She is brighter than the stars

On the cold street, Fang Yuan looked at Li Shubai happily and apologetically after finishing the phone call.

"My mother said to borrow 5 yuan for me, and I will call tomorrow. All my jewelry has been sold, and there should be more than 3 yuan. Qi Shimin also said to borrow some money for me, and it should be paid off soon."

Li Shubai responded in a low voice, staring at the road in front of him, and didn't say anything else.

Fang Yuan lowered her head in embarrassment, "I'm sorry, I caused you and Cheng Nian to quarrel over my matter. Otherwise, I'll go and explain to her."

Li Shubai said in a deep voice: "No need, she's just angry with me. I'm too busy to spend time with her. I won't work part-time after these jobs are over. You and Qi Shimin should contact someone else."

Knowing Li Shubai's situation, Fang Yuan couldn't help persuading him, "But it's much more profitable than setting up a stall before, and it's not that hard."

Li Shubai thought for a while, then sighed: "At least wait until her anger subsides."

He was really sad in the haunted house just now, and he also felt very uncomfortable when he said a lot of excessive things to Cheng Nian.

When Li Shubai was thinking about how to apologize to Cheng Nian, Fang Yuan pointed to the convenience store window across the street, "Is that Cheng Nian?"

Li Shubai looked in the direction of her finger, just in time to see the scene where Yu Shi stood up and hugged Cheng Nian.

He suddenly felt that his heartbeat stopped, and even the whole world felt like pressing the pause button.

Li Shubai stood there like a piece of wood, his eyes fixed on the two people in the window.

He saw Cheng Nian pushing Yu Shi away in surprise, and then the two of them didn't know what to say.Then Cheng Nian laughed, and Yu Shi touched her head affectionately.Finally, Yu Shi naturally handed the phone to Cheng Nian, and soon his own phone rang.

Li Shubai subconsciously thought it was Cheng Nian calling, so he picked it up instantly.

Hearing Cheng Nian's joyful voice, ten thousand possibilities popped up in Li Shubai's heart.

He didn't know how to deal with it, and asked softly, holding back his trembling heart, "What's wrong?"

Cheng Nian was a little disappointed by the cold voice on the phone that seemed to come from the ground. Thinking it was her fault, she flattered her, "I want to see you."

Li Shubai was silent for a while, "If you have anything to say, just say it."

Cheng Nian said "Oh", and suddenly didn't know how to speak, and said coyly, "I want to talk about Yu Shi..."

Hearing Yu Shi's name, Li Shubai's heart twitched suddenly, and all the muscles in his body tensed.

He didn't want to hear what Cheng Nian might say next, so he gritted his teeth and said in a trembling voice, "I see."

Cheng Nian was taken aback.

Thinking that he should also feel that his reaction was a bit extreme at that time, so he felt guilty and said directly: "I'm sorry, can you forgive me?"

Li Shubai felt uncomfortable as if a ball of white iron slurry had been poured into his throat. The pain was pulling every inch of his internal organs, as if to tear him apart from the middle.

"It's okay, you didn't do anything wrong."

Yu Shi is not bad-looking, and his family background is good, he can give Cheng Nian a lot of things that he can't give himself.Such multiple choice questions are not difficult to do at all.

Cheng Nian felt something was wrong, and said suspiciously: "You have a weird voice, I want to see you."

Li Shubai suppressed the soreness in his heart, and said in a hoarse voice: "No need, I'm already... going to sleep."

Cheng Nian hurriedly said, "I'm sorry, don't be angry with me. That money..."

Li Shubai immediately interrupted her, "I will return it to you."

He didn't need Cheng Nian to be pitiful when they were together, and he didn't need it now.

Li Shubai's cold words made Cheng Nian feel quite uncomfortable.

When it comes to quarreling, if one person gives the steps, the other will go down, otherwise it’s okay.

She pursed her lips and said helplessly, "Okay then, let's meet tomorrow, shall we?"

Li Shubai didn't want to see Cheng Nian, he didn't know how he could face her calmly, and said bitterly, "Let's talk about it after I finish paying the money."

Feeling that Li Shubai might still be angry, Cheng Nian wanted to let the two of them calm down, so he didn't force him anymore, and said softly, "Okay, then go to sleep. Good night."

After hanging up the phone, Li Shubai was so uncomfortable that he could hardly stand up.

He asked Fang Yuan to go back to school first, and then he took a wooden step away from the convenience store alone.

Fang Yuan chased up and called him a few times, but he acted like he didn't hear him, and wanted to stay away from the place where he saw Cheng Nian.

Seeing Li Shubai in a trance, Fang Yuan was terrified, and said repeatedly: "Li Shubai, are you okay, your face is so scary, what's wrong?"

Li Shubai waved his hand reluctantly, "You go, I'm fine."

Fang Yuan was a little scared, and stretched out his hand to pull Li Shubai, as if he had touched a rock.

Seen by Li Shubai's indifferent gaze, she withdrew her hand majestically, quickly called Qi Shimin, and followed him from a distance.

Li Shubai no longer knew where he was, it was as if his soul had been sucked out of him.

He couldn't help but think of what he said to Cheng just now, what is he to her?
spouse?friend?But now it looks more like a dispensable.

How important is the liking she said? Is it so much in two lifetimes combined?

It's really ridiculous.

No, he was right to be ridiculous.Even though he knew the gap with her from the beginning, he still couldn't help but ran to Habei.

So what if you come running, so what if you give up your dream?It’s not like people just say no to it.

How much is that poor dream worth in her heart?When she was born, she stood at the end of many people's poverty and could not reach it in her life. What is the difference between Nandu and Habei in her heart?
Thinking of this, Li Shubai seemed to be walking in an ice cave, and there was no part of his body that was not cold.

"Hey, kid."

Suddenly, he seemed to hear someone calling him, so Li Shubai stood still and looked aside with a stiff head.

Under the eaves of the store, a handsome young man in a thin turtleneck stood there.

At the end of October, Harbin officially entered winter, but the man was like a descendant of a god who had fallen into the mortal world, and he didn't feel cold at all.

With one hand in his pocket and a cigarette in the other, he stared fixedly at Li Shubai.

Seeing that Li Shubai didn't answer what he meant, the man directly pulled him into the eaves, "What's wrong with you? You're out of your mind."

Li Shubai gave him a sideways glance, but didn't speak.

The man tentatively asked, "Did you argue with your girlfriend?"

Li Shubai's expression was touched, but he still didn't want to speak.

Feeling that I guessed it right, the man smiled lightly.

"What's the big deal? A man can bend and stretch. An apology is enough. Women are hard-spoken and soft-hearted. Look at my family. Because I beat her ex one time, I will be kicked out. I deliberately didn't take the coat. Within 5 minutes she was coming and begging me to go back."

Li Shubai grinned bitterly, and said in a low voice.

"But she's in love with someone else."