I owe you a lifetime of love

It's a pity that the black sunglasses An Nian was wearing covered half of her small face, and the people at the door looked around the quiet coffee shop but found no one.

And the person whose eyes were completely dark could not see the person at the door.

Lu Jingsi walked in a few steps, and saw the familiar figure where they usually sat.

"Huh? An'an, why are you still wearing sunglasses in the coffee shop? Are you being cool?"

After confirming that the other party was An Nian, Lu Jingsi took two steps forward and bent down to take off the sunglasses on An Nian's face.

An Nian's heart jumped, and he raised his hand to hold her outstretched arm.

Xu Yicheng, who was standing aside, said in time: "Miss Lu."

Only then did Lu Jingsi turn his attention to the person beside him.

"you are?"

Xu Yicheng took the initiative to introduce himself: "Xu Yicheng, An Nian's friend."

Lu Jingsi stared suspiciously at Xu Yicheng for a moment, then his eyes fell on An Nian.

"Sisi, sit down. I want to tell you everything I want to come out with you this time."

Lu Jingsi was full of doubts, so she had no choice but to sit on the seat opposite Anian.

"You guys talk first." Xu Yicheng patted An Nian on the shoulder, and then walked out of the coffee shop.

As soon as the person left, Lu Jingsi's prototype was immediately exposed.

"An'an! What's the matter with you recently? You have been disappearing all the time. I sent you messages and calls and you didn't reply. It made me worry for so long. Did something happen?"

"Also! That person named Xu just now, what's the matter with you and him? It seems that you seem to have a close relationship, An Nian, if you have anything, you must tell me!"

An Nian's red lips curled up: "You ask me a lot of questions at once, which one should I answer first?"

Lu Jingsi pouted, visibly angry.

"I think our relationship is not close. You are not as good to me as before, and you don't discuss things with me."

"No, you really think too much..." An Nian's voice was soft, she really wanted to reach out and hold Lu Jingsi's hand, or give her a hug.

But now she can't do it.

She can only use sunglasses to cover her eyes that cannot see the light anymore.

She said in a low voice: "I've been feeling unwell recently. Xu Yicheng is taking care of me."

She explained why she failed to answer Lu Jingsi's call and reply to the text message.

Lu Jingsi was startled: "You don't feel well there?"

She even stood up and crossed the table to get a closer look at An Nian.

An Nian shook his head hurriedly: "It's nothing serious, just some sequelae. You also know that I was injured when I fell into the sea before, and the sequelae just recurred."

Lu Jingsi was worried at all, her chest heaved up and down: "An'an, I think you're hiding something from me, and what's your relationship with that Xu?"

"His name is Xu Yicheng."

"I don't care what his name is. I only care about how you are doing."

"Okay." An Nian replied briefly, "He and I are just as you can see, just good friends."

"Where's Fu Qingshen?"

An Nian's heart ached slightly when he mentioned the name.

"He... has something to do, too busy."

"Annian!" Lu Jingsi, who had just sat down, stood up again, "You lied to me! Did you not tell him that you have a medical problem?"

"Besides, you keep saying that you are not feeling well, but I don't even know where you are feeling. You gave me a clear answer!"

I knew I couldn't hide it.

But Anian didn't want to bother Lu Jingsi anymore, she didn't want Lu Jingsi to worry about herself anymore.

Lu Jingsi had walked too many roads with her.

Her grief and lamentation had been divided in half.

She didn't want Lu Jingsi to worry about her anymore.

"It's the sequelae. After I fell into the sea, I was in a coma for a while."

"how long?"

"One year."

After a brief silence, Lu Jingsi took a deep breath, his eyes were red, "You never told me that."

An Nian said: "I can live. Seeing you must be the greatest favor from heaven to me. It's meaningless to mention those pasts."

Lu Jingsi sniffed with self-blame and shame.

Fortunately, when she returned to China in Annian, she complained briefly that this woman had no heart.

Since he came back intact, why couldn't he tell her, why did he let himself worry about her for so long?
It turned out that she had suffered so much that she almost couldn't come back.

"Sisi. I, I'm going abroad for a while."

An Nian was surprised again.

"Because the person who diagnosed, treated and cared for me until I recovered was the foreign expert, so I have to find him for the sequelae of the recurrence."

Lu Jingsi figured it out: "So, are you hiding it from Fu Qingshen? You secretly went abroad with that Xu, An An, if Fu Qingshen found out, how could he bear it?"

No one knew An Nian's worries.

What Lu Jingsi knew was only partial.

She only knew that her sequelae had relapsed.

She didn't know she was blind.

She didn't know if her blind eyes would recover.

She was not sure, and she no longer had the courage to gamble on Fu Qingshen's second half of her life.

She wasn't even sure if that person would take care of her for the rest of her life after she became blind again.

The corners of the eyes are unconsciously moist.

An Nian stopped her thoughts.

She took a deep breath: "It's not that he didn't hurt me. If this is the pain I brought him, then it's his punishment, my revenge."

"An'an..." Lu Jingsi couldn't believe it, and she called out her name softly.

She couldn't believe that these words came from the mouth of that gentle and kind woman.

Words like punishment and revenge couldn't have been said by An Nian.

It's okay to be misunderstood.

An Nian thought so.

The reason why she asked Lu Jingsi out to meet her today was her final farewell.

This time, she was no longer sure whether she would return to Haicheng.

If the eyes cannot recover.

For the rest of her life, she will be surrounded by darkness, and she will be in a foreign country until the end of her life.

Parents left, and she was already alone.

It's okay to be sad.

She is not a loser, she is already very satisfied.

The person she once loved fell in love with her, and she is very lucky to have a friend who has devoted herself to her without hesitation.

Thinking of this, An Nian pursed a faint smile...

After a moment of silence, Lu Jingsi finally lowered his head and said, "What time is the flight, I'll see you off."

"No need." Anian's voice was choked with imperceptible sobs, and she pretended to be chic, "You know that I can't stand sensationalism the most, and when the time comes when we hug each other crying, then I will I can't go anymore."

"Are you not coming back?" Lu Jingsi asked suddenly.

An Nian's heart suffocated.

"An'an, you're sick. It's a serious illness, right? You didn't tell me, you lied to me, you deliberately kept your words out of the way. Do you want to go away alone?"