour, we arrived at the playground.

After arriving, Qin Shaojue called softly, "Qiqi, we're here."

Tang Qi opened her sleepy eyes when she heard Qin Shaojue's voice, "Are you there?"

"Well, here we are."

Tang Qi's eyes looked around in front of him, it was the entrance of the playground.

Blinking his eyes, he exclaimed.

"Playground?"

He was very surprised, and even more puzzled, he looked at Qin Shaojue.

The corners of Qin Shaojue's pretty lips raised slightly, he got out of the car with a smile, and went to open the door for Tang Qi.

He noticed a slight change in the expression on Tang Qi's face.

"Ah Jue." Tang Qi's voice hesitated for a moment, and asked Qin Shaojue who opened the car door: "The place you want to come to is a playground?"

The body instinctively rejects it.

The place I always wanted to go when I was a child, but when I grow up, the promised person is no longer in this world.

Still on such a special day...

Tang Qi was more and more repelled.

"I wanted to bring you here a long time ago." Qin Shaojue took Tang Qi's hand, "Today I was also struggling, should I bring you here, but..."

"I think it's most appropriate to come here today."

Indeed, it couldn't be more appropriate than today.

Tang Qi subconsciously wanted to break free from Qin Shaojue's hand, "Ah Jue, I... don't want to."

As for the reason, she didn't want to say.

Ah Jue, do you know?

A strong feeling was telling her that Ah Jue knew.

Qin Shaojue could feel Tang Qi's resistance, and even because of her resistance, he instinctively wanted to be a deserter.

Just like before, pamper her unconditionally no matter what she wants to do.

Don't want to see her sad, sad, these are things he refuses to see.

However, this time, Qin Shaojue did not indulge Tang Qi like before.

He wanted to untangle Tang Qi's knot today, a knot in his heart that he believed that he killed his mother.

If this knot is not opened, his Qiqi will always be caught in an endless loop.

"Let's go back, shall we?" Tang Qi said.

There was more pleading in the voice.

Those eyes were already sad.

Seeing Tang Qi like this, Qin Shaojue's heart was stabbed fiercely.

A picture of Zhou Ruan talking with Tang Qi appeared in his mind.

A woman who is not afraid of everything, was tightly suppressed by Zhou Ruan.

Although they are not close, they can guess the content of the conversation from their lips.

Zhou Ruan was stepping on Qiqi's wound.

Just because today is Qi Qi's birthday, Zhou Yun's real death day.

Zhou Ruan is unscrupulous!

At that moment, Qin Shaojue was determined to do what he was going to do now, even if it would make Qi Qi hate him in the end.

"Qiqi." Qin Shaojue held Tang Qi's hand tightly, "I know you don't want to face pain."

"But today, I hope that starting from today, you can face this day every year."

"Your birthday is your special day."

Tang Qi was startled, and looked at Qin Shaojue with trembling eyes, his eyes were a little sore.

"No, don't, I don't want to."

Almost screamed.

After she was reborn, it was the first time she was angry with Qin Shaojue and spoke so loudly to him.

Tang Qi held back her tears and clenched her gums, "You don't understand, you don't understand anything."

She broke away from Qin Shaojue's hand, her voice trembling slightly, "I thought you would be the person who understands me best in the whole world, but you are not."

Tang Qi's eyes were red, and she said fiercely: "It was me, it was my arrival that killed her, and it was all because of me."

"If there is no me in this world, she can live well in this world."

"I shouldn't have come into this world."

Tang Qi roared with all her strength, as if she wanted to scream out all her self-blame.

This is a gaffe that has never happened in so many years.

Because no one has ever stepped on the most painful place.

She wants to go, wants to escape from this place.

Tang Qi's sanity was swallowed up bit by bit.

Every year on this day, she becomes abnormal.

Cowardly, cowardly.

Tang Qi couldn't control herself like this, and when she thought of Zhou Yun's death, she would go crazy.

Tang Qi's words hurt Qin Shaojue's heart severely.

No matter how painful it is, he knows that it is not as painful as the pain in her heart now.

Such a weak her will only make him feel more distressed.

Qin Shaojue stepped forward and hugged Tang Qi tightly.

Some rebellious, some uncontrolled her.

"Qiqi." Qin Shaojue's voice softened a bit, "You didn't kill Mommy, no."

"She did everything she could to bring you into this world."

"She gave you all her love, and you are the continuation of her life."

"If she knows you in the spirit of the sky for so many years and falls into self-blame, she will definitely be unhappy, and she will definitely die with regret."

Qin Shaojue's voice was gentle again and again, "Qiqi, you should understand mother's heart better than anyone else."

