She is brighter than the stars

Li Shubai put down his chopsticks and said seriously, "I don't have any."

Cheng Nian quickly smiled, "Don't be so stupid, please eat."

Stirring the rice noodles in the bowl, he casually picked up one and put it in his mouth, Cheng Nian asked casually, "How much did you borrow for school?"

Li Shubai didn't know why Cheng Nian suddenly mentioned this, and said frankly, "I borrowed half of it."

"What about living expenses?"

Li Shubai said softly: "What's wrong?"

Cheng Nian blinked and pretended not to care, "No, just ask."

A trace of embarrassment appeared on Li Shubai's face, and he said in embarrassment: "My mother will give me some living expenses, and I can also earn some money when I go to work. I told you about the milk tea shop in the East District."

Cheng Nian tightened his hand holding the chopsticks, nodded thoughtfully, and restrained himself without saying anything.

When Li Shubai was about to finish his meal, Cheng Nian just picked out the peanuts in the bowl and ate them.

She wasn't very hungry at all, and she didn't even want to eat after hearing Li Shubai's words.

Seeing Li Shubai put down his chopsticks, Cheng Nian pushed his own bowl over, "I'm full, do you want to eat?"

Li Shubai looked at the rice in Cheng Nian's bowl, which was even more than before, and frowned, "But you hardly ate."

Cheng Nian laughed dryly, looked away and said, "Suddenly I'm not hungry anymore."

Based on the principle of not wasting, Li Shubai took a few bites with his chopsticks.

While Li Shubai was eating, Cheng Nian went to buy two bottles of water and the corn Lin Feifei wanted.

Seeing Cheng Nian coming back with a piece of corn, Li Shubai's expression suddenly sank.

"Aren't you hungry?"

Cheng Nian put down the water, was stunned for a while before he realized: "Ah, this is for Lin Feifei."

Thinking of what Cheng Nian asked himself before, Li Shubai didn't quite believe her explanation.

He didn't eat any more, got up and said, "Let's go."

All the way in silence, the two walked side by side on the campus with their own concerns.

Going back from the cafeteria, you will first pass Li Shubai's dormitory on the way.

When he was about to go downstairs to his dormitory, Cheng Nian asked as if he had made up his mind: "Senior Zhou said he would take Lin Feifei and me to a nearby scenic spot, will you go?"

Li Shubai paused, and said in a deep voice, "No, I still have to go to work."

Cheng Nian felt as if her heart had been hit hard by a hammer that was worth a thousand dollars. She hesitated for a few seconds before she said, "Can I give you the money? Can I not go to work?"

Li Shubai couldn't bear the doubts he had endured for a long time, and asked softly, "Cheng Nian, are you pitying me?"

Cheng Nian took a deep breath, feeling as if the cold December wind was pouring into his throat, he couldn't explain why.

She didn't feel sorry for Li Shubai either.

In her heart, the boy is the sea waves, the orange soda, the mist among the apple blossoms, and the fresh strawberries picked in winter.

Good things are always fleeting, and youth should not be wasted on earning a living.

Cheng Nian knew that his thoughts were somewhat hypocritical, there were many poor students like Li Shubai who were working part-study in college.

People rely on their own labor to earn money for their own education, and it is more honorable than Cheng Nian, a rich second generation like Cheng Nian who takes money from his family.

But she doesn't care about others, she just can't see Li Shubai like this.

Seeing Li Shubai's serious expression, Cheng Nian also turned serious, and said in a negotiating tone: "No, but you do need money, right? Just treat it as a loan from me, and pay it back after you graduate and start working." ?"

Li Shubai looked straight into Cheng Nian's eyes, and said calmly, "But I don't want to do this, I want you to love me."

Cheng Nian was about to blurt out the phrase "I love you", but she bit the tip of her tongue hard.

The bloody smell quickly permeated the whole mouth, and the pain made her tremble, and she finally woke up and said: "Even if you are a friend, you can accept my kindness. What is the difference between owed others and owed me."

Cheng Nian only cared about the beauty in his own heart, completely ignoring the most important self-esteem of a teenager.

Li Shubai turned his face away, and said in a low voice: "I don't think it's bad now, I can support myself, and I don't need to owe you anything."

Cheng Nian wanted to cry, cursed, and asked Li Shubai what he meant by supporting him, would he starve to death?
She didn't know what was wrong with wanting Li Shubai to live a more relaxed life.

All kinds of emotions surged up from the bottom of my heart, mixing into a kind of rage that was on fire.

Cheng Nian clasped his hands tightly, took a deep look at Li Shubai, and left without saying anything.

Li Shubai looked at Cheng Nian's back, and sighed helplessly, feeling that the relationship that had finally eased up these days had returned to the original point.

But no matter what, it is impossible for him to accept Cheng Nian's money, only in this way can he pursue her calmly and generously.

Cheng Nian went back to the dormitory angrily, and lay down on the bed sullenly after taking a shower.

After calming down a bit, she thought she was funny.

It's not like Li Shubai, why bother with so much business.What does he like to do, what does it have to do with her.

She is here blindly feeling distressed, and people don't appreciate it at all, as if she wants to post back.

It's so cheap.

Cheng Nian covered his head under the quilt irritably, feeling that he still took Li Shubai too seriously.

Useless, disgraceful.

At 10:30 in the evening, Cheng Nian's phone popped up a good night message on time.

She resisted all kinds of emotions, and she thought she was very cold and calm, and said good night.

What she wanted to express was that she didn't care about what happened just now, who knew that Li Shubai's phone call would come in the next second.

Cheng Nian stared at the phone for two seconds, glanced at Lin Feifei who was still researching cosmetics with the end of his eyes, then hid under the blanket and cleared his throat to answer the phone.

She wanted her voice to sound flat, but Li Shubai just said, "Don't be angry."

Cheng Nian rolled his eyes and said duplicity: "No, I've never been angry. What kind of life you want to live is your business, and it has nothing to do with me."

Li Shubai was silent for a while, and said in a low voice: "I just don't want you to be nice to me just because you pity me. I want to be with you, not become a person like Ah Zhe."

Cheng Nian thought for half a minute before remembering who Ah Zhe was. She frowned and said, "Stop praising yourself, he is much more obedient than you."

"Do you mean he is willing to be kissed by a man?"

When Cheng Nian mentioned this matter, he wanted to find a brick to take pictures of his amnesia, and he became angry from embarrassment: "What's wrong with people making money with their skills, they didn't steal or rob."

Li Shubai laughed softly, "But I don't want to do this."

Cheng Nian said angrily: "You are preconceived, and I didn't ask you to sacrifice your appearance."

"But I like you."

Cheng Nian could somewhat understand what Li Shubai meant, but he didn't agree with this kind of machismo at all.

Not wanting to discuss this matter with Li Shubai again, Cheng Nian said impatiently: "I see, you can do whatever you want."

Li Shubai sighed softly, and said.

"When did you make an appointment with the seniors?"