Rich Contract: Kiss Goodbye, Paranoid

Xia Mochen's chest was filled with distress. It seemed that something could no longer be suppressed, and it was about to come out immediately. Perhaps, that was what An Xueying expected...

Xia Mochen's heart was beating violently in his chest, which seemed to plunge his brain into unprecedented chaos and impulsiveness. He finally said to her: "Okay, do you want to hear it? I'll tell you, whatever you want I'll tell you everything you hear, okay?"

Although his attitude was a bit tough, his tone was not as tough and cold as usual. On the contrary, it was full of irresistible warmth, and his fiery and beseeching eyes grabbed her heart fiercely.

"I like you, I love you, I need you, is that enough?" It was just a few words, but Xia Mochen couldn't help breathing quickly, as if it took a lot of effort to say it.

An Xueying was stunned, her eyes widened. She knew that he could not say these words casually, and it was absolutely impossible for him to joke about such things.

Her breathing froze...

"If I don't love you, why would your leaving make me sick? If I don't love you, why would I spare no effort to keep you? If I don't love you, why would I yearn for you so much every night? Don't these you Can't you feel it? Could it be that just the half sentence you heard can cancel out all our previous feelings?"

He held her shoulders with both hands. Although he had tried his best to restrain his strength, it still made her almost tremble in pain; although he tried his best to restrain his voice, he still couldn't control his voice from shaking.

"Or, to take a step back, if I really don't have feelings for you, if I'm just a substitute for someone else, why would I let you share my bed with me? Why am I willing to give everything to you?" To you? And why am I willing to accept everything from you?"

"You didn't!" An Xueying still retorted, "You didn't..." She looked away in pain, there were some things she didn't want to say directly.

Even if she didn't say it, Xia Mochen could still understand - he knew what she was referring to.

They haven't really combined yet, so the fact is not what Xia Mochen said, he didn't give her everything, nor did he really accept everything from her, whether it was spiritually or physically.

But now, Xia Mochen had to tell the truth that he had been unable to tell.

He said with some difficulty: "I know what you're thinking, I know...the reason why I didn't...is because...it's because..."

Xia Mochen lowered his head, unable to keep looking at her.On the other hand, An Xueying looked at him with big eyes, full of eagerness for answers.

The time of entanglement, silence, and struggle seemed particularly long, but this time, she didn't urge him anymore, but decided to give him enough time and enough patience.

Finally, Xia Mochen took a deep breath and spoke again: "The reason why I didn't do that is because I don't want to hug you with my mutilated body..."

Even though An Xueying couldn't really appreciate how difficult it was for him to say those words, at that moment, her heart was so painful that it almost broke.She never thought that the real reason was this!
In the final analysis, maybe this is still inseparable from his self-esteem as a man, and maybe there are some other reasons mixed in, but this reason is too heartbreaking.

And speaking of this reason almost made Xia Mochen so uncomfortable that he almost shed tears, but he still stubbornly endured it, and the bitterness he endured permeated and flooded his whole body.

An Xueying finally couldn't control it anymore, and hugged him tightly: "I never knew, and never thought, that you would think so..."

"Even if I don't want to admit it or face it, the fact is still in front of me. I don't want to accept it, and I don't want to accept it. That's why it's like this... I never thought that this would become a barrier between us."

"I'm sorry, I misunderstood you...I'm sorry...I shouldn't have thought so much, and I shouldn't have doubted you so much..." An Xueying's tears finally burst uncontrollably, and the tears flowed from her face It slid across, landed on his shoulders, and wet his shoulders.

"I can't blame you all, blame me for being too stubborn, blame us for having too many estrangements and distances between us, blame us for having too many conflicts, and blame me for hiding too many words in my heart."

An Xueying raised her head and laughed through her tears: "You still know."

Xia Mochen couldn't help laughing.

This was the first time that two people hugged each other so naturally and kissed deeply, as if they would never stop and never part.

It wasn't until Guo Wei knocked on the door that the two of them were finally interrupted.When Guo Wei came in, Xia Mochen was still complaining about his mother ruining the sweet time between the two of them.

Guo Wei said with a smile: "Hey, look at what you said, after the two of you reconciled, when is it not a sweet time? Are you afraid that I will occupy such a little bit?"

Xia Mochen suddenly felt that what his mother said was true, nodded and said, "That's right, you're right. So what's the matter with you? Hearing your knock on the door just now, you seemed a little anxious."

Guo Wei smiled embarrassingly: "Ah...it's nothing important, I just want to tell you two that the eldest lady of the Xi family has finally left, but...seeing her appearance, she doesn't seem to be planning to let it go. You two must be more careful, but don't be tricked by her again, ah, by the way, and you must not be sowed by her!"

Xia Mochen raised the corner of his mouth and smiled: "You have to tell her that."

He scratched An Xueying's nose, and An Xueying turned her face away in embarrassment: "...Mom, don't worry, it will never happen in the future, no matter what tricks she devises, we will never let her It worked."

Seeing the two of them now, Guo Wei finally felt relieved, and left Xia Mochen's room with a smile, closing the door for the two of them.

After Guo Wei left, Xia Mochen pursed his lips on purpose and said, "It's a shame that you have the nerve to say it, you are the one who gets tricked every time."

An Xueying immediately said unconvinced: "Huh? What are you talking about? Every time I fall into the trap? You always laugh at me for my bad memory!"

Xia Mochen has learned to be smart, so he quickly backed down and said, "Okay, okay, don't worry about these things, in short, just don't fall into the trap again in the future. But this time, you have made me hard, you have to be careful Make it up to me."

"...Tch, you still say you don't care about it, and you want to 'divide responsibilities' with me?"

Xia Mochen hugged An Xueying, said with a smile: "There are some things that need to be clearly distinguished. One is one, and the other is two. They cannot be confused."