I owe you a lifetime of love

She couldn't bear it.

The moment the person opposite picked up the phone, she burst into tears.

How many years have I not cried like this, as if I have returned to my childhood when I had no worries and didn't know what the world was like.

The moment the man in the wheelchair heard the girl crying, without warning, his body began to shake violently.

He squeezed the phone tightly with red eyes.

"Xiao...Xiaoqing, what's wrong with you? Tell brother, don't cry... Tell brother, what's wrong with you?"

The man's voice was hoarse and trembling.

Although he only heard his voice through the phone screen, Xia Qing was still able to clearly picture the man's appearance at this moment in his mind.

He is nervous about himself, he still cares about himself in his heart, he just has to force himself to get married out of helplessness and reality...

Enough is enough, this life is enough.

But she was still so sad, so sad...

"Brother, come back. Can you show me what you look like now? I miss you so much..."

"I fell... I hurt so much, I kept crying, I was so sad, I don't want anything now, I just want you."

When the man in the wheelchair calmed down his excitement, he was already in a cold sweat when he gradually calmed down.

Through the phone screen, he put the microphone into his ear...

He missed the girl he had liked since he was a child like crazy.

If he could, he wished that he had grown a pair of wings and flew to his side at this moment, holding that crying sad girl tightly into his arms, but now he has no way to do this.

He can't do it anymore.

He can't do it anymore...

He has no right to stand beside her.

He has nothing else to ask for now, the only extravagant hope is that she can live her life safely and happily.

As long as she is happy, any suffering in this world can befall him.

but……

Her girl is not happy.

she is not happy...

Hate it!I hate why she woke up so late, but was so powerless, why did he become like this?

"Xiao... Xiaoqing, don't be self-willed, you have grown up, after the time of self-willedness, obediently, look forward..."

"Brother... is married now. You also have your own family, and we are all responsible for each other's other half."

Xia Qing was sobbing, she couldn't tell whether she was drunk or sober.

"So? If you want someone else, you don't plan to want me, do you?"

Ji Yan choked with sobs, and said in a low voice: "I gave myself to you, you didn't want it..."

Yes.

She didn't want it first.

What face does she have to ask him to look back at him now for something she doesn't want?

After all, I was drunk...

Otherwise, how could she have the face to make this call?
"Ji Yan, do you love her? Your current wife? As long as you say you love her, from now on, I won't bother you anymore."

The setting sun in the sky is endless, and the fiery red afterglow splashes the entire sky like blood.

Ji Yan suddenly fell silent.

He was silent, and quietly took out a photo from his shirt pocket.

It was a wedding photo.

The man in the photo had a smile on his lips, and the girl tilted her head, leaning her head on the man's shoulder.

The girl also smiled brightly.

The snow-white veil is draped over her shoulders, and the wedding dress on her body is simple and generous...

Ji Yan lowered his head, a tear rolled down from his eyes, and fell silently on the photo...

It was the only luxury he had ever had in a life of gratitude and contentment.

But now...

He no longer dared to hope.

He gently wiped away the tears on the photo with his fingertips...

"Love!"

The lips opened and closed, a simple word.

Firm without the slightest hesitation.

Xia Qing couldn't believe it, the person who had liked her for 27 years without telling everyone since she was a child.

At this moment, he fell in love with someone easily. He said love...

What is love, Ji Yan, do you understand?
In the brief silence of the person on the other side of the phone, the man seemed afraid that Xia Qing might not understand.

He raised his voice slightly, and his eyes drifted to the distance not far from him...

Girls' sketches hung on the walls.

His eyes became focused little by little, there was joy in his eyes, and a smile appeared on the corner of his mouth: "I love her, the whole world, and I love her the most."

No words carry more weight than this one.

Xia Qing parted her lips a little bit and smiled: "Since this is the case, then take good care of it. I wish you well, sincerely."

It's a pity that I can't do her blessing in my life...

Suddenly there was a wind blowing, and the photos on his fingertips were blown away by the wind, and a trace of panic flashed in Ji Yan's eyes.

The call close to the ear has ended.

Be quiet, the whole world is quiet...

Looking at the moment when the photo fell to the ground and was blown farther away by the wind again, Ji Yan didn't care anymore, he wanted to get up from the wheelchair...

But he forgot that he lost his legs, he fell out of the wheelchair, and the pain wasn't enough to keep him awake.

The overly long hair covered his eyebrows and eyes, and he used his two arms to support the weight of his body and crawled forward little by little.

He was like a maggot that had been chopped off by someone, he finally grabbed the photo firmly in his hand again regardless of the flying dust on his body.

There was a bitter smile on the corner of his mouth...

Two nurses behind him called him excitedly, asking if he was injured, but he didn't seem to hear.

As if he had grasped the only life-saving straw, he held the photo tightly in his hand.

Two nurses, a man and a woman, stepped forward, and they held his arms and tried to get him into the wheelchair.

When the two saw it, the man was crying with tears all over his face, his lip was bitten off, and blood was hanging from the corner of his mouth.

In the past, that generation of teenagers who always had a dull expression and moved around the mall with ease, has now turned into this appearance.

The two nurses looked at each other, and there was some sympathy in their eyes...

-

Aunt Wang was brought by Xia Qing a few days ago.

She really needs a caring person by her side who can take care of herself.

And Aunt Wang is the best choice for that person.

She didn't expect her appearance to be seen by outsiders.

Aunt Wang didn't ask any more questions, she just quietly brought a dry towel to wipe Xia Qing's tears
Clean up the messy things she squandered all over the place...

Occasionally, when Xia Qing looked over with teary eyes, the woman's temples were gray, but there was a trace of distress in her eyes.

She felt a little ridiculous, and now no one would feel sorry for herself.

But... There was an outsider pitying her.

Xia Qing was conscious sometimes sober and sometimes confused, she heard Aunt Wang call Xu Yicheng with her mobile phone.

Maybe it was because it was too late, the person fell asleep, and the phone didn't connect, so she persistently dialed it again...

With a bitter smile, Xia Qing snatched the phone from Aunt Wang.

"He won't pick it up, Aunt Wang, don't waste your efforts. Thank you today, go and rest..."

The woman shook her head: "I'll accompany you."

Xia Qing hugged her arms, feeling a little cold, so Aunt Wang ran to get her a coat to put on.

She was a little tired, curled up in the corner of the wall, closed her eyes, and felt the woman's gentle fingers picking the hair off her eyebrows...

She heard her ask: "Xiaoqing, what can I do to make you feel better?"