Madam leg hurts please hug

In the corridor of the most special ward of Beijing Hospital, there was no one else except a few nurses passing by.

The sky outside the window dimmed, and the snowflakes became bigger and bigger.

An Xiaoyue sat in the corridor of the hospital, lowered her head and just bit her finger.

I don't know if it's because of the cold or something, but my body still trembles slightly.

Even though the heating in the hospital was fully turned on, her palms were still icy cold.

Everything that happened just now flashed in her mind like a dream, and every word Zhou Linran said rang in her ears.

Gong Yumo's hurt eyes, his begging words, and the last picture of him kneeling down and vomiting blood all appeared in front of her frame by frame.

At this moment, her mind was in a mess, and the dried tears on her face were so tense that her skin ached.She didn't know what to do next, how to face Gong Yumo.

The door of the ward behind him opened gently, and there was a slight sound of footsteps.

She stood up when she heard the sound, and turned to look at the person coming.

Zhou Linran came out with a few sheets and said to her, "He's awake, I'll go to the doctor."

An Xiaoyue nodded lightly, and said in a hoarse voice, "Then I'll go first."

"Aren't you going to see him?" Zhou Linran took her arm, "He should really want to see you now."

An Xiaoyue lowered her gaze, staring at the cold ground, "I don't know what to say, I'm in a mess right now."

Zhou Linran saw her entanglement and hesitation, and comforted her softly, "I can see that you are also worried about him, go and see, even if you want to listen to him."

After speaking, Zhou Linran gave her a positive look, and then walked to the doctor's office.

An Xiaoyue stood there hesitating for a few seconds, took a deep breath, and then pushed open the door of the ward.

The person on the hospital bed had already sat up, his pale face looked haggard against the backdrop of the hospital gown.

He was leaning sideways to prepare for the glass of water on the bedside table. Seeing this, An Xiaoyue quickly picked up the glass and handed it to him.

When Gong Yumo raised his head to look at her, he was slightly taken aback, then took the water glass and thanked softly, "Thank you."

An Xiaoyue sat down beside his bed and began to size him up.

He seemed to be thinner, thinner than when he just returned to China, and his already smooth jaw line was sharper.

The already fair skin was even paler due to illness, and the eyes were still so deep, like a bottomless sea, but the thin lips had lost their previous blood color, and they looked cute.

"I know you're worried about me, I'm very happy." Gong Yumo took a sip of water and put the glass back where it was, with the corners of his mouth slightly curved.

Hearing his words, An Xiaoyue came back to her senses and looked away, "I'm just afraid that if you die, you won't be able to cleanse yourself."

Accustomed to her soft-hearted and hard-spoken appearance, Gong Yumo didn't poke her, but just kept looking at her and smiling gently.

"Seeing that you are fine, I don't have to take any responsibility." An Xiaoyue stood up and said, "I'll go back first."

She was just about to go out, but someone held her hand tightly.

"I know I'm not qualified to say anything to you now, and it takes courage even to keep you, but can you?" Gong Yumo held her somewhat cold hand, his voice was gentle as if water was about to drip out, and it seemed to bring With a little prayer, "Stay with me"

As if possessed by a demon, An Xiaoyue didn't break free from his hand, let him pull her, and then sat down again.

"You know, I'm not very good at talking." Gong Yumo's warm fingers rubbed the back of her hand, "If I knew that we would end up like this today, I would definitely not have made the mistake I did back then."

An Xiaoyue's nose was a little sore, she gently withdrew her hand, pretending to calm down her emotions, "Gong Yumo, the past is over, I don't want to mention it anymore, what we have to say is also clear gone."

She took a deep breath and smiled, "I admit that when you made this selfish decision to leave, I blamed you a lot. It doesn't matter what kind of suffering I suffer, but my dad and my father Baby."

Speaking of this, she choked up a bit, suppressed tears and continued, "But they shouldn't pay for our marriage. I have lost too much, almost nothing, and I don't want to lose anything anymore."

"I think the current life is the best for you and me. We are not from the same world, and now we are just back to our respective origins."

She raised her head, looked at Gong Yumo's haggard face, held back her tears and smiled slightly, "Gong Yumo, we will not owe each other any more from now on, I will not blame you any more, and you don't need to be ashamed of me."

She didn't know what supported her to say these words, she just felt a little tired.After going through so much, she just wants to live a normal life.

Gong Yumo's eyes were red, and he said in a low voice, "If I knew that you would suffer so much, if I knew that you had our child at that time, I would not leave you even if I died by your side. "

"An Xiaoyue..." Gong Yumo was afraid that she would leave, so he grabbed her hand again and held it tightly in his palm, "I know I'm a bastard and selfish, can you forgive me, a selfish ghost, once more."

Thinking that she had endured so much by herself, his heart felt like a thousand knives had been pierced into it, densely packed with bloody holes.

He is a jerk!It's a jerk!
In all his calculations, he never thought that the woman he loves has suffered so much in the world where he can't see it, and he never thought that the child he wanted but dared not come to this world
How did she spend those painful days alone?
He hadn't been by her side to accompany her when she was most helpless, so how could he have the face to keep her now.

"Forget it, Gong Yumo." An Xiaoyue raised her head, her eyes filled with relief, "Let's let each other go like this, and treat this confession as an end to this imperfect marriage, and also as a way to give a happy ending to this imperfect marriage." Each other's face."

"We really can't go back," she said.

She said, "Maybe you don't know, I have liked you since I was a child, and now I paid for my youthful love and gave all my youth. It's time to put an end to this unequal relationship. From now on , we owe nothing.”

She said a lot simply and calmly, but Gong Yumo felt that even his own breathing was not real.

He watched her withdraw his hand, watched her smile as if everything didn't matter, and watched her get up and leave.

She turned around bluntly, leaving him with a chic back.

He moved his thin lips, but couldn't say a word, and silently shed a tear.