She is brighter than the stars

Cheng Nian frowned, pursing his lips as if he was really worried.

"What if it fails?"

She didn't want Li Shubai to become like Yu Shi early on.

Sensing Cheng Nian's serious tone, Li Shubai laughed softly, leaned over and kissed her lips, "I won't."

Cheng Nian wanted to say something, but his mouth had no time to speak.

When he was about to be led by the nose, Cheng Nian's mind suddenly flashed with clarity.

She pushed Li Shubai away with difficulty, and asked in a very incomprehensible tone.

"If you knew early on, why didn't you come to me in the past four years?"

Li Shubai's eyebrows quickly gathered in the middle, stared at Cheng Nian for a while, and then kissed her a little roughly again.

Cheng Nian felt that the root of his tongue was being agitated by Li Shubai, as if he wanted to eat himself like this.

When he was finally let go, Cheng Nian's lips were so red that they were about to bleed.

Panting slightly, she said stubbornly, "Can you tell me now?"

Li Shubai's gaze sank, as if hesitating.

At that time when he returned to Chu's house, it was as if a canoe suddenly sailed into the turbulent whirlpool.

All kinds of people surrounded him all of a sudden, which made him extremely tired, and he was barely healed until Chu Xiangyun appeared.

Looking back now, those days seem to be lifeless.

Although the material life is rich, Li Shubai's spiritual world is as chaotic as the end of the world plus a zombie siege, and one or two meteorites dropped by the way.

Chu Xingzhi seemed to value him, but only because he needed an heir.

A father and son who haven't seen each other for more than ten years have almost no relationship.

Even if Li Shubai didn't know that Chu Xingzhi was involved in the Cheng family's affairs at first, he didn't have any good feelings for this cheap father.

To be honest, Li Shubai felt that he was magnanimous if he had abandoned the two of them for so many years without hating him.

But under the circumstances at that time, Li Shubai had almost no right to choose.He was too weak to resist this fucking fate.

Chu Xingzhi arranged for Li Shubai to go to Qingbei to study finance, join the company, and even wanted to arrange for Li Shubai's life.

In order not to let the Chu family harass Cheng Nian, and to hide his true purpose, Li Shubai has been playing an excellent heir in a law-abiding manner.

He must hide his weakness until one day he will no longer be threatened by anyone.

It took Li Shubai four years to let himself grow up gradually.

Perhaps Chu Xingzhi could see Li Shubai's careful thinking just around the corner, but he was also very confident that no one would not be defeated by the power of money.

It's a pity that there are really people in this world who don't like glory and wealth, and only want to live a life they like.

In Li Shubai's plan, maybe he will have to wait for a while before he really appears in front of Cheng Nian.

But the moment he opened the door of that box and saw Cheng Nian, he preemptively advanced the plan.

Cheng Nian heard Li Shubai speak these things calmly, and felt as if there were fine needles pricking his chest continuously.

"Besides that..." Li Shubai looked aside, "Maybe I'm still a little angry with you."

Cheng Nian was so distressed that he was about to die, his eyes were red like a bunny, and he whispered, "What are you angry about, tell me."

Li Shubai glanced at Cheng Nian, and said vaguely: "I can't blame you all, it's my mentality that is wrong."

Cheng Nian got into Li Shubai's arms and said coquettishly, "Tell me, I will change the bad parts."

Li Shubai pursed his lower lip, and rubbed against Cheng Nian's neck, showing some hurt emotions for the first time, and said softly.

"I think you care more about others than me. You remember that Yu Shi wants sunflowers, but you only care about me..."

Li Shubai couldn't continue talking, he didn't really want to relive the feeling of not being taken seriously, but he couldn't forget it either.

So later he couldn't help but want to challenge Cheng Nian's bottom line, to confirm that he was important over and over again, and to do a lot of childish behaviors.

He knew that Cheng Nian was going to have dinner with Jiang Lai, so he wanted her to come back to accompany him.Knowing that Cheng Nian didn't like Jiang Lai, but he was uncontrollably making trouble for no reason.

Cheng Nian had long forgotten about the sunflower, and after a long while he managed to remember it, and suddenly said, "But that's because he gave us the music festival..."

She wanted to explain, but she closed her mouth halfway through the sentence, and changed her mouth, "It's my fault, is there anything else?"

Li Shubai didn't want to appear too petty, but Cheng Nian had never asked him these things, so he couldn't help but say more.

"Just seeing you talking to other guys, or just making eye contact makes me unhappy."

Feeling that Li Shubai was very wronged, Cheng Nian subconsciously said, "Then why didn't you tell me then?"

Li Shubai forced a smile, lowered his eyes and said: "This kind of thinking is too much, even I can't do it myself. And... at that time, if I said it, I'm afraid you wouldn't care about it."

Cheng Nian slapped his forehead and suddenly remembered about Xie Junyu.

It's not that Li Shubai didn't reveal it to her, it's because she didn't take it seriously and even quarreled with him, how could Li Shubai say it again.

Cheng Nian closed his eyes deeply, his small face wrinkled like a sour orange.

Although she felt that her words were very weak at the moment, she still couldn't help but hugged Li Shubai's neck, and said softly, "I'm sorry."

Li Shubai rubbed the furry head in his arms, "I don't want to hear you say sorry. Be good, you don't need to feel sorry for me."

In fact, Li Shubai can understand now, including the matter of Xie Junyu.

But even if he faced this matter with his current state of mind, Li Shubai felt that his handling method would not be much better than that at that time.

When in love, everyone hopes that they can be above everything in the heart of the other party.

Because of such careful thinking, Li Shubai felt aggrieved for quite a while, feeling that there was always something more important than himself in Cheng Nian, and even felt that Cheng Nian didn't care much about him at all.

He said he wanted to buy study materials with Tang Yanran, but Cheng Nian just nodded to show that he understood.

Seeing him and Tang Yanran studying together, she sat silently while eating.

Although Li Shubai didn't mean to make Cheng Nian jealous, it was really uncomfortable to receive such feedback.

Thinking in a good direction, Cheng Nian completely trusted him.

But no matter how hard Li Shubai tried, he still couldn't do this.

All the thoughts in his mind flowed uncontrollably towards Cheng Nian, who was not afraid of losing his side.

Sometimes he felt that he was quite awkward inside, almost like a little girl.

And Cheng Nian was too sloppy, which made him very sad most of the time.

Especially when the inferiority complex jumps out again, I will be sad for a longer time.

But such a thing is not right or wrong.

Li Shubai could clearly understand that Cheng Nian was such a person.