After the divorce, I abused my ex-husband thousands of times

The next day, Jiang Shiyi picked up Gu Yan in the afternoon and went to the hospital together.

He Liang was driving in the front seat, and Jiang Shiyi was on the phone most of the time on the way. Gu Yan could tell that he was talking about work matters, so she sat quietly on the side the whole time.

Thinking of meeting Chen Xiumei soon, she had mixed feelings in her heart.

The last time they met three years ago, she smashed the car in front of Chen Xiumei, but at that time, Chen Xiumei was still a good person.

But now, Chen Xiumei is sick, very sick.

If Chen Xiumei was a good mother, there is no doubt that she would go to the hospital without hesitation to take care of her in her clothes, but her feelings for Chen Xiumei are so complicated that she can't even think of what expression to use when they meet, What should I say to Chen Xiumei?

She looked out the car window, and unconsciously clenched the hands on her legs tighter and tighter.

At this time, she suddenly felt a heat on the back of her hand.

When she turned her head, she saw Jiang Shiyi holding her hand while making a phone call.

He was still talking to the person on the other end of the phone, but his eyes were looking at her. His eyes were very gentle, as if telling her not to worry.

Her heart was slightly warm, and she smiled slightly at the corner of her lips.

After that, he never let go.

The two walked into the ward, and Gu Yan saw Chen Xiumei on the bed at a glance.

Chen Xiumei is old and haggard, with gray hair on her temples.

For a moment, the tip of her nose felt astringent.

Chen Xiumei was originally lying on the hospital bed, but when she heard footsteps, she opened her eyes and saw the two people standing in front of the hospital bed.

She propped herself up and sat up, her eyes fixed on Gu Yan's face, her lips trembling, "Xiao Yan..."

After calling her name, she choked up.

Jiang Shiyi conveniently placed the nutritional supplements in his hands next to the bedside table, then pulled Gu Yan and sat down on the chair next to the hospital bed.

Gu Yan's body was a little stiff, Chen Xiumei kept looking at her, but her vision was blurred, she hurriedly lowered her head, and quickly wiped the corners of her eyes.

After all, this is the mother who gave her life. She cannot forgive her, but it is also difficult to give up completely.

"Xiaoyan..." Chen Xiumei called out again, tears rolling down her cheeks, "You are finally willing to see your mother..."

Gu Yan took a deep breath, raised her head to meet Chen Xiumei's gaze, and pulled the corner of her lips with difficulty, trying to change the subject: "What did the doctor say?"

Chen Xiumei raised her hand to wipe her tears, Gu Yan took a tissue from the bedside table and handed it to her.

Chen Xiumei wiped her tears and spoke in a sobbing voice, "The doctor said that it is best to have surgery at the end of the month. In order to ensure that it does not spread, radiotherapy should be used as an auxiliary after surgery. If necessary, chemotherapy must be considered."

The more Chen Xiumei talked, the more desperate she became.

Mrs. Jiang also had cancer back then, and she watched helplessly. Jiang's family lived in the best hospital and hired the best doctor, but the old lady suffered all the crimes and finally died.

She has nothing now, and she suffers from a similar disease, and she dare not think about the future.

"Retribution," she cried, "this is all retribution...Xiao Yan, mom knew I was wrong, mom knew I treated you badly before, and mother treated you badly, so God gave this kind of retribution..."

Gu Yan didn't know what to say.

As a daughter, she should probably comfort Chen Xiumei at this time, but she still couldn't forgive everything in the past without any grudges, so she just kept silent.

When she didn't speak, Chen Xiumei kept crying. She couldn't stand it anymore, so she said, "Don't cry."

Chen Xiumei held back her tears with great difficulty, "Mom knows you hate...Mom also regrets it. If Mom is given another chance, she will never treat you like that. You are so much more sensible than your brother. You have been obedient since you were a child..."

Gu Yan interrupted her and asked, "You are sick, where is my brother? Why didn't you come?"

Speaking of Gu Wei, Chen Xiumei shook her head and sighed deeply, "Your brother is still out of business. I saved a little money by doing odd jobs before, and he used it to gamble... Now I am in debt, and there are people at home who are demanding debts, so he will I haven’t been back, I haven’t seen anyone for a while, and I can’t get through the phone.”

Gu Yan frowned, turned her head and asked Jiang Shiyi, "Can you help me find my brother?"

Jiang Shiyi said: "It's not difficult to find someone, but the question is, is it useful to find him?"

This is true.

Gu Wei can't count on it at all, Gu Yan's mind is in a mess, if she doesn't care about Chen Xiumei, Chen Xiumei will be left alone.

She thought about it and said to him, "Let me talk to her alone for a while, okay?"

Jiang Shiyi stood up, "It's just right, I'm going to ask the doctor about the arrangement of the operation."

After Jiang Shiyi left, Gu Yan didn't speak immediately.

She was considering her words, but after thinking for a long time, her mind was still in a mess.

Chen Xiumei's mood has calmed down a lot now, before Gu Yan could speak, she opened her mouth first.

"Xiaoyan, mom wants to see you, not to embarrass you, just live your life well, mom..." She smiled bleakly, "Mom, this disease, no matter how you treat it, I don't know how long it will last. In the end, it will drag you down... Only when I see you again can Mom feel at ease..."

She paused, "Seeing that you and Xiao Jiang are together now, Mom is relieved. Before you left without saying goodbye, Xiao Jiang was actually quite worried. He asked me, but I have no news. I can tell you Come out, he really cares about you, in the future, you will avoid conflicts and live a good life..."

Speaking of this, her nasal voice became stronger again, "You lost your father when you were young, and your mother is not good enough for you. Now my mother has no chance to make up for you. I hope Xiao Jiang treats you well, so that you can feel less hatred in your heart."

Chen Xiumei talked a lot, but Gu Yan was always quiet, just listening.

When Jiang Shiyi came back, in fact, they didn't talk about anything.

This day's meeting was really just a meeting in the end, and Gu Yan couldn't make any decisions.

When they were about to leave, Chen Xiumei cried again and took Gu Yan's hand.

"Xiao Yan, when you're free...can you come and see mom again?"

Gu Yan stood by the hospital bed, lowered her head, and could see Chen Xiumei's red and swollen eyes from crying.

After all, she was still a little soft-hearted, and after a few seconds, she said, "I will come again."

Only then did Chen Xiumei let go of her hand.

All three are clear on one thing:

Gu Yanlai is here, but from the beginning to the end, she never called Chen Xiumei "Mom".

After going downstairs and getting into the car, Gu Yan kept silent.

Jiang Shiyi glanced at his watch and told He Liang to get off work first.

The car was still in the parking lot underground of the hospital. There was no one there. The two of them sat in the back seat, and Jiang Shiyi held her hand.

Gu Yan froze for a moment, then turned to look at him.

He said: "Don't rush to make a decision. If you feel embarrassed, don't think about it again. It doesn't matter even if you don't come to see her anymore."

"Is it okay?" Gu Yan was at a loss, "But I am her daughter, if I don't come, will it appear that I am disobedient and heartless?"

"Why do we have to be good people in the eyes of others?" Jiang Shiyi asked back: "Why must we be filial? Filial piety should be based on the fact that your parents are also responsible for you. As for conscience, it also goes both ways. Your mother used to treat you Do you have a conscience? No one can empathize with you, so no one can forgive your mother for your mistakes, and you don't need to think about what others think."

Gu Yan lowered her head, pursed her lips tightly, and couldn't tell what she was feeling, "I can't seem to forgive, but I can't completely ignore her, I hope she really regrets it, but I can't believe her. "

"Then don't forgive me. If you can't let go, we will be responsible for her medical expenses and arrange a nurse for her." He said: "As for whether she has any regrets, if she lives long, you will see the answer in the future, otherwise , you don’t need to think about these issues anymore.”

It has to be said that his words were very clear. She originally felt that her mind was in chaos, but after listening to his words, she suddenly became enlightened.

She thought for a while, then nodded, "Then let's do this first, and I'll find a nurse for her tomorrow."

He gently squeezed her hand, "Do you need me to ask He Liang to arrange it?"

Gu Yan shook her head, "Anyway, I'm free now..."

She was indeed idle. Although Pei Sinian delayed replying to her resignation letter, in her heart, she was considered a vagrant.

Moreover, Jiang Shiyi has actually helped her a lot this time. Thinking of this, she raised her eyes and looked at him, and said sincerely: "Thank you."

Hearing this, he raised his eyebrows slightly, "Need to be so polite?"

"I know you must be very busy recently, but you still take the time to accompany me. I am very grateful, really."

"I don't like to hear you say thank you and gratitude. You might as well be more practical." He said, moving his body, facing her sideways, and lightly tapped his cheek with his empty hand.

The implication of this action is simply not too obvious.