I owe you a lifetime of love

Paper can't contain fire after all...

An Nian still knows the videos and photos of herself that were posted on the Internet...

But she pretended not to know, and went to work every day with a normal expression, and was finally taken home by Fu Qingshen.

She didn't seem to be affected by anyone or anything, but in fact her mind became more and more sensitive.

Sometimes when Fu Qingshen said something unintentional, she would doubt herself for a long time...

No one can keep their worries in their hearts for too long.

On this day, Fu Qingshen sent her to the door of the company as usual, but she suddenly didn't want to go to the company.

Xia Qing is gone, and Xu Yicheng has not been discharged from the hospital yet.

FirstLove left her alone.

Looking around, there is no one around her who can speak her mind...

She turned around downstairs in the company, intending to skip a shift. She first called the manager of the HR department to tell her that she would not come to the company, then put her phone in her bag and went to the orphanage.

She went to a dessert shop to buy desserts as usual, but happened to meet Xu Yicheng.

Xu Yicheng was not in the hospital, but was making desserts in the back kitchen wearing dessert shop clothes...

An Nian was slightly surprised when he saw her suddenly, Xu Yicheng didn't seem to expect her to come here, he half-opened his lips, and completely stopped what he was doing.

An Nian ordered a few desserts as usual, and then saw Xu Yicheng coming out of the back kitchen.

"Xu Yicheng, you...why are you here?"

Xu Yicheng took off the big hat on his head, and he smiled: "I forgot to tell you, this dessert shop was bought by me not long ago, and now it's my shop."

"you are here?"

"Being the boss is also because... I suddenly found that I am very interested in desserts, and I want to try to develop it into a hobby."

An Nian didn't have the slightest doubt about Xu Yicheng's explanation, she nodded and smiled: "This is very fun, but I just saw it suddenly, which is very surprising."

Xu Yicheng grabbed his messy hair casually: "You can order something to eat by yourself first, and I will talk to you after I change clothes and come out. I happen to have something to say to you."

An Nian took a deep breath.

Xu Yicheng didn't keep her waiting too long. When he came out, he had already changed his clothes, and his hair was recombed and styled with hairspray.

"Sorry, it's been a long wait."

"No." An Nian shook his head and saw him sitting opposite her.

Speaking of which, they are all nostalgic people, even if they come to sit in a store, that location is still their favorite corner.

The same small shop, the same desserts, the same coffee in front of us, everything seems to be back to the past.

The sun is shining brightly outside the window, the blue sky and white clouds make everything look so beautiful.

Xu Yicheng stared at An Nian for a moment, then looked away, and said softly, "I want to apologize to you for what happened that night. If you don't mind, can I explain it to you?"

Even if An Nian had roughly figured out what was going on?But looking at Xu Yicheng's burning eyes and the sincerity in his eyes at this moment, she still wants to hear him finish.
She nodded: "Go ahead."

"Ji Yan called me that night. He said that Xia Qing was sick and asked me to take care of her."

An Nian thought it was Xia Qing who called.

"I had already shirked it and didn't want to go, but... it was my mother who let me see the trip for the sake of two family friends."

An Nian nodded: "I probably know what happened next..."

"Feel sorry."

"Don't tell me you're sorry, you're a victim too, and you didn't mean it, right?"

Xu Yicheng smiled slightly: "How can you be so sure that I am a victim?"

An Nian half-jokingly half-seriously said: "If you're not a victim, what good does doing something like that do you?"

Originally just talk.

But she didn't expect Xu Yicheng to follow this sentence...

"Little ghost, to be honest, you really haven't thought about it. It's possible for me to do anything because I like you?"

The expression on An Nian's face suddenly froze, she pursed her lower lip: "Xu Yicheng, are you serious?"

Xu Yicheng raised his eyebrows, he held his chin and looked at An Nian with a half-smile.

An Nian knew that he was serious.

He is used to making this facial expression, and he expresses his inner sincerity in the most casual way.

An Nian's heart sank...

"If it's a joke, it's not funny at all, is it?"

An Nian looked at him steadily: "What a fool."

Xu Yicheng looked away and looked out the window: "Who said it wasn't? I saw myself jumping into this trap soberly, and tried to get out of it several times, but the end result was futile. The more I struggled, the more I fell into it. The deeper it gets, the more I can't get out in the end."

"Little brat... I am beyond redemption."

An Nian's eye sockets suddenly became moist.

If it is said that everyone who has appeared in a person's life will have a definition in her heart.

So, how to describe Xu Yicheng?
That is probably the perfect pure land that no one can touch.

That's how Xu Yicheng walked into An Nian's heart step by step. It wasn't love, it was friendship, and it was family affection... no matter how time changes in the future, he couldn't erase the traces of this person in his memory.

"I'm sorry..." She looked at Xu Yicheng's smooth and delicate side face, and murmured, "It's too heavy..."

Such a relationship was too strong, and she simply couldn't bear it.

For such a beautiful love, he should keep someone who loves him, not her, An Nian...

Xu Yicheng pursed his lips tightly. He sighed, with deep regret in his eyes: "Little devil, don't give yourself any psychological burden. I tell you this just because I don't want to leave some regrets for myself."

"After all, liking someone is to say it out loud, isn't it?"

"It doesn't matter if you don't get a response. As long as your heart has been touched, it's not a regret."

"Besides... life is so long, you can only be regarded as such a small episode in my life, and you won't stay in my memory for too long."

"In the future, I will meet someone I like more, someone who also loves me, and I will spend the rest of my life with her. By then, I'm afraid you won't be ranked well."

He said these words lightly, as if he had prepared in his heart for a long time, but did the speaker really have no waves in his heart?

Xu Yicheng, why are your eyes red?
An Nian's lips trembled and she could hardly speak.

They are no longer impulsive age, but people in this age group, such a man who is as dazzling as a colorful cloud and a morning glow, say they like...

What should she do?
Who will tell her what to do?
She never thought of hurting anyone, but she still hurt too many people secretly.