I owe you a lifetime of love

"Gu Xingzhou?" An Nian swallowed.

She almost forgot that Gu Xingzhou worked in this hospital.

"Where's Lu Jingsi?" Gu Xingzhou asked while staring at the empty hospital bed.

An Nian pointed to the outside: "It was still there just now, it probably went out."

However, she and Gu Xingzhou waited in the ward for more than ten minutes but did not wait for Lu Jingsi.

An Nian probably guessed it.

Gu Xingzhou's eyes were still gentle and calm, he stared at the position of the door, as if he wanted to see a hole in that position.

"An'an, when did Jing Si return to China?"

An Nian said: "Last night."

"I read her inspection report..."

An Nian choked for breath, and before Gu Xingzhou finished the second half of his sentence, his heart beat rapidly.

"Hypoglycemia, severe nutritional deficiencies leading to fainting."

An Nian let out a soft breath.

She walked slowly to the door, and pretended to take out her mobile phone to look at it: "Oh...she just sent me a message, saying that she went back earlier."

"Are you messing around?" Gu Xingzhou's expression darkened, "She has severe hypoglycemia, she needs to be hospitalized for observation first."

"No way, she insisted on leaving the hospital."

"An An..." Gu Xingzhou walked up to An Nian, and he stretched out his hand, "Give me your phone, and I'll communicate with her."

Looking at Gu Xingzhou's unrelenting appearance, An Nian only felt sad.

If the current Gu Xingzhou knew about Lu Jingsi's situation, what would he do?
Such pain An Nian could not speak.

She didn't hand him the phone, but looked at Gu Xingzhou seriously with her eyes: "Xingzhou, I will always stand by Sisi's side."

Gu Xingzhou lowered his head weakly: "I just stand as a doctor and sincerely hope that she can take care of her health."

An Nian's throat choked slightly: "Gu Xingzhou, go see her..."

Gu Xingzhou raised his eyes, his eyes were full of strong emotions: "We are divorced."

An Nian took her own bag and simply packed Lu Jingsi's belongings in the ward. When she walked out, she left a sentence: "She...is very bad."

An Nian didn't say much.

Just drop four words and leave.

When she left, Gu Xingzhou clasped his hands by his sides, and he gently closed his eyes...

Fu Qingshen sent An Nian to the hotel where Lu Jingsi was staying.

After she said goodbye to Fu Qingshen, she found Lu Jingsi in the presidential suite of the hotel.

Using the key card to open the door, An Nian saw Lu Jingsi at a glance.

"Sisi, why did you leave without saying a word?"

Lu Jingsi was smoking a can of yogurt, she was sitting on the sofa in front of the floor-to-ceiling windows.

The location of the hotel is excellent, with a view of the sea.

Standing in front of the floor-to-ceiling windows, you can just see the sun falling on the sea, and the red one looks like a flame burning.

Hearing An Nian's question, Lu Jingsi turned his head and smiled at her: "Because I know that even if I don't tell you, you can always find me."

An Nian stepped forward and picked up another can of yogurt to drink by herself.

She was silent for a long time, I don't know how long it took, An Nian turned her head to look at Lu Jingsi's smiling face.

"My father is gone, my mother is gone... Then, my child is gone. Sisi, I always thought that you could be with me all the time, and I always thought that I was strong enough."

"But... I can't deceive myself, I'm very fragile, I'm very sensitive, I can't bear a little blow..."

Lu Jingsi's eyes turned red, "So, the first time I found out that I had cancer... When I was cancer, I was reluctant to tell you."

"You have suffered too much, I have always loved you very much. I dare not tell you that I am going to die..." Lu Jingsi's voice was hoarse.

An Nian raised her hand tremblingly to cover her lips: "No - you are not allowed to say such things!"

She was slightly exasperated.

It was like a cat lying comfortably on a soft cushion was suddenly trampled on its tail.

An Nian's chest rose and fell violently.

Lu Jingsi gently removed An Nian's finger covering her lips, she sighed, her face full of sorrow: "But... it's okay to die, as long as I can give birth to this child safely, I think it's worth it."

She is still like this!
She still holds this hope!

She still sticks to the idea!
"Lu Jingsi! Why can't you understand Lu Jingsi? I don't want you to give birth to this child, I don't want you to give up your life lightly! I want you to live, I want you to live well, live well..."

An Nian's overreaction made Lu Jingsi feel distressed, and her flirtatious words instantly made An Nian unable to refute, and plunged her into a deep shadow!
"But... God won't let me live..."

An Nian was silent again for a long time.

Her voice was hoarse and tearing, as if she was struggling for death: "Gu Xingzhou came to see you in the ward today..."

Finally, when Gu Xingzhou was mentioned, a faint smile appeared in Lu Jingsi's dead eyes: "I saw it."

An Nian seemed to see hope: "Think about it, if he knew that the reason you didn't want to be treated was because of you and his child, how much he would blame himself?"

"An'an, you won't tell him!"

"I will!" An Nian's lips trembled, "Nothing is more important to me than you! I can be very selfish!"

Lu Jingsi's heart trembled fiercely, she said: "I was in the hospital and saw him with a female doctor, the two of them were talking and laughing, they looked very harmonious..."

"He didn't let you go at all."

"It doesn't matter anymore." Lu Jingsi stood up from his chair.

She pressed her face against the cold glass, and her head started to hurt again.

She stroked her lower abdomen with one hand: "The child is mine alone, An An, listen to me. What I do is not selfish for myself."

"Although the reality is cruel, I have to think about everyone. First, when I went abroad, I really hoped that it was to get medical treatment, but this child has arrived, and he has been a month old. I can't give up on him. "

"Second, what I have is cancer. It's not a cold. Cancer cannot be completely cured. So... I will die."

An Nian bit her lips tightly, feeling like she was being lingering.

"Third, my parents only have me as a daughter, and they raised me up in the palm of their hand. But in the end, how cruel is it to ask a white-haired person to give a black-haired person?"

"They gave birth to me and brought me up. I didn't give anything back, but it's really unfilial to make them endure such grief when they are over fifty years old."

"So..." An Nian picked up what Lu Jingsi had left to say, "Do you want this child to accompany them?"

Lu Jingsi endured wave after wave of pain, she smiled knowingly: "Yes. So An An, don't tell my parents, let them know my situation after the baby is born smoothly..."

She is giving up on herself!

She even counted the days with her fingers. In An Nian's eyes full of tears, she smiled and shed tears: "If there is no accident, I will last another five months and eight days..."

"An'an, you will stand by my side, you will... understand me, right?"