After the divorce, my ex-husband was entangled with me

When Shen Wan saw Gu Xiuyuan talking, his eyes averted a little.

I don't know how to answer his words.

Just like what Chen Lu said.

It's not only because of Gu Xiuyuan, but also because of Shen Wan's stubbornness that the two of them came to this point.

I thought about it for a while.

Shen Wan also felt that she was really spoiled by Gu Xiuyuan.

In major matters, it seems that Gu Xiuyuan is forcing her, but in more details, she is always against Gu Xiuyuan.

For example, she kept all the things that Gu Xiuyuan gave her in the safe, and if Gu Xiuyuan didn't tell her, she would never wear them.

Another example is her cleanliness.

It was obvious that Gu Xiuyuan was not that serious, as long as she was around, she would always be accompanied by disinfectant wipes.

Another example is the establishment of Dongxi Biology, he just had good intentions, but Shen Wan felt that he was forcing himself, and he was ridiculed so much by Shen Wan...

Gu Xiuyuan saw her staring eyes, and waved his hand in front of her, "What are you thinking?"

Shen Wan shivered, then stared seriously into his eyes.

"Gu Xiuyuan, you have nothing to owe me, so you don't need to make up for it. You have your family responsibilities, and it's impossible to put all your thoughts on me. It's because I was too young and too pretentious."

Listen to Shen Wan giving her a review meeting for herself.

Gu Xiuyuan was a little puzzled, "Still angry with me?"

"I'm not angry anymore. I've thought a lot about it recently. In fact, I treated you very badly before. We belong to the same family. No one owes anyone else."

It was rare for Shen Wan to speak nicely in front of him, and even smiled at him reassuringly.

"Don't always think about how you were sorry for me in the past. Think about it carefully, you may not be better than others, but you may not be worse than many upstarts."

Especially after Gu Xiuyuan came back from Jiangcheng, he came to the hospital to take care of the children every day except for work time.

This is what makes him stronger than many men.

With such a rich boss, even if some aunts offered to help change diapers, they were all rejected by Gu Xiuyuan. He still tried his best to do it himself when it comes to the children.

In fact, diapers are very smelly, and even Shen Wan, a mother, sometimes feels disgusted, but Gu Xiuyuan didn't frown.

It is a very happy thing for her child to have such a father.

As for Shen Wan herself, she still needs time to grow up, and she doesn't want to make any decisions lightly.

When she was not yet mature enough, she didn't want to fall twice in the same pit, hurting herself and others.

Gu Xiuyuan also became much calmer, "I know what I was like when you were your husband before, so I don't need you to find me a step down."

"You have changed a lot recently, is it because of that photo?" Shen Wan knew that this matter must not be hidden, so she simply talked about it.

She didn't want Gu Xiuyuan to be so touched that she would entrust her to her for life because of this incident.

"There is a reason for that, but not all of it." Gu Xiuyuan replied without thinking.

"Then what is it for? Didn't you always look like you were a creditor and you were reasonable. Why did you go to Jiangcheng once, and you seemed to have a sudden change of sex?"

During the few days that Gu Xiuyuan spent on the mountain, his mood has completely calmed down.

So when Shen Wan talked about this topic.

He was even more calm and calm, "I used to think that the company was the most important thing, but when I fell into the water, I didn't worry about the company at all. At that time, I was thinking that I was gone, and I would put you and me in the future." The child is left here alone."

"While I was praying that you would live well without me, I also thought selfishly in my heart that I hope you would not live too well."

Gu Xiuyuan shook his head with a wry smile, people are really a combination of contradictions.

Therefore, Mencius, an old man, has long written a warning saying to future generations, "You can't have both the fish and the bear's paw."

his words.

The sound came into Shen Wan's ears and inadvertently beat Shen Wan's heart.

She was silent.

"Shen Wan, I didn't know before, but I love you more than I thought."

Gu Xiuyuan's voice was very soft, as if he was talking to himself, but Shen Wan heard it clearly.

If you look closely, you can find a wry smile on the corner of his mouth, and a pair of originally cold eyes are full of pain at the moment.

Shen Wan sat there observing without moving, for fear of missing a detail.

But someone who has been brave too many times.

At a time when you should be the most brave, you will shrink back in fear.

Shen Wan is strong, even almost tenacious.

She lived with the unreliable Shen Wanshan since she was a child. Even in the hard and poor days, she lived strong and stubbornly.

When everyone thought that after finishing the nine-year compulsory education, Shen Wan would go to work in a factory or a restaurant.

She still worked very hard to get into the best high school in Dongjiang with the third grade in the city, and then went to university, graduate school, and doctorate.

No matter how unbearable life was, she used her tenacious will to live as a child of someone else's family in the neighborhood.

But in the final analysis, her heart is inferior, and her inferiority has reached the dust.

When facing Gu Xiuyuan, she was not as calm as learning.

Gu Xiuyuan is too outstanding, not only his family background is a person in the cloud for ordinary people, but his intelligence also makes Shen Wan only a little bit, without the slightest sense of superiority.

Standing with him, Shen Wan really felt that there was no comparison at all.

In the past, Gu Xiuyuan ignored her.

Shen Wan could still find a little psychological balance, and told herself that even if Gu Xiuyuan had some filthy money, he was just a cold and violent dog man.

But now, she couldn't even find this excuse.

Compared with Zhou Xi, Zhao Xinran and the others.

Shen Wan can be regarded as having nothing. When Gu Xiuyuan needed support, she could only say a few words of concern, and she would only bring him endless troubles.

She became the one who would only hinder Gu Xiuyuan.

Although the matter of the Su family is settled, who can guarantee that the Qiansun Li family will not come to trip him up in the future.

The word love is the most tormenting.

Shen Wan understood very early on that for the rich and the poor, love is the most useless thing.

Shen Wan didn't know how to tell Gu Xiuyuan these words, even Chen Lu, Shen Wan never expressed how inferior she was.

all in all.

In the relationship with Gu Xiuyuan, Shen Wan is useless.

Gu Xiuyuan raised his hand and rubbed the top of her head, just like before, with a tenderness he didn't realize.

"Don't think too much, no matter whether you have gone to Jiangcheng or not, I will tell you these words sooner or later. It's just that you sneaked away, which made me hesitate."

"I didn't want you to be moved by that. I wasn't the only one who went to Jiangcheng to look for you. Everyone was worried about you."

Shen Wan felt uncomfortable with the suffocation in her heart, and always felt that there was a breath in her chest, which was piling up for a long time.