I owe you a lifetime of love

The smell of hospital disinfectant is too pungent.

A hospital ward is like a cage.

The last days of her life should not be spent here.

Lu Jingsi was discharged from the hospital, accompanied by An Nian.

The plaster cast on her arm was removed, the fracture was not too serious, and the hospitalization was only for Lu Jingsi.

However, she seemed to make a last effort to comfort her soul.

Just like what Xu Yicheng said, since he knows that he is powerless, he should try his best not to leave any regrets during this time.

She didn't want Lu Jingsi to be unhappy.

An Nian has always known that in Lu Jingsi's heart, her heart has always been unconditionally on her side, so she will be like this...

There will no longer be anyone in this world who can take Lu Jingsi's place.

Not anymore.

On the day when Lu Jingsi's illness was known, the elders of the Lu family were as stiff as petrochemicals. They sat on the sofa from dawn to dusk.

"Dad, Mom. I originally wanted to keep it a secret and not tell you. But An An persuaded me. She said... You gave birth to me and raised me, and you are the most important people to me in this world. "

"No one could have predicted this kind of thing. It's... powerless and a bit bloody. But, I can't help it..."

"Although I won't be able to stay by your side in the future, I, Lu Jingsi, will always be my parents' child."

"And... I'm not completely gone, I will become a little star and accompany you forever in the sky, okay?"

After the words were choked with sobs, everyone present cried.

Don't start An Nian, my heart is sour and sad.

She can't see this kind of scene, especially when facing her relatives...

Although she no longer has any real relatives in this world, family affection is always the most touching and hardest to part with.

Lu's mother was crying so hard that Lu Jingsi sat beside her, and she gently raised her hand to follow her mother's back, without interrupting her mother's emotions.

Give them peace of mind.

Father Lu was the first to speak: "Your mother and I have been waiting for the day when you confess."

Lu Jingsi seemed to have misheard: "Huh?"

Mother Lu nodded towards her: "We already knew."

"How could it be..." Lu Jingsi opened his eyes wide, she was hiding it very well.

"That kid Qingshen said it..." Lu's father let out a heavy breath, "He came to see me and your mother as early as a week ago."

"This child is considerate and considerate. His mother was shocked when he came to the door at the beginning. He didn't say it directly, but changed his method step by step..."

"Sisi, Qingshen said it the day after you were hospitalized for hypoglycemia. At that time, your mother was almost blind from crying, and I also felt that the sky was falling. You are the only precious daughter in our Lu family. Who can tell you?" Think of it, who would have thought of it?"

Full of emotion, full of distress.

It's been like a dream until now.

The bad news came suddenly, and it was heartbreaking.

But besides accepting it frankly, what else can I do?
Lu's mother patted Lu Jingsi's head lightly: "Fu is always a good person. He was afraid that your father and I would be unbearable, so he told us your situation in detail."

"My daughter endured such great pain and pressure by herself, but she is the last parent to know... woo, woo woo woo—"

Finally cried out.

It was originally a low sob, but now it turned into a loud cry.

She covered her cheeks with her hands, and tears rolled down from between her fingers.

"Mom—" Lu Jingsi choked with sobs and let out a long cry, then hugged his mother tightly.

Father Lu's old eyes were also full of water stains, and heart-wrenching pain spread all over his body.

In the end, it was their parents' negligence, because of Lu Jingsi's independent character since childhood, they forgot to care about her...

"Mom... You and Dad need to take care of your health, and the baby will be with you."

Mother Lu was sadder than ever.

Confess and speak out.

Finally, the big stone that had been accumulated in my heart fell to the ground.

Tired from crying, the second elder of the Lu family went to rest after hastily eating dinner.

An Nian stayed at Lu's house tonight.

Lu Jingsi's bedroom was decorated in pink and tender, and she herself changed into a pajamas from her school days.

"It's been so many years, and I rarely go home. I didn't expect my parents to still keep these clothes."

Everyone changes over time.

Lu Jingsi's school clothes had become short and narrow, but fortunately, the fabric was comfortable and elastic, so it was not too uncomfortable to wear.

"Although you have grown up, you are still a child in their eyes..."

Lu Jingsi lay down with red eyes: "Yes, in this life, I'm afraid that only my parents will indulge you and love you without limit."

Anian sighed, hugging Lu Jingsi's arm: "The clothes are a bit tight, why don't you change them?"

"I don't want to change..." Lu Jingsi pursed his lower lip, closed his eyes and took a deep breath.

In this way, she seemed to have returned to that carefree period.

What kind of brain cancer, what kind of death is not long, it's all a dream...

She misses the old days more and more.

When I was young, I looked forward to growing up, and when I grew up, I looked back and realized how precious those vigorous youth years were.

"Sisi, are you really not going to tell Gu Xingzhou?"

What An Nian actually wants to ask is, are you really willing?Wouldn't Gu Xingzhou be her last regret?
Lu Jingsi shook his head: "He already has his own life, why should I create troubles for someone who has already let go?"

"You...you can't bear him to be sad and blame himself."

His thoughts were seen through, Lu Jingsi sighed and said, "I can't hide it from you..."

An Nian said: "But have you ever thought that he will know? When he knows, he will be more sad and regretful than now."

"An'an." Lu Jingsi turned around, the two of them faced each other, in the dark night, each other's pupils reflected each other's appearance.

In the night sky outside the window, the crescent moon hangs high, reflecting the bright and quiet light.

Lu Jingsi said: "Long-term pain is worse than short-term pain. I have been with him for more than two years. He may be attracted to me as the person next to his pillow, but his feelings are not deep. Time is a good thing, and my existence will fade in his memory." , and eventually become a passer-by.”

"But he... is the person I really and seriously loved when I was young. I don't want him to be sad, and I don't want him to be sad when he occasionally thinks of me in the future..."

Lu Jingsi seemed to have grown up and matured a lot overnight.

An Nian admires her unique and free-spirited views on everyone and everything around her.

At the end, she asked again: "An'an, if you put yourself in your shoes, you and I are actually just going the same way."

She was right.

Just like when she was blind, the first thing she thought of was not to drag Fu Qingshen down, and not to make her feel sad for herself.

Because of the instinctive love of human nature, they always want to take all the sufferings in the world onto themselves.

I can be in the dark and weathered.But you must stand in the sun and be safe and joyful.