love you deeply

Lu Youyan lay there, listening to Ji Nanqiao's soft voice, the dryness in his heart was aroused almost instantly.

After listening to the audio sent by Cheng Shishi yesterday, Lu Youyan had already thought clearly, and tried very hard to get her position right.

If Aunt Sun hadn't called anxiously this time, he really didn't intend to disturb Ji Nanqiao's life anymore.

From picking her up until just now, he felt that he had done a good job, and he didn't have the slightest thought that he shouldn't have, but everything was easily broken in this instant.

Even though Ji Nanqiao was already carefully lowering her sense of existence, in this extremely quiet and dark environment, all her movements, even her slight shortness of breath, would be magnified thousands of times.

And all of this is like a pair of invisible hands touching everything about Lu Youyan, making him extremely irritable.

Ji Nanqiao had already tried hard to sleep close to the edge of the bed, just for fear that he would have too much physical contact with Lu Youyan.

But even so, the people behind seemed to be dissatisfied.

Every time Lu Youyan moved, Ji Nanqiao's nerves tensed up to the extreme.

The moment Lu Youyan lifted the quilt and was about to get out of bed, Ji Nanqiao was startled by the sudden big movement from his side, and his whole body shook violently.

Since she was sleeping too far to the side, she rolled down the bed in a flash.

Horrified in his heart, Ji Nanqiao reached out his hand almost instinctively and grabbed the people around him.

And Lu Youyan also had quick eyesight and quick hands, turned over and grabbed her body, and directly buckled her into his arms.

The moment the four eyes met, the air instantly became dry.

Lu Youyan felt that the surrounding air was crackling like dry wood under the scorching fire.

The Adam's apple twitched slightly, and the throat was dry and unbearably dry. Lu Youyan bent down and looked down at the person in his arms, "How grown-up are you, you can fall off after sleeping?"

In the darkness, Lu Youyan couldn't see the hot flush on her face clearly, but could only see her pair of bright and beautiful eyes, which sucked him tightly like a magnet, making it impossible for him to let go of her easily.

Seeing her trembling slightly and not speaking, Lu Youyan inexplicably thought of those photos posted by Cheng Shishi.

Thinking of her intimate photo with those men, Lu Youyan's voice became hoarse, "Or did you do it on purpose?"

"Ji Nanqiao, are you getting better at seducing people now?"

Lu Youyan's voice was deep and hot, and when it fell into Ji Nanqiao's ears, Ji Nanqiao felt that his whole body was burned by him.

She reached out to push him almost subconsciously, and whispered, "I, I'd better sleep on the sofa. I'll clean it up tomorrow morning, and no one will find out."

As Ji Nanqiao said, he was about to get up.

But he stretched out his hand and pushed it, but the person in front of him remained motionless.

She stood up, and the distance between the two of them inexplicably got closer.

At such a close distance, with entangled breathing, Ji Nanqiao felt that his consciousness was beginning to lose control.

Afraid of repeating the same mistakes, Ji Nanqiao could only remind her with a suppressed voice, "Fourth Brother, you said that you will never do anything to offend Sister Zhitong again."

In a word, like a bucket of cold water poured on the head, it instantly extinguished the desire in Lu Youyan's heart.

Let go of her, Lu Youyan got up, "Same as before, I sleep on the sofa."

After Qianqian said this, he got up and walked out.

The balcony door was closed, but the curtains were not drawn. Ji Nanqiao could see the scarlet flickering on the balcony through the sliding glass door.

In a place where no one can see, in a place where there is only one person at this moment, Ji Nanqiao can't control his eyes at all.

With deep greed, Ji Nanqiao's gaze fell on Lu Youyan's body, and tears filled his eyes instantly.

For Lu Youyan, Ji Nanqiao loves him so much that he is almost crazy in love.

After so many years in the Lu family, and so many difficult days and nights, only by thinking of Lu Youyan and having him in the Lu family can she survive and get through it.

In this family, she always felt that besides her grandfather, the closest person to her was Lu Youyan.

He will take care of her when she is sick, and help her find the taste of hometown when she is homesick.

The affection precipitated by more than ten years of infatuation was far deeper than she thought, so deep that she was almost lost in it.

It was so thick that she knew that he only had Yu Zhitong in his heart, and that he had been looking for Yu Zhitong during their marriage, she could turn a blind eye and pretend not to see it.

How many times I pretended to be generous, how many times I told myself that I could be fine without him, but all the pretended strength still fell apart after contacting him again, and shattered into powder.

Hiding under the blanket, Ji Nanqiao couldn't look back.

She felt like a shady thief, staring at the treasure that did not belong to her, wanting to take it for herself time and time again.

The obsession and madness that happened to flash in the bottom of her heart made her even afraid.

Seeing the person on the balcony suddenly look into the room, knowing that he should not be able to see the situation in the room clearly, but Ji Nanqiao hurriedly closed his eyes, tears slipped from the corners of his eyes at this moment.

Ji Nanqiao, why bother, let yourself go.

The road leading to him is full of sharp knives and thorns. Even if you are not afraid of pain or suffering, you may not be able to really last until the moment you walk to him.

Ji Nanqiao, let go, let go, it won't hurt so much.

After hypnotizing himself over and over again, Ji Nanqiao finally fell asleep in a daze.

Maybe it's because the fatigue caused by pregnancy is too obvious. Ji Nanqiao originally thought that it would be difficult for her to fall asleep tonight, but in the end, before the person on the balcony finished smoking a cigarette, she was already too sleepy to keep her eyes open. Eyes opened.
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Lu Youyan sat on the balcony for more than an hour, and returned to the room after the smell of cigarettes dissipated from her body.

During this period of time, Ji Nanqiao's cough has been very serious. Every time he smells the smell of smoke, the cough seems to become more obvious, so he pays attention and tries not to smoke in front of her.

Walking into the room, walking slowly to the bed, looking at Ji Nanqiao who was already sound asleep, Lu Youyan had complicated emotions in his eyes.

Staring at her for a long time, Lu Youyan couldn't move his eyes away, and the emotions in his heart began to tear up and clamor.

In fact, when she heard her choked up recording yesterday, Lu Youyan regretted it in her heart.

The accident five years ago made him feel guilty for Zhitong, especially after knowing that she was kicked out of the country by her grandfather, Lu Youyan felt that all her misfortunes were caused by herself, so finding Yu Zhitong was almost a success. broke his obsession.

It's just ridiculous to say it, he is determined to be responsible for Zhitong's life, but what about Ji Nanqiao?

Thinking about it, Lu Youyan leaned over to look at her, but accidentally touched the tears hanging from the corner of her eyes.