When you are in love, my heart is dark

The heart in Qin Qing's chest was pounding nervously, especially when Fu Yuting walked towards the big bed, she became more and more nervous.

Fu Yuting finally came over, and he looked at her coldly.

The cold eyes instantly made Qin Qing's heart tremble, she suddenly lost all thoughts, and her mind was empty.

Fu Yuting's face was heavy, he turned and went to bed, then lifted the quilt and fell asleep.

Qin Qing waited for a while, and finally determined that Fu Yuting didn't mean that, she turned around quietly, and turned her back to Fu Yuting for the first time since she got married.

This night became particularly difficult, Qin Qingao's eyes were red, and there was only a sneer in his heart.

When Song Xinyue came back this time, she really slowly achieved her goal.

As long as this mess continues, her life with Fu Yuting will end sooner or later, right?
What is the solution?
Is it because she, as Fu Yuting imagined, treats Song Xinyue as a good sister and good sister-in-law, cooks three meals a day, and serves them comfortably?

She can't.

As long as she thought of Song Xinyue's secret thoughts towards Fu Yuting, she would feel unspeakable shock and nausea.

It was already unbearable to live under the same roof, let alone let her hold back her temper and serve them three meals a day like a nanny.

At dawn, Qin Qing finally fell asleep, but she was woken up not long after she slept. Fu Yuting pushed her to wake up and asked her to cook.

Qin Qing opened his eyes, nodded habitually, and then turned over to get up.

She dressed, brushed her teeth and washed her face, then went downstairs to the kitchen to prepare breakfast.

Song Xinyue, mother and son were still sleeping late, and Fu Yuting didn't ask her to wake Song Xinyue up until she had finished breakfast.

Qin Qing and Fu Yuting looked at each other coldly, and finally held back his temper, went to the guest room on the second floor, woke up Song Xinyue, mother and son, waited for them to brush their teeth and wash their faces, and finally everyone had breakfast together.

The days passed like this, and in the blink of an eye, at the end of August, Song Xinyue began to struggle to find a suitable kindergarten for Zhao Yu and Zhao Ting.

It was a very simple matter, just find a similar kindergarten and arrange it.

But Song Xinyue's eyes were red, she couldn't, she didn't understand, she didn't know what to do.

Busy every year, even on the wedding anniversary, Qin Qing wanted Fu Yuting to spare an hour to have a commemorative meal together, but the man never agreed.

But in order to arrange a kindergarten for Song Xinyue's two children, the busy Fu Yuting postponed the most important meeting of the company, took a whole day off, and personally took the three of them to see the kindergarten.

After choosing a kindergarten, in order to celebrate, I even took them to a dinner party and an amusement park.

Qin Qing waited at home alone until late at night, the hard-working dinner was cold, and the late-night snack was also cold, and the four people who went out to run errands still did not come back.

Not only did they not come back, they didn't even call home to give her any information.

If they want to go out to play and don't come home for dinner or supper, they can call her earlier, so that she won't stay at home so hard, cook for them, make supper for them, a little bit of time Boiled, and finally boiled my eyes red, boiled my heart cold.

Qin Qing felt more and more that after Song Xinyue moved back, she was an outsider in this family, oh no, a servant.

There is no need to discuss their family affairs with her, and they will not discuss them with her. It is fine for the "family of four" to decide on their own, and it has nothing to do with her.

At about twelve o'clock in the evening, the four people finally came back. They seemed to be having a good time, and when they entered the door, there were smiles on their faces.

Sitting in the living room, Qin Qing saw them coming back, turned off the TV expressionlessly, and went upstairs.

She didn't want to wait for Fu Yuting anymore, so she took a bath by herself, then went to bed, closed her eyes, and fell asleep.

The joy and bustle downstairs had nothing to do with her, but she was lying on the bed, and she could vaguely hear Zhao Yu and Zhao Ting talking excitedly outside, what they played today, how happy they were.

Qin Qing fell asleep, and for the first time since she got married, she didn't wait for Fu Yuting before he went to bed at night.

She closed her eyes first, then fell asleep.

When she sleeps, she faces the inside, with her back facing the outside, which is where Fu Yuting usually sleeps.

But this time, she didn't sleep for long, she was woken up, Fu Yuting hugged her, and he started to toss again about something he hadn't done for a long time.

Qin Qing was taken aback, but after her brain cleared up, she was suddenly excited and happy again. If they did that again, if they didn't take defensive measures, would they be able to have a child soon?
She also wants to have a child of her own, a very cute baby.

Thinking about it, Qin Qing didn't resist. Instead, he embraced Fu Yuting and took the initiative to cater to him.

Soon, she discovered that Fu Yuting was wearing a condom.

Her body was slightly stiff, and then she reacted and quickly pushed Fu Yuting, her cheeks were very red and her heart was beating very fast.

She looked up at Fu Yuting, and couldn't help but say, "Yuting, don't wear it...that, shall we have a child?"

Speaking of the last sentence, she was nervous, careful, and looking forward to it. She kept looking into Fu Yuting's eyes, hoping to see hope in his eyes, the hope of the future, their child.

Fu Yuting was stunned, he looked down at her, and then frowned, "What do you want to do? I don't have time to raise a child right now."

Qin Qing became anxious when she heard the words, and said quickly, "I don't need much of your time, I will take good care of the child."

"Yuting, we have been married for three years, should we have a child?"

"No."

Fu Yuting didn't even think about it, and directly refused.

He started to torment her again, Qin Qing felt that it was very painful, but the pain in the body was far less than the pain in the heart.

don't want?

Fu Yuting doesn't want their children?

Fu Yuting doesn't want to have a child with her?
why?
If he didn't want a child, why did he marry her, was it just to vent himself?
"But I want a child." Qin Qing couldn't hold back, and cried so aggrieved for the first time, she was very uncomfortable, really uncomfortable, she wanted a child, her and his child.

Fu Yuting froze, he stared at her, as if he didn't expect her to cry.

But it was only for a while, and he continued to toss, still wearing the condom, without any intention of taking off his guard and asking her for a child.

Qin Qing's body rose and fell with his movements, but her heart seemed to be bound by a stone, sinking continuously, falling into a bottomless abyss.

Will love disappear?
Qin Qing thinks, probably yes.

She used to always feel that she liked Fu Yuting very much, and probably she would never change in this life.

But after Song Xinyue came back, day after day passed away, she felt that her love for Fu Yuting seemed to be slowly losing.