I owe you a lifetime of love

"I arrived at your place of work half an hour earlier. I have been waiting in the rain for so long, and you have been avoiding me?"

Xia Qing was very guilty, she indeed saw Ji Yan's car early in the morning.

For some reason, she didn't want to be so intimate with Ji Yan in front of Xu Yicheng.

Even though the two of them have already done the most intimate things, she still doesn't want to...

"Yes! I didn't ask you to pick me up, and you don't need to show up at my work place to let everyone know our current relationship!"

Ji Yan sneered, he grabbed Xia Qing's wrist and pulled her upstairs.

"Am I so shameless? Can't even connect you to the next shift?"

"Xia Qing, in your eyes, what kind of thing am I? Am I just going to make it so difficult for you?"

It's only her fault that she never saw Ji Yan's vicious appearance from the beginning.

So much so that after seeing his true face in Lushan, she still feels that she is dreaming...

She gritted her teeth, pulled her bag and dropped it in the living room, and she was staggered up the stairs.

She was still resisting while stepping on the steps, with tears of humiliation on her face.

"You have always been my most respected elder brother in my heart... my relatives... I never thought about letting you and me become like this. But you don't let me go! Can you let me go? Ji Yan , I don't want to do this anymore, I don't want to go on like this..."

She is tired.

so tired.

Ji Yan's endless demands.

"Brother."

Been her brother for 27 years...

Every minute and every second with Ji Yan is torture.

Ji Yan sneered, he kicked open the bedroom door mercilessly and dragged Xia Qing in.

"Absurd words! Hit me upside down? Xia Qing, you were the one who struggled with it in the beginning, right? I never had any unreasonable thoughts about you!"

"It's because you don't treat me as a person, and you don't take yourself as a person. You caused us to become what we are now, but now you attribute all the faults to me alone?"

"Am I not wronged?" The heavy and hostile breath sprayed in Xia Qing's ears.

Xia Qing shrank her body, her eyes filled with fear.

He was right.

All of this is caused by herself, she caused it by herself...

Xia Qing gasped, she was dragged to the bathroom by Ji Yan.

The warm water in the shower rushes down.

The water splashed on her body was obviously hot, but she felt chills everywhere.

Ji Yan pulled the fabric that was attached to her body with his hands.

The wet black hair stuck to her cheeks like seaweed, Xia Qing curled up in a corner with her hands folded.

Through the water flow, she saw the expression on Ji Yan's face——

Painful, tangled, and incomparably complicated.

At that moment, the gentle smile on Xu Yicheng's face suddenly flashed in her mind...

That person has never smiled at himself like that, except for An Nian...

why?
Tears scrambled to roll down.

Why can't he like himself?
This game eventually exhausted both of them.

Damp and hot clothes were scattered all over the place.

Xia Qing's face was flushed from the hot water, she was unable to move, she was wrapped in a bathrobe and lay quietly in Ji Yan's arms.

Such a docile and quiet appearance has never been seen before.

Ji Yan hugged her out of the bathroom, all the melancholy on his face faded away, leaving only tenderness in his eyes, he stared at the girl in his arms cherishingly.

Carefully putting her on the bed, he stretched out his hand to caress her brows and eyes, her red lips swollen from kisses...

Xia Qing couldn't go to work the next day, and she didn't even know what year it was.

I can only feel that Ji Yan is by my side anytime, anywhere.

He fed and drank, and served him when he washed.

Opening her eyes occasionally, she could see the open and bright sense of possession in Ji Yan's eyes.

Ji Yan looked at the girl who was pretending to be asleep on the bed.

I thought more than once, how great would it be if it was his alone?
How nice would it be if I could love him forever?

I really want to possess her!
Let her only have herself in her heart.

It's a pity that there is already another person's shadow in her eyes...

The weight on the body did not leave at all.

Xia Qing's eyelashes trembled slightly, already wet with tears.

Ji Yan let out a heavy breath.

Never been so frustrated in my life.

From the very beginning, he had already planned to protect her for the rest of his life, if it wasn't for the fact that she was drunk that night, if it wasn't for the night that Xia Qing gave up on herself and wanted to find someone to hand herself over to.

He won't go crazy, he won't become like this...

The layer of window paper between them will not be torn apart, she is Xia Qing and he is brother.

Can……

Overwhelmed with water.

Ji Yan has no regrets!
Even if they have become like this now, he still doesn't regret it, if he does it all over again, he will still choose to do what he did back then, and tear her apart to his heart's content!

"Xiaoqing, does being with me really cause you such pain?"

The body under the quilt was slightly stiff.

Ji Yan kissed her forehead: "Although I have been your elder brother for 27 years, in these 27 years, I have never really regarded you as my own biological sister."

"I will always remember that I have no blood relationship with you. Before, I even fantasized that you and I might have a future. I thought about mustering up the courage to tell you what is in my heart..."

"Thousands of possibilities, I thought about being rejected by you, I thought about you ignoring me because I was alienated from your evil intentions. I thought about that we will have a bright future, and I thought that I would do my best to let you Happiness, but I never thought that...we would have such a day."

Xia Qing's eyelashes trembled, and her tightly closed eyes suddenly opened, and the bottom of her eyes was full of water.

She gritted her teeth: "I hate you, I hate you!"

Ji Yan covered his hands, even though he was already numb, he still couldn't look directly at Xia Qing's eyes filled with hatred.

"Xia Qing... If I invite you now, please give me a chance to treat you well and give you a future, will you be willing?"

"Even if it's a one-in-a-thousandth chance, I will hold on tightly... and never let go of your hand."

"Are you... willing?" Ji Yan's throat was dry, and he said these words with difficulty.

If you don't really like it, how can you turn yourself into a villain, humble to the bone?

Xia Qing almost didn't even think about it, she stared at Ji Yan, gritted her teeth and said, "Impossible! Absolutely impossible!"

"Whoever I like in this life, I will never like you!"

"Your actions make me feel like a joke, a fool, a fool who doesn't understand anything!"

A heart is already riddled with holes.

Got it, this taste has been tasted.

He has no regrets.

Ji Yan straightened up, he turned and left, and when he came back, he was holding a glass of water in his hand.

He gently helped Xia Qing up, and brought the glass of water to her lips.

Xia Qing pursed her lips tightly: "Get lost!"

Ji Yan was silent, and forced the cup to her lips.

"Drink it, you drink this glass of water, and there will be a happy ending between me and you."

Ji Yan's words were endless, Xia Qing was very tired, and wanted to get rid of him, so he could only drink the glass of water in one go.

After a while, Xia Qing became groggy, she wanted to sleep...

Her eyelids were heavy and she couldn't lift them up anymore. She wanted to say something, but her lips moved...