I owe you a lifetime of love

"Gu Xingzhou has changed a lot..." An Nian whispered.

Fu Qing nodded deeply, but he didn't know what to say. He put his arms around Anian's shoulders and let her lean on him.

Endless sadness suddenly appeared in his heart, such a feeling made people shudder.

When Gu Xingzhou left, his back looked desolate and desolate, and he felt a little sympathy in his heart.

An Nian couldn't bear it any longer. Whether she opened her eyes or closed her eyes, Gu Xingzhou's white hair and dull eyes always appeared in her mind.

The once gentle and refined boy who said what he did and did what he said, with a gentle smile on his lips, finally lived the way Lu Jingsi least wanted to see.

Outside the window, the sky and night are shining brightly, and the stars are embellished, which makes people suddenly feel a little bit sad.

Fu Qing glanced sideways at An Nian's drowsy appearance. He was very worried, but he didn't know how to comfort him.

The most painful thing in the world is farewell, not seeing each other again in this life.

Seeing her appearance, Fu Qingshen said softly: "Niannian, don't think so much, may I take you to rest? You are so tired these days..."

An Nian shook her head, mentally exhausted, but her brain was extremely clear.

She closed her eyes, her eyelashes fluttered slightly, and no one could see what she was thinking at this moment.

But all your disturbed thoughts finally turned into Lu Jingsi's appearance.

"Qingshen, you said that if Lu Jingsi knew that she was gone, the person she loved would become what she is now...would she regret the decision she made back then? Didn't... stay for a few more years?"

Fu Qing sighed deeply, this question is difficult to answer.

But Fu Qingshen still said after serious thinking: "Niannian, do you think Lu Jingsi will be a person who regrets his choice?"

She is not, An Nian knows it clearly.

What she decides with a smile will definitely be done...

If she hadn't gone abroad without telling so many people back then, if she hadn't come back pregnant...

Perhaps, everything will have a different result, but if so, is Lu Jingsi still Lu Jingsi?

A tear falls from the corner of my eye...

Very calm, the tears just couldn't stop.

Watching one by one, looking at Gu Xingzhou's current appearance, and recalling Lu Jingsi back then, every drop is blood and tears!
The Lu family's house was completely empty, without any popularity.

An Nian asked Fu Qingshen to take Lu's mother to the prosperous family.

Compared with those years, Mother Lu was also a little mentally disturbed by the successive blows. Her words became very few, and her pair of lifeless eyes often looked into the distance through the car window.

She didn't seem to hear what the people next to her said to her, and only nodded or shook her head occasionally.

She has passed the age of great sorrow and joy, and after Lu Jingsi left, she also learned to accept it.

But the former family was like this, and she was the only one left.

Sadness overflowed on her face, no one could make her happy, the only one who could show a smile was that little guy.

An Nian taught Yiyi, who would wear a pink and tender skirt and stretch out her hands to pull mother Lu's clothes and call her "Grandma" softly.

Whenever this time, Mother Lu would lower her head.

She would see Xiao Yitian's innocent little face at a glance, her eyes turned around and fell on her eyes, and immediately, her eyes turned red, and tears couldn't stop falling down.

She was afraid that she would be frightened one by one, so she would cry secretly, and when the crying was over, she would pick up the little guy with red eyes.

One by one is not afraid of life, as long as others show a little smile to her, she can happily wave her little arms and cheer.

Mother Lu would look into the little guy's eyes and whisper softly, "Yi Yi? Yi Yi...Little Yi Yi..."

This address turned around in my mouth, and it would become "Sisi, Sisi, my little Sisi."

She was almost desperate.

Alone and lonely.

Grief and despair!
In this family, she was actually the last one left.

If Sisi was still there, wouldn't their family break up so quickly?
Their family will still live happily in this world.

Lao Lu wouldn't leave so suddenly, so regrettably... Calling Sisi, he wouldn't even close his eyes?

Lu's mother cried again, and the ignorant little one by one started wiping grandma's tears, but after wiping for a while, she became a little scared after grandma cried out.

The corner of the little guy's mouth turned down sadly, and his little hand was holding his grandma's eyelids. Seeing that people were crying more and more, she couldn't help crying out loud.

In the end, An Nian took them away one by one and handed them over to Fu Qingshen, who picked up the children.

Gu Xingzhou looked at Fu Qingshen professionally holding the sobbing child in his arms like an outsider.

He looked at the little guy with his arms around Fu Qingshen's neck and shouted: "Papa~"

Fu Qingshen smiled involuntarily, and supported her to put the child on his neck, saying that he was taking her to fly...

Gu Xingzhou just watched from a distance, he couldn't tell what he was feeling, he felt a little hurt...but he was also relieved and grateful.

He gave a life, but did not fulfill the responsibility of being a father for a day.

Gu Niansi is lucky, but unfortunately...

Fortunately for her, even without her parents, there are still people who love this child in the role of parents.

Unfortunately, she will never see her biological parents again...

After the door was closed, Mother Lu no longer suppressed herself and burst into tears.

Verbal comfort was useless at this moment, she could only walk over gently, and silently put her hand on Mother Lu's shoulder and patted it lightly.

Mother Lu finally stopped crying. She wiped away her tears, raised her head, her kind and old eyes fell on Anian's face, and then looked at her belly...

Hands trembling to touch.

"Yiyi will have a companion."

An Nian suppressed tears and nodded.

Mother Lu choked with sobs: "It's a pity that she's gone. If she was here, she would be so happy knowing that she was pregnant with twins every year."

Tears blurred vision.

An Nian said: "She will know..."

Mother Lu gently stroked An Nian's belly.

Lu Jingsi and An Nian are about the same age.

If she is still alive, she will definitely have a happy family.

She is a little tired...

"Niannian, I want to go home."

An Nian choked up for a moment: "This... is your home."

"Aunt knows your kindness, but I... want to go back to my home, where there are traces of Sisi and Lao Lu's life."

An Nian was afraid that Lu's mother would not be able to make it through, so she said, "Auntie, my condolences."

Mother Lu smiled: "Niannian, call me Mom, it's been a long time... I haven't heard anyone call me like that..."

"mom--"

softly.

My heart was surging, but it was no longer the voice in my memory.

Mother Lu closed her eyes, and two lines of tears rolled down the corners of her eyes.

"Sisi, Mom misses you very much."

At dawn the next day, An Nian opened his eyes.

Fu Qing sat in front of her bed, the man's face was a bit serious, he stared at her quietly, did not speak...

An Nian knew that something had happened.

She was flustered, but there was a faint smile on the corner of her mouth, she forced herself to be calm, and even hoped that her intuition was wrong.

She stretched out her hand tremblingly, and her fingertips touched Fu Qingshen's eyebrows...

"Close...eyes."

The grief in his eyes was too obvious for him to deceive himself.

She was talking, her voice was crying...

Fu Qingshen gently held An Nian's hand. He put her hand in his palm, covered it with the other hand, and rubbed her gently...

The girl's eyes were blurred with tears.

Fu Qingshen spoke calmly and slowly: "Every year, Lu Jingsi's family is reunited."

The man's voice was hoarse, and he calmly stated the fact in the softest tone.

An Nian couldn't stop anymore, her shoulders shook and she sobbed...

"When did I know nothing about it?"

"At four o'clock in the morning last night, I had a sudden heart attack. Year after year, you are pregnant, and I don't want to surprise you in the middle of the night..."