"She hopes that you can grow up happily and happily, and be an invincible and powerful person."

"Instead of bringing you into this world and asking you to bear the pain that you shouldn't have to bear."

Tang Qi's tears suddenly couldn't hold back.

Tears rolled down from the eyes.

Under Qin Shaojue's gentle words, his mood calmed down a little bit.

Not so rebellious anymore, isn't it out of control.

Qin Shaojue could feel Tang Qi's breathing gradually calming down, and he touched her with his palm.

His fingertips ran across the corners of her eyes, wiping away the tears from the corners of her eyes.

"You're not wrong. Mom's death was just an accident, and there is no accident that anyone would like to happen."

"Don't think of yourself as a heinous person just because of your mother's death."

"You have to know that your existence has brought hope and happiness to many people."

"You're special, you know that?"

Tang Qi's heart gradually calmed down, and the tensed expression gradually relaxed.

Looking up, he met Qin Shaojue's warm eyes.

Very warm, very warm.

That kind of warm feeling can only be given by Ah Jue.

At this moment, her imprisoned heart seemed to be redeemed.

For many years, an invisible stone that was pressing on my heart seemed to be lifted away.

"I, can I?" Tang Qi asked cautiously: "On this day, have your own happiness?"

"Can I have it?"

She never dared to think about this desire.

This longing is full of guilt.

Now someone told her it wasn't guilt.

"Of course, of course you can." Qin Shaojue gently stroked Tang Qi's cheek with his fingertips, "You are you, the only you in the world, and you have the right to pursue the happiness and happiness you want."

"Don't live for anyone, you should live for yourself."

"Mom, I must hope so."

Tang Qi's eyes were light, and the heavy weight in her heart was completely relieved.

"Yes, mother... she also hopes so."

"Then I can go in, right?"

"Come on, let's go in and have a look." Qin Shaojue explained warmly, "You are pregnant now, so you can play some less intense sports."

"It's too exciting, you can play it later."

"Hmm!" Tang Qi smiled slightly.

When she was young, when other children were playing house and catching people, she climbed various hills with her grandparents.

Sometimes, in order to pick precious medicinal materials, it takes several days to go out.

Children's games, watching grandpa take the pulse and make a diagnosis, and watching grandma grab and boil medicine.

This is her childhood.

Later, Zhou Zhuhai and Sun Xiangran suddenly realized that Tang Qi was different and surpassed the maturity of his peers.

They want to bring back Tang Qi's lost childhood, and they want to give her a childhood whether she needs it or not.

Now, grandpa and grandma are gone, and A Jue has replaced the lead.

Mom, you arranged for such a man to be by my side, right?
You are afraid of me, trapped in pain and unable to get out, so you specially arranged for such a man, right?

Qin Shaojue took Tang Qi's hand and entered the amusement park.

At this point in time, and it was the weekend again, the amusement park should be overcrowded.

However, there are basically no tourists in the amusement park except for the staff.

"Merry-go-round, can you?" Qin Shaojue asked.

Tang Qi didn't have time to wonder, and looked in the direction Qin Shaojue pointed.

"Well, yes."

Qin Shaojue took Tang Qi to play on the carousel.

Tang Qi sat on the merry-go-round, with a faint smile on the corner of her mouth.

This is her first time playing, and a little excitement came over her.

Until it stopped, Tang Qi asked like a child, "Ah Jue, can I play again?"

Little girls are easy to please, even with this simple carousel game.

"of course can."

Qin Shaojue played the merry-go-round with Tang Qi over and over again until it was dark.

"Qiqi, go eat something first?" Qin Shaojue said softly, "Don't be too tired."

"okay."

Tang Qi followed Qin Shaojue contentedly, preparing to walk to the snack street in the amusement park.

On the long road, when the two walked by, the colored lights hanging on the trees on both sides lit up one after another as the two walked by.

It looks like a road of lights specially set up for them.

Tang Qi looked a little silly.

Qin Shaojue continued to drag Tang Qi forward, halfway there, he would meet some cartoon characters dressed up by the staff, holding glowing balloons in their hands.

Originally, Tang Qi didn't pay much attention.

Until they suddenly released the glowing balloons, all the balloons seemed to be controlled by a remote control, and they were arranged in characters: Welcome Qiqi.

Then there was another string of colorful luminous fonts: Please keep going.

Tang Qi was amazed when he saw the characters written in colorful glowing balloons in midair.

Turning his head to look at Qin Shaojue, his thin lips couldn't help but raised, "Shall we go and see together?"

"Ah."

Tang Qi followed the guidance of the balloon and continued to move forward.