I owe you a lifetime of love

After all, this conversation in Shengshihaoting failed to discuss anything.

In the end, everything ended with Xiao Xue's almost collapsed expression.

When she got home that night, Xiao Xue tossed and turned and couldn't sleep.

She took a higher dose of sleeping pills.

She was anxious and irritable, and after falling asleep, she dreamed about what happened back then.

In fact, she has not dreamed of that dream for many years. These years, she has been living in her own fantasy and dream by deceiving herself.

When the past scenes reappeared in my mind, it was still so painful and hopeless.

Only this time, she seemed to see her heart in a semi-conscious state. The little baby was in a catastrophe just after it was born. She still had the body fluids of her mother on her body. Such a small one looked dirty. Pitiful……

Xiao Xue suddenly turned over and sat up, a thin layer of sweat was already breaking out from her body.

Beside her, her husband was in a deep sleep.

Feeling upset, she put on her coat and went out.

Xia Family Villa is quiet at night.

There are carved beams and painted buildings with an ancient style, and the courtyard is full of four seasons flowers blooming in full bloom.

On the swing chair in the backyard, Xiao Xue saw Xia Qing sitting there.

She was dumbfounded, with drooping eyelids, as if she was asleep, but also as if she was thinking clearly.

Xiao Xue's heart throbbed in pain.

She stepped forward lightly.

She wanted to move out after she came back from outside the city after experiencing such a thing that day, but the second elder of the Xia family refused.

Xia Qing would never disobey them.

Seeing Ji Yan also persuaded her to stay, she stayed.

In the past few days, the two elders of the Xia family have left early and returned late, and their minds are on An Nian, so she dare not disturb her at all.

Not in the mood to work, she curled up into a ball and looked over and over again at the place where she lived since she was a child.

It's just a sojourn, and soon... soon she should be gone.

Just as she was thinking in this way, the woman behind her said softly, "Xiaoqing, are you still awake at this late hour?"

She forgot!
When I heard this voice, I was subconsciously filled with joy and sweetness.

She stood up abruptly and blurted out: "Mommy—"

So sweet with enthusiasm.

Xiao Xue's body was slightly stiff, but she subconsciously smiled, her heart fluctuated with excitement.

In the past few days, Xia Qing avoided herself as much as possible, and she never called her mommy.

Xia Qing was stunned, and then it was as if someone had slammed a mallet, and she became sober.

Her heart felt sour, her eyes felt hot, and her throat hurt.

He hastily changed his words: "Yes... I'm sorry, I shouldn't, I shouldn't have called it that way."

Xiao Xiaoxue felt uncomfortable, she pulled Xia Qing into her arms without saying a word, with red eye circles.

"Silly boy, it's not your fault... How can you stop calling me Mommy who has been calling me for decades?"

Xia Qing was flattered, but she was more ashamed and painful.

She didn't know how to face her parents who kept shouting and growing up in the past.

She could only cry silently, apologize again and again, and repeatedly said "I'm sorry."

Xiao Xue's heart ached, she stroked the back of Xia Qing's head gently and patiently, and said softly, "Silly boy, I said it wasn't your fault, don't say sorry again."

"No matter what, you are still our child..."

Xia Qing was deeply moved, but she couldn't afford it.

She didn't forget who caused Xiao Xue and her biological daughter to be separated for decades.

Even if she didn't want to admit it at all, there was no way, it was the truth.

Housekeeper Xia is just like her, with the same blood on her body.

She bit her lips lightly: "Annian, she..."

Xiao Xue said: "She is my daughter, but so are you. Xiaoqing, although my mother didn't give birth to you, I have raised you for nearly 30 years, and people's hearts are full of meat."

"Son... Your father and I are not people who are right and wrong. We know that this matter has nothing to do with you, and you are also a victim. We still regard you as Xiaoqing. Don't go, can you stay with your parents?"

Xia Qing was completely weeping.

The next morning, Xiao Xue came to Shengshi Mansion early in the morning again.

When Fu Qingshen was about to go to the company, he saw her at the door.

The expression on his face was somewhat helpless.

An Nian has her own feelings and thoughts, and these things have been bothering her. She doesn't want her to be troubled, but she can only accompany her silently.

"Aunt Xia, go. Niannian is waiting for you."

The weather is fine today, the sun is shining golden, and the courtyard of Shengshihaoting is full of flowers.

These flowers are rare and expensive, and it is difficult to maintain them.

Especially in the true northern sky of Haicheng.

The flowers in the yard have to be taken care of almost every once in a while and replaced with a new batch of plants.

The backyard was reclaimed, and Fu Qingshen said it was to build a small garden so that no one could enter it.

Even An Nian didn't get approval.

She is in a bad mood recently, thinking about many things on the one hand, and taking care of one by one on the other hand, so she doesn't care.

She seemed to have expected Xiao Xue to come, so she made coffee early in the morning and waited.

Seeing Xiao Xue, she went downstairs to meet him.

Xiao Xue's face was pale, and there were bruises under her eyes, but when she saw Anian going downstairs and looking at her, she felt sore and swelled in her heart.

"Xin'er, I'm sorry. I lost my temper yesterday, did it scare you?"

An Nian shook his head slightly: "It's okay, you sit down first, I'll make you coffee."

"Heart..."

An Nian frowned when she heard this name, she turned around and looked at Xiao Xue with a deliberative attitude.

"Xia, Auntie, can you not call me by this name?"

Xiao Xue was slightly taken aback: "You are the first child I am pregnant with. Back then, our husband and wife knew that we were going to have a daughter. So we racked our brains to think of a name for the child."

"The Book of Songs and Songs has been searched and I didn't think of a good one. In the end, I said, this child is something we want to hold in our hands and grow up, and put it on the tip of our hearts. Why don't we call it Xin'er..."

An Nian looked slightly ill: "But Aunt Xia, whether it's Xia Xin'er or An Nian, I'm all me, just me."

Xiao Xue smiled and nodded again and again, as if she was relieved, she took a step forward with a smile: "That's okay, can you call me mom?"

She has been waiting for this mother for many years.

An Nian pursed her lips slightly, she squirmed her lips and opened her mouth, but in the end she couldn't cry out.

She thought of her parents and that home.

She is sore...

"My parents have always kept this matter a secret. I never knew that I had such a bizarre life experience. Later, my mother died of stomach cancer, and I couldn't catch up...she..."

"She left me the longevity lock and a piece of audio, and I finished listening to it. I knew that I was abandoned at the entrance of the orphanage on a snowy day on October [-]."

"When... then..." An Nian choked up, unable to speak.

Xiao Xue had already burst into tears.

how come?
how come?
She treats her like a baby, a little princess who wants to be born safely and be pampered in the palm of her hand...

Xia Qing told her these words the day after the incident.

But hearing it from Xia Qing's mouth is different from what An Nian said in person.