When I woke up, I became the heroine of abuse

Blue sky, white clouds, sunny beaches, and the sea.

There are handsome men and beautiful women everywhere on the beach, and all kinds of laughter are mixed together, playing a beautiful movement.

"Brother, come and see what this is, a pink shell!!!"

Li Lu's surprised and excited voice came, Xie Xing unconsciously brought a small smile in his eyes, and walked over, watching her holding the shell carefully, her shining eyes, no matter how hot the sun was, were not as dazzling as the girl in front of her .

He stared at her, the corners of his lips raised slightly, "It's very beautiful, take it back."

Li Lu nodded fiercely, "I think so too!"

The two hands did not know when they were holding each other.

Li Lu glanced at the passers-by beside him, always feeling that someone was staring at them.

Cheeks are red.

"elder brother."

"Ok?"

Li Lu raised her head, her eyes fell on him with sticky eyes, and asked in a low voice: "Do you really like me?"

After speaking, afraid of getting an answer that he resisted, he added another sentence: "I mean, now."

Xie Xing lowered his eyes, and quickly replied: "I like it."

How can you not like it.

If he didn't like it enough, how could he let go of his childhood obsessions.

Although he kept emphasizing to Li Lu before getting together that the future cannot be guaranteed, but the temptation is not fake.

Li Lu is a girl who is easy to fall in love with, and the more you get in touch with her, the more you like her. Although she has lived such a hard life, but she is more sunny than anyone else, such a person will be tempted and yearned for by anyone.

Hearing his answer, Li Lu's eyes became brighter, and the smile on his lips couldn't be hidden no matter how concealed it was.

"It's right to be brave."

"What?" Xie Xing asked.

Li Lu said: "It took me a lot of courage to confess my love to you. In fact, I was already prepared for you to reject me, but I didn't expect..."

She didn't say the rest.

Did not expect to get such a good ending.

So good it feels like a dream.

She couldn't help it, grabbed his arm on tiptoe and kissed him.

Xie Xing felt the warmth from his lips, like the touch of a dragonfly on water, and soon disappeared.He raised his hand and slowly rubbed her head, Li Lu didn't resist at all, and made no secret of his liking for Xie Xing.

Xie Xing bowed his head and kissed Li Lu as well.

The kiss fell on the forehead.

"It's getting late, let's go back to the hotel."

Li Lu nodded.

Xie Xing looked at her happy face all the way, and felt so soft in his heart.

I feel more and more that this decision is the right one.

So be it.

he thought to himself,
The future is a very distant thing, no matter what will happen in the future, at least they are happy now.In Xie Xing's life, there were not many happy days like this.

Some stories have to happen, and some things have to end.

But Xie Xing never thought that all this would happen so fast, so fast that he couldn't calm down and think.

What happened next was completely beyond his expectations.

If time could pass, he would definitely not draw Liu Xuxu's blood in order to save her.

But no if.

"Okay, I promise you." Li Lu whispered, "Brother, when are we going to draw blood?"

Does this extremely stupid girl know what she is talking about?

At that moment, Xie Xing's heart seemed to be twisted together, numb with pain and hatred in his heart.

This hatred is not for Li Lu, but for himself.

He hates his hypocrisy, hates himself knowing how much the girl loves him, but relies on her love to hurt her time and time again.

Perhaps, from that moment on, he and Li Lu were over.

He did not deserve such pure and passionate love.

Maybe it wasn't God playing tricks on him.

A person who wants to hold everything in his hands is doomed to have nothing.

How ridiculous.

He has always liked Li Lu.

But what did he do.

……

It was only later that Xie Xing realized that the sun can warm others, and it can also burn oneself.

In the past, he always felt that the future was very far away, and he always felt that even if he made a mistake, he would have a lot of time to make up for it. He never thought of the possibility, never thought that Li Lu would leave his life in such a decisive way. world.

"I should have known a long time ago, how could a noble young master like you fall in love with someone like me..."

No.

not like this.

I like you from beginning to end.

green green.

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Later, when Xie Xing was cleaning up his and Li Lu's home, he found a diary.

It was a yellowed diary, and it could be seen that it was old, but it didn't even have a curl or wrinkle, which showed how much the owner cherished it.

Xie Xing opened the diary and saw the familiar handwriting.

——"When I left school today, I met hooligans, and they wanted to bully me.

In order to treat my mother all these years, I have no time to make friends. At this moment, I can't think of who I can call.

very desperate.

But at this moment, he appeared.

It's strange, it's the first time we meet, but I have a hunch that he will protect me.

His name is Xie Xing. I heard from my schoolmates that Xie Xing has a bad temper and is difficult to get along with, but he saved me. "

2008/1/9

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"Xie Xing is really a very good person!

I want to be good friends with him.

It would be even better if he could be my brother.

He said yes. "

2008/1/27

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"As long as my brother is by my side, I feel particularly safe."

2008/5/8

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"I really hate Liu Xuxu ahhhhhhhh!!

My brother must be very disappointed, thinking that I am a bad girl. "

2008/7/23

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"I seem to like Xie Xing."

2008/11/2

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"Xie Xing likes me too!!!!

It was only after being with him that I understood what it was like to be cherished. "

2008/12/15

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"Blood transfusion."

2008/12/28

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"I don't want to record it anymore, it's meaningless."

……

The last diary did not even leave the date.

Xie Xingfan saw the end, his fingertips were trembling.

They could have been together happily like all loving couples in the world.

They could have been forever.

nothing left.

——The end of Xie Xing’s episode——