I owe you a lifetime of love

Fu Qingshen's heart suddenly shook!
Worse than now?
He looked at An Nian in shock and distress.

An Nianshen felt that Fu Qingshen was extremely ridiculous nowadays.

If this person was not right in front of her eyes, if he hadn't stared at her with such eyes, she would have thought he was acting.

Play a self-impressive play.

What is she like now?
Skinny, lifeless, wearing baggy clothes like a walking corpse, how could Fu Qingshen be interested in such a self?
She smiled and said, "I know my own situation very well."

Fu Qingshen raised his hand and covered her eyes with his palm.

The cold and distant expression in her eyes hurt his heart.

An Nian said softly: "Fu Qingshen, don't you want to know what I relied on to survive?"

He wanted to know.

Want to know is going crazy!
He has always used tough methods in dealing with people. Since he became independent and powerful, he no longer relies on anyone. He has always asked others, and no one has ever disobeyed him.

But now!
In front of An Nian, Fu Qingshen only wanted to follow her wishes, and he would never, never force her again.

"Annian, I want to know, but I hope you open up and tell me."

Regarding Fu Qingshen's transformation, An Nian no longer struggled with anything, she said: "I have been married to you for three full years, and we have spent more than 1000 days and nights together day and night. In fact, I am grateful to you, because you have also become my redemption."

"During my darkest days when I couldn't see any hope. Fu Qingshen, it was you who showed up. You showed up in the hospital, even though everything between us seemed so absurd."

"But I... have been really happy, and I really put my focus on you. What is love? How can there be such a power? It supports me. In the past, I could only fall asleep by taking medicine, but after becoming Fu After my wife, I feel at ease every night..."

Fu Qing felt so guilty that he couldn't breathe because of his heartache.

He didn't even know that he occupied such a position in An Nian's heart during the two people's ordinary three-year marriage.

"I thought we would go on like this forever. But then...Shen Yuxi appeared..." She cried again, but she controlled it. She dragged her cry, as if accusing, her eyes were a little bit more resentful.

"I am the unknown Mrs. Fu. I guard such a big villa. I have been waiting for you, and I have been waiting for you. From dark to dawn, the meals on the table are from hot to completely cold."

Fu Qing held An Nian tightly.

His eyes are deep, and in the dark night, the sky is full of stars.

This is her unspoken love for him.

But these loves hurt her deeply.

It was like a knife piercing his heart, but he listened.

Li Kaiwen said that An Nian hadn't been able to find someone to confide these things in his heart for too long, and he wanted to lure her to say them.

He never participated in her past.

Therefore, in her future, Fu Qingshen will divide half of what she thinks is painful, sweet, and sad.

An indifferent smile appeared on the corner of An Nian's lips, as if mocking his own stupidity: "From the moment I saw you and Shen Yuxi appearing on TV together, my calm and peaceful heart began to be agitated."

"Fu Qingshen, is it ridiculous? It's ridiculous... But I have to admit that at that moment, I was so jealous that I went crazy."

"I have worked hard for three years, and I think...maybe one day, I can be the one who stands side by side with you in the sun."

"But Fu Qingshen..." An Nian held onto Fu Qingshen's shoulders tightly with one hand. Her fingers seemed to be embedded into his skin through the silk pajamas. She said in a hoarse voice with red eyes, "I couldn't wait until That day came. My mother was gone, and I even, didn't get to see her when she was dying..."

"Every night, when I wake up from a nightmare, I always think that maybe it was a dream. We have been husband and wife for three years, and you will not be soft-hearted to me. I am crying and begging you, how can you Can you not believe me?"

no!no!
He relented!He has already softened his heart.

From the moment he showed up at the hospital premeditatedly, his heart was soft-hearted.

All his principles are cold and vulnerable in front of her.

not like this.

Fu Qing wanted to speak.

An Nian raised her hand to cover his lips, and her voice was very soft: "But Fu Qingshen, do you know? From the beginning to the end, the person I hate the most is not you! Really not, I just hate Myself, hate me for treating you as my everything, hate me for giving you all my joys, sorrows and joys."

"Even if I couldn't see my mother for the last time, it was because of me. I cared about your feelings. I thought that if grandma liked me, you would like me too. So I... With that little bit of flattery, I Leaving my mother behind when she was sick like that..."

"Do you know Fu Qingshen, even the day before that, I was preparing for your birthday, I cooked meals, I made cakes...is that ridiculous? What I saw was you defending Shen Yuxi, Treat her as yours, and what about me? What have I become?"

Fu Qingshen only felt that his heart was bleeding.

What was he thinking at that time?

He is eating vinegar indiscriminately.

During his three-month business trip abroad, he saw too many photos of An Nian and Gu Xingzhou going in and out together.

He even saw the photos in Fu Yinghan's composite video.

The original time of returning home from the business trip was three days later.

But seeing those photos, he couldn't sit still.

He was afraid that his Mrs. Fu would be robbed.

He was madly jealous, and he immediately asked the Song Dynasty to arrange for him to return to the country.

He and Shen Yuxi were in the same mirror in front of the media, but it was his vanity. She wanted to see that An Nian cared about him and was jealous of him, even if she made a phone call.

but.

She followed the rules and never made a phone call.

He was blinded by jealousy.

He mistakenly thought that An Nian had changed his mind, and he thought it was Gu Xingzhou's appearance that separated them.

He wanted to go to ease, to please.

After returning to China, he participated in several jewelry auctions. He knew that she liked the designs of Beinan masters, so he bought them as gifts.

It's just that before the gift was delivered, she appeared in front of him with a divorce agreement...

At that time, Fu Qing felt a sense of crisis like never before!

He stared at An Nian with a pair of deep eyes, filled with too many complicated and difficult emotions.

An Nian waited for a long time, and she finally suppressed the grievance in her heart: "So, my mother left alone. I don't blame anyone, I just hate myself..."

At such a juncture, Fu Qingshen always remembered Li Kaiwen's words.

This may be one of the frustrations of An Nian's relapse.

An Nian snorted indifferently: "How should I put it? You and I still had trouble like this, maybe as early as the moment I fell in love with you, all entanglements and sufferings were already doomed."

"Fu Qingshen, I admit it!" She took a deep breath, and simply turned her back to him, "So, that child, he (she) is destined to never be with me. It was me, it was you, it was us, who killed it with my own hands. lost him (her)."

An Nian's voice was very soft.

In just one sentence, it is the harshest and most poisonous punishment in the world.

Fu Qingshen seemed petrified.

He was stiff.

No matter how regretful, no matter how painful, all this will never go back.

Early the next morning, Fu Qingshen told Li Kaiwen these words.

Kevin Li smiled gratifiedly.

"This is the cause of the disease. As long as you find a way to get An Nian out of this shadow, tell her that what happened has nothing to do with her, and convince her that she is not the one who promoted the tragedy, she may see hope."

Fu Qing squinted his eyes thoughtfully, he nodded, and his eyes fell on the door of Anian's bedroom.

Just in time, the bedroom door opened, and An Nian walked out with the suitcase